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bremkat said:
i think you and i in person would make a brainstorm hurricabe. Your on my level dude
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thanks bro. I'm not feeling too hot at the moment. Like I am sexy as fuck but that's all I've got and I might as well trash this person before life trashes me. Life is harsh, cruel, impermanent and full of suffering. The best I can do is run off to the edge of the world and orchestrate a painless suicide.

I HAVE TO ESCAPE ALL MY FEARS. Perhaps dying still holds a fear over me. It's unhealthy and I want that gone, too. Perhaps I must dose soon.

I would go out in person but I like my tunes on this shit.

HMMMM decisions decisions.

Maybe I'll do one here and one in public and sleep somewhere in public tonight contemplating life and death, the vertical death structure, my descent and ascent, and that life is very long and I don't think I deserve all that I could otherwise have.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
thanks bro. I'm not feeling too hot at the moment. Like I am sexy as fuck but that's all I've got and I might as well trash this person before life trashes me. Life is harsh, cruel, impermanent and full of suffering. The best I can do is run off to the edge of the world and orchestrate a painless suicide.

I HAVE TO ESCAPE ALL MY FEARS. Perhaps dying still holds a fear over me. It's unhealthy and I want that gone, too. Perhaps I must dose soon.

I would go out in person but I like my tunes on this shit.

HMMMM decisions decisions.

Maybe I'll do one here and one in public and sleep somewhere in public tonight contemplating life and death, the vertical death structure, my descent and ascent, and that life is very long and I don't think I deserve all that I could otherwise have.
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mate im coked out of my box but too scared to put tunes on in case my mum sneaks up on me and comes in my room BEAT THAT lol
 
bremkat said:
mate im coked out of my box but too scared to put tunes on in case my mum sneaks up on me and comes in my room BEAT THAT lol
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Oh well yeah.

If anyone knocks on my door w/ a noise complaint I open the door fully naked and, while at least semi-hard, ask if they like to suck.

lul

You can stay my landlord hates me but they wouldn't keep coming back for another peek if they did.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
This. Perspective shifts/changes are important for me. Brem gets it.

I am almost shocked he's smarter than soso like he's further on the path. What???? Lol
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child prodigy my man, its still deep rooted in me but i went down the drug taking path, thanks for understanding
 
Soso78 said:
What paths that? Lol
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As long as there is attachment to things that are
unstable, unreliable, changing and impermanent,
there will be suffering
when they change, when they cease to be
what we want them to be.

If craving is the cause of suffering, then the cessation
of suffering will surely follow from 'the complete
fading away and ceasing of that very craving':
its abandoning, relinquishing, releasing, letting go.

I have written, extensively, on these last parts. Abandonment. Relinquishing control. Releasing all my fears. Forever letting go to never return here.

I have to make life permanent and concrete by not fucking around in it any more and any more I do here is damaging what could be the best possible life I have.
 
bremkat said:
in simple terms, im under my parents roof hiding my coke taking and trying to muddle along, seriously yous are helping me so much, iv never f5d more in my life
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EVERY DAY love yourself, love your fam/everyone else and forgive anyone/anything that's wronged you. It's a very beautiful thing.

You'll find your way, you'll make a lot of friends and they'll help round your character out and show you the way.

I'd have laughed at me too and scoffed at the notion. But it's real.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
As long as there is attachment to things that are
unstable, unreliable, changing and impermanent,
there will be suffering
when they change, when they cease to be
what we want them to be.

If craving is the cause of suffering, then the cessation
of suffering will surely follow from 'the complete
fading away and ceasing of that very craving':
its abandoning, relinquishing, releasing, letting go.

I have written, extensively, on these last parts. Abandonment. Relinquishing control. Releasing all my fears. Forever letting go to never return here.

I have to make life permanent and concrete by not fucking around in it any more and any more I do here is damaging what could be the best possible life I have.
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Just get out more
 
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