do you have a friend you could get to come over? i still think heart attack is v unlikely especially as it has gone on for so long now without you keeling over but you are clearly in a lot of pain and distress and i really think it would be sensible to get some help with this.
don't be scared about calling an ambulance if you feel poorly enough to need one, they will have seen everything before and can check you over to a certain degree in your home even if you decide you can't face a trip to hospital. they would be able to do a heart tracing and check your pulse and BP at the very least. i can understand why you are anxious about it, i would be too, and home may well be the best place for your current state of mind.. but at the same time things seem to be getting worse for you there, so maybe time for a change of plan? second opinions are often useful so i would definitely get a mate to pop round and see you if possible. take care and i hope things ease up soon..
thanks for that, my mum just got home and she used to see me going up the hospital all the time from drug related incidents i dont wanna put her through it right now, think i took too many beta blockers yesterday and had a few aspirin too put my blood pressure dangerously low im still pale, freezing, confused, feel like a right idiot, but tommorow the worst wd symptoms should be gone, i just hope my chest is ok, it pretty much felt exactly how 'unstable angina' is described on wiki.