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Recovery ⫸⫸ THE RECOVERY THREAD 2020 ⫷⫷

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omg. I don't know if I am ever going to recover.
I might be in pain for the rest of my life.

But I won't be in pain for the rest of my life. ♡ 👍🏽
 
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been really bummed out, my car has been acting up. i think it has a cracked head and has been smoking like a broke chimney. and it is really unsafe to drive now which really fucking sucks. tried to fix it by pouring some of this fixall type of stuff you add to the radiator but shit doesnt seem to work :(
now i am stuck again without a car. shit sucks with all whats going on right now.
 
Sick. And sorry. Ouch. Yes.

Okay if I had to . . .
Nope just stay safe be well.
 
Oh i heard a pretty bird outside of my window and that made me feel good, because it was soo quiet.

WHAT THE FUCKS HAPPENING .
 
owwww CH, thanks for your kind words. i'm gonna try to not to leave my job til i found a better one. its gonna be hard given the current situation. i woke up at 8am then napped from 10-12.30, so feeling a bit better, or more able to tolerate things.

how is everyone els edoing today?
 
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i took half of a 5mg vicodin 3 am last night.
took half of a vicodin at around before noon today.

nauseous now. defeated. i was able to get around though perfectly.

if i go without even a lick of a pain killer I just want to end IT ALL.

so i am NOT going to take anymore (today)
and hopefully go without for two days.

when pain happens i just take some, never more than 5 or 6mg's ! and so very HELPS . ?

i'm out of rosin and cbd/thc. good riddance !!

I need dabs. Have NONE at all.

naseous . sick. just had the last bit of sticky shit ros. maybe got three good puffs and tried for two more.

so scared of getting nauseous AGAIN.

not sure if imodium could help, or zyrtec hydroxyzine NO not going to do that !

I have edibles. Very frightened to have some.
might have to anyway.

stomach is all FOULLLLLL. errrrrrRr.

ohh. too sick to research.
Gawwwwwwd ya, help. thank the goodness i just had a bit of cbd T rosin to calm me down.

☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹

smoking bud had been helping of course though

need vape
 
the flower always helps. it does.

BUT the opioid relief ALWAYS helps
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my right hand hurts bad and my wrist
wont work right now. i knocked over two bottles of wine off the store shelf the other day and they bounced yup bounced on the cement floor and didn't break. some people there, said don't worry about it.

but it feels sooo very good to wear both of my braces on each wrist when this happens

😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨 😢

fuccccc life anymore tooo. Ya know.
 
you have braces on each wrist? owwwww what happened? do you have a disease/disorder that inhibits movement? I'm so sorry..

oh fuck

i just screamed as loud as i ever have

fuck

fuck fuck
fuck

legit that was insane panic response
 
YOU KNOW lol.
I had a cast put on for rrr like a 30 days that blue one . then the bone and joint specialist doctor cut the cast off but only gave me 30 5mg hydrocodones whaoow.

the bad inflamation swelling went away from isolating but just have come down with really bad arthritis about a year ago.

the braces are like those ones you take on and off for stuff like carpal tunnel and temporary support and boots.

the specialists is finished seeing me now and the doctors don't treat pain ANYMORE. Well at least not around HERE.

thanX
 
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