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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Hey, RisperdalConsta50mg here, it’s been a while since i take a break from this forum.

I would share my 25.5 months update (2 years and 1 month and 2 week) After my last injection of risperdal consta 50mg (I only took two of them, back in July 2024).

Not recovered yet, not improved at all, things got worse, i now wake up into a shock state, like terror state with fear and 140bpm heart rate, and my heart rate very rarely drop below 100bpm even if i’am laying down.

Nothing much more happened since my last time here (if I remember right my last update here was like 6 months ago or something like that).

Teorichally i had to recover faster compared to someone who got invega due to the big difference in the half-life, but at this point i guess it’s more appropriate to talk about NIDS (Neuroleptic Induced Deficit Syndrome) or Post Neuroleptic Syndrome, as the drug itself it’s completely out of my body after such time but I have reported some sort of persistent downregulation or other kind of brain injury.
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Yeah i remember you, I'm on the way to you, 13month and i still feel my brain is completely blocked, i hope i heal by 16-18 months but I'm getting desperate
 
lostsoulowen said:
Yeah i remember you, I'm on the way to you, 13month and i still feel my brain is completely blocked, i hope i heal by 16-18 months but I'm getting desperate
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Well, you know how receptors work? Basically we have synapnses that they don’t touch each others, they are very close but they don’t touch each others, and between these synapses we have receptors.

The receptors are the bridge between synapses, as you block the receptors, you block the information from reaching his spot on the brain trough these synapses.

Just yesterday a doctor made a drawing during our appointment to explain to me what receptors are and how they work, then how these medication affects the receptors and the synapses.

Basically it’s like blowing a bridge, once the bridge is gone, you can’t anymore cross that pathway (you intended as the information), it can be an emotional information, a visive information, cognitive information, sexual information, and goes on…

I don’t know why we are not recovering but the fact is that we are not recovering, actually we don’t have any drugs that speed up the formation of new, healthy receptors as far as i know..

I was already at your place, at 13 months, hoping for a recovery aroun 15-16 months, it din’t happened.. Once there, I hoped for a recovery around the 18-20 months, it din’t happened.. I begged for the 24 months then.. It din’t happened..

It’s like the old lobotomy, once is done, there is no way back, but it’s chemical, they don’t have anymore to do The Classic old physical lobotomy, now they can just chemically block receptors, the result is the same..
 
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