Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
That actually vibes against relinquishing control and letting go.Just get out more
I like for the universe to get me to go out, I don't so much do it. If I do it's not going to be as good, if that makes a lick of sense.
If I have free will it's only to explore certain macro phenomena and in my explorations I generally fuck shit up.
Imagine you're given a RUBIK'S CUBE. This is your life.
twist it around all you want, you'll just fuck it up with no hope of reconfiguring it because most of us couldn't put a rubik's cube together to save our lives without popping out the pieces.
I CAN GET 2/3RDS OF IT DONE and then I'm like brain farting on how the rest is done. I used to be able to do it when I had better memory/spatial reasoning when I was way younger.