Man they gave me 6 mg of risperdal and 400 mg Seroquel and I used for four months.It's beden literally 1.5 Year's and I am vegetable.millions of symptoms I have right now.6 mg risperdal means blocking 90 percent of dopamine ın the brain. I am desperate man
So you are 1.5 years off the pills form (6mg) and still have the effects.. I’am 2 years and 1.5 month off the injections at Max dosage (that equal 6mg or even more of daily pills)..
Damn.. i would share hope but i’am the first one without hope, only time can tell us if the damage is permanent or not, but crossing the 2 years mark and not recovering it’s a strong psychological hit..
Until 2019 i was completely healthy and normal, they thrown SSRI and Seroquel over me just because I had lungs surgery and i had post-surgery difficulties (sleeping and humor), i cold turkeyed seroquel after 1.5 year, it gave me panic attacks and chronic anxiety that they never really went away..
Back in July 2024 i had a strong relapse of panic attacks because they cold turkeyed me off SSRI and i begged for help, they wanted me to go into a psych ward, where they injected me with that shit..
Now it’s been 2+ years of severe and extreme debilitation and agony, but that spiral started 6 years ago and it went very quick of you consider that they completely obliterated and make me very sick and unwell in a span of 5 years (2019 - 2024).
If i did daily coke or heavy drugs i din’t make it to destroy mysel so fast and so deep, this is what psychiatry do to people, they take regular and normal people and severely damage them..
And if someone have “mental illness” they can’t even “cure” that person, all they can do is to suppress his brain and make him a vegetable, but vegetabling someone it’s not a cure, it’s like having teeth issue and pain but keeping doing anhestesia over and over, that’s not a cure..
Fuck them for real and fuck everybody who was around me (especially my family) because they are so uneducated and ignorant about psychiatry and psych drug and they blindly follow whatever a psych quack said over me..
Not even after i was completely obliterated my family realized that maybe the issue was psychiatry and not me, they still belive that this is my “mental illness” that is getting worse over the years and because i don’t take anymore the drug.. Even if i’am now stuck into daily benzo’s due to severe and extreme anxiety and panic attacks..
As i said i was completely healthy and normal until the day i had my first appointment with a psych quack, just because i had post-surgery issues.. Fuck the system ad my family.. They all failed me.