raggedy_acid
Bluelighter
Yep - I've heard of that also and do believe it. My lil sister LOVED this number. Got married on 11-11, would call me when it was that time etc. She died too young, 23 years old. (no drugs, etc. Heart issue no one knew about brought on by pregnancy).
It was her death that made me realize how badly I needed to get out of an unhealthy relationship. Took me almost a year to leave after realizing that, but I did it. During that time, and the first 2 months or so after leaving... I began seeing it 11:11. The Anniv of her death was during that time. I visited her best friend from high school. As I was leaving and hugging the girl goodbye, guess what time it was, blinking on the TV... things that were more than me just happening to glance at the clock at the "right" time.
I knew I wanted a tattoo in her memory but nothing ever seemed right. One day I was driving home on the highway, and was nearing the cemetary. I pulled out my phone to check messages, and right as I passed her grave - simultaneously looking at my phone.. 11:11.
A peace and euphoria washed over me like nothing I have ever felt before. I have never, ever felt so happy and free. I knew instantly what the tattoo would be (red 11:11 on my left wrist). She made sure I knew she was there with me during a very hard time and then let me go. I rarely see the time anymore.
I am sorry for your loss, but it seems you have came to peace with it. My oldest sister has a 11:11 fascination as well and she always mentions to me the random places she sees the number. And she sees it quite a bit it kinda funny.