Well, first they refused giving me painkillers so i ended up screaming profanities at my doctor and nurses for several minutes......you can't imagine the pain I was in, I mean, it was like, ungodly, and to hear that your not getting any relief is like a shot in the heart(even though I allready felt like I had gotten shot in the spine).
Anyway, they injected me with something that calmed me down slightly but I was in too much of a "pain rage" to remember what it was...it wasnt an opiate, and it wasnt a benzo....i didnt like the way it felt at all. Made me feel like the way those guys look in the mental hospitals in the movies who just sit there and stare off....but all my pain was still there.
Then a mexican lady doctor shoved her finger up my ass and pulled out some hard chunks of poop, and then they gave me an enema which i considered the douche of death because it hurt SOOOO bad having to squeeze my ass shut for 5 minutes.
Anyway, after that, I shuffled over to the restroom which was 3 feet away(I was still in mind numbing pain), and stood over the toilet as best I could, shaking like it was 23 degrees cuz of the pain.....and then i shat out all this water from the enema, and then a little bit of poop, and then all of a sudden 5 ft of shit came dropping out into the toilet bowl. I kid you not, I could literally feel it leaving my lower intestine from the inside. It seriously felt like giving birth, cuz one moment I felt it inside me, and the next i dont. That was also painfull as hell and I ended up on the ground i the fetile position because it took all my energy to take that crap.
And then they just fucking sent me home saying I should be fine even though I still have 95% of the pain I went into the hospital with. I have a pinched nerve or something, I dont know, but I tried to kill myself because it hurt so bad. I wasnt answering my phone so my mom came by the house and found me screaming and crying my head off on the floor banging my head against a wooden table leg trying to go unconcious because the pain was just too much.(this was before the hospital visit)
*Can you believe this shit one of the EMS guys told me I shouldnt be feeling that much pain and constantly told me to shut up when I was moaning in pain. He was also a crazy person I think cuz he said that Barack Obama was the devil and just the same as Hitler if not worse. He said many other very rude things to me as well but basically he treated me like shit because im a recovering addict. Im going to report him, I just got to find the right organization to report him too. Im also gonna report my doctors who refused to kill my pain even though I wanted to die instead of go through that much pain. If my pain doesnt gte better in the next couple days(which it wont bcause its a spinal issue) i swear to god im going to report them. They refused to believe that, they assumed EVERYTING, pain and all, had to do eith my fecal impaction and thats it. According to them there is no nerve or spine problem.....well how come I left the hospital in a stretcher the same way I came in?.......idiots.
Sry to rant, and I know that may be consider a trip report or something....but I think of it as a warning to people who use suboxone, BE EXTREMELY WARY of your constipation. It can give you pain that will make you break your arm just so you have some sort of endorphin release. Seriously, keep alot of fiber in your diet and keep an eye on your bowel movemnts. My doctor said that the majority of fecal compations that come to the ER are a result of opiates....and she also said that they are starting to be more and more cases of suboxone related fecal impaction.