Recovery ⫸⫸ THE RECOVERY THREAD 2020 ⫷⫷

[Hylight]

really, i'm going to recover from april !
I am going to keep trying though . Little efforts will be the biggest results ever ! ♡ Ha !!

 

[Hylight]

Okay. It's not the drugs anymore, its me now.
But the pain, I can't take the stupid pain !
Wow, this is life. Pretty sad if you ask me.

 

[Hylight]

Keep going ! Keep going !

Anyone, everyone. I can, we all can do this.
Make it happen, yes you can.
Recovery ! Its healthy to do !

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Okay. It's not the drugs anymore, its me now.
But the pain, I can't take the stupid pain !
Wow, this is life. Pretty sad if you ask me.

I hope you dont really believe you are the problem, cause you are not.

 

[Hylight]

I hope you dont really believe you are the problem, cause you are not.

Most of it anyway.
Wow ! You are soo deep and inspiring !
Thank you for that !
And that was so very nice !

Anyway, have a great day !
We all deserve to have one .
☺
Awe.

 

[Hylight]

Thank you again ! I know I keep saying that, but this is an exception ! Thank you again schizo !
You always remain so strong .

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I dont think so. You just happen to be worthy of my time so I have my "strong" persona on when talking to you cause you have worse situation than me, I think.

 

[Hylight]

I dont think so. You just happen to be worthy of my time so I have my "strong" persona on when talking to you cause you have worse situation than me, I think.

No. Just stay beautiful, alright ? ☺

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

For sure

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I think I might buy myself some good ole horse. My new "profession" is gonna take a toll on me so I need to balance it out with some drugs, this time, I hope, learned from my mistakes.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I think I might buy myself some good ole horse. My new "profession" is gonna take a toll on me so I need to balance it out with some drugs, this time, I hope, learned from my mistakes.

what profession? is horse = heroin?

I would say NO to heroin, only because it's like, the one thing that is a life-ender for me PERSONALLY.

I can't say what's best for YOU only YOU can. Stay safe man we all care about you.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Pro gamer!!!.. Yeah heroin. Would propably be half waste since I dont iv but its also like the cheapest option after bupre considering my tolerance.

Thanks.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

just take a break from bupe and use something else and then go back to bupe; heroin is never the answer. I've only had addiction-inducing times with it.

 

[Wilson Wilson]

Just wanted to say that in a few days it will be 8 months since I quit oxy.

Think this is the place to celebrate that kind of thing right?

 

[Jabberwocky]

yes it is!!! well done, nice one!!! what do you think helped you the most?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Just wanted to say that in a few days it will be 8 months since I quit oxy.

Think this is the place to celebrate that kind of thing right?

congrats man how are you feeling?

 

[Wilson Wilson]

yes it is!!! well done, nice one!!! what do you think helped you the most?

Thanks!

I was badly depressed at the time but a combination of things helped me.

Main thing that hit me in the face was people close to me being genuinely concerned for me, I could tell they were actually worried and cared about me which brought me back to reality a bit. You know how it is when you're depressed and numbing yourself and you think no one cares about you. Or hopefully you don't, dark place to be.

What actually kept me off them though was getting out of my old shitty job. I didn't realise just how much it was fucking with me until I got away.

congrats man how are you feeling?

Pretty good! A bit of normal anxiety about general life stuff but that's about it. Basically feel emotionally stable for the most part. Madness I know!

 

[Jabberwocky]

I fell off the wagon last night. I really have no idea why. A few days earlier in this thread I was talking about how fantastic life was being clean and productive. Just a brain snap I guess after someone texted me an offer.. Shits me to tears I have to live through another comedown to get back on the wagon. But I will.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I fell off the wagon last night. I really have no idea why. A few days earlier in this thread I was talking about how fantastic life was being clean and productive. Just a brain snap I guess after someone texted me an offer.. Shits me to tears I have to live through another comedown to get back on the wagon. But I will.

It's alright. People relapse, it happens.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Gonna have a payday in next monday. Propably buying drugs with 400€ and already anticipating the meth for dem gainzz. Trying to stick to oral dosing only.