🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 Gibberings ver. CCXIX - "what's new, c*nty chops?"

[placebonaut]

interesting dilemma

I too was a cunt when I was young

wtf do we do with our kids, feels a bit hypercritical to do the whole "just say no" BS, I would rather educate than be a twat, but also taking the piss is out of order

hmmmm

I'm not ready to have this conversation yet thankfully but have no idea how to handle it

my north star on bring the kids up is to 1. keep them alive 2. prepare them for adulthood 3. not kill the little fuckers myself

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

interesting dilemma

I too was a cunt when I was young

wtf do we do with our kids, feels a bit hypercritical to do the whole "just say no" BS, I would rather educate than be a twat, but also taking the piss is out of order

hmmmm

I'm not ready to have this conversation yet thankfully but have no idea how to handle it

my north star on bring the kids up is to 1. keep them alive 2. prepare them for adulthood 3. not kill the little fuckers myself

That is literally all you can do mate.

But good luck for when the time comes...

 

[Shambles]

That's probably where the stupid practice of 'cooking' already crystallised ketamine originated. All you're doing is re-dissolving the stuff.

You'll only get what's already there, and you might even lose some potency. Pointless. Just use a lighter and a fiver to crush it.

That’s usually what I do, but my lil bro introduced me to the practice of steaming ket to get finer xtals and, honestly, soooo much better on the ol’ nasals.

And waiting for the stuff to crystallise out before redosing does lend a rather pleasing “ritual” aspect to the experience.

He is a dirty hippy though so…

 

[BK38]

Day 3 of opiate withdrawal, feels like I'm approaching the crest. I reckon day 3/4 are always the worst in terms of acute shite. So fucking tempted to gobble up the codeine on my table, but I know I'd be so pissed off with myself the minute the fairly sub par high wears off.

*screams into the void*

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

I remember that. Stuff I’ve had recently comes in fairly large crystals, but Bandit’s are farkin mahoosive!!!

It's the best Ket I have ever had mate.
I first did Ket at a local hard techno rave called House of God & it was pure powder, I'd always seen it as powder for decades.

I got chatting to someone & he was saying about the place he got his Meth etc from & said they had Ket for sale too, at the mention of it I sat up in the chair very fast & had a quick change of topic.

A few days later 3 grams arrived, 1 was pure powder, 2nd looked like broken glass & the 3rd was that rock stuff. Over the next few days I sampled all 3 types but that rock stuff was so good I was blown away in more than one way

Since that day I've been getting a few grams each DWP payment day, I got 3 grams a few days ago & it is all that form, you have to wrap it up in paper then hit it with a hardback book to get it into powder then mash it AGAIN with an ATM card then hoover it up.


You can feel it work in 5 minutes, I am not joking or bending Truth here.
I have said to my guy good Ketamine should feel like you have snorted hot liquid metal, it's not that it burns but has such a taste I can only use metaphor to express the feeling.
If I do a dose around 150mg-200mg I KNOW as soon as I've put the stuff up the nose I have to get to my bed very fast, take my trainers off & get under the sheets so it's dark, close my eyes & let it take me away, pure Ego death & time bends.

I LOVE to keep the windows open in the lounge & keep the bedroom door open too, the traffic sounds so weird & the sound of it going past seems "to bend" & causes a very weird effect like it is a wave on a beach forming then breaking.

I used to play loads of downloads from Be Here Now Network which is a site based around Ram Dass & all the lot who went to India & spent time with Neem Karoli Baba but Krishna Das podcasts from that site is mostly Kirtan "Kirtan is a Sanskrit word meaning "praise," "glorifying," or "narrating," and it refers to an ancient tradition of devotional call-and-response chanting."

I know I'm the only "Hindu" on here & people must roll their eyes when I mention I am off the the temple again for "religious" stuff & think "How long before this Cunt becomes a Hari Krishna member" but they have no worries as those lot are a Cult & I took one to task a few weeks ago when he was talking rubbish, I am 100% in the camp of Advita which is 100% None Duality, try cutting your arm off then make it do arm things, you cannot so you & "God" have nothing that makes you removed from "God"
Do a huge line of MXE, 4-MEO-PCP & stick this on when it kicks in & tell me it didn't break your Mind & Ego.


Did a good line yesterday (170mg) with 450mg pregabalin, I'd been told Ket with pregab is quite an experience, all I can say to that is I've tried it & when I came around this morning about 3:00-3:30am I'd holed & ended up with y Vape under my arse, when I got up the Vape was stuck to my backside & it hurts so much & I have a print in my arse of the Vape, that shows you how potent Ket is as I felt no pain the whole trip & it only hurt when I came back down.

Jai Maa, Those Indian Tantric lot & Tantric Buddhist lot knew stuff we in The West had no idea about till stuff like MXE, 4-MEO-PCP, PCP & Ketamine came along & we add some N20 in the tank for an extra boost, this is what you meet in that place when time has bent so much it's broken.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Just use a lighter and a fiver to crush it.

Maybe for the quality you get that'll do the job.
For people like me the only option is this.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Day 3 of opiate withdrawal

What kind of Opiate you kicking?
DHC & that stuff isn't the same as coming off Heroin.

 

[BK38]

What kind of Opiate you kicking?
DHC & that stuff isn't the same as coming off Heroin.

You're not dick sizing about WDs are you? I've kicked heroin many times and it fucking sucks for sure, but haven't touched it in 14 years. I'm just coming off a moderately high codeine habit (prescribed, which doesn't make it any better). Obviously heroin or oxy etc is way, way worse. Even tramadol is worse than codeine. It still really sucks though, especially as I have legitimate pain. I think some level of kindling is at play + the pain + fucking aging.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Let's have an OD competition.

 

[Bleaney]

Did you mean a WD competition?

I can honestly say that in my experience benzo WD is as bad as everyone says, and then some. This was even after a gradual Ashton method taper of at least six months, possibly longer, I can no longer recall.

It was endless mental torture for 6 months after quitting, and was ramping up before then as my dose got lower and lower,

Next time I'm going to take even longer with my taper, and especially with the final stages, and have already acquired some 2mg diazepams, while they were available, to assist with this.

My GP only gave me 28 x 5mg diazepam when I went to see them for help with my taper in the mid to late 2010s.. He was initially only going to me 14. That was absolutely nowhere near enough, especially following the period of prolonged heavy use I'd been through. Either there is ignorance about how bad benzo WD is, or they don't care, or their hands are tied by current trends, prescribing guidelines, and red tape etc. It seems I was lucky to get the 28, such is the state of things. You truly are on your own with this, when it comes to the actual taper.

I can't say that it's worse than heroin WDs as I've never been through that.

However, I have heard that Methadone WDs after prolonged and heavy use are both extremely severe and extremely long lasting.

I recall hearing from someone in Methadone recovery that things were so bad at the start of his WDs that he didn't have the energy or strength to stand, and he literally had to crawl.

He'd just become so mentally sick of himself and his habit that he'd just CT jumped clean off a high dose, IIRC.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

No, I meant OD. Overdose. As a dark joke.

But that's not a great experience. Sorry you had to deal with that.

As far as withdrawal goes, buprenorphine lasts forever.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

You're not dick sizing about WDs are you?

Are you stupid? Ye Gods I wonder about people at times.
THAT ISN'T THE CASE FFS!!!!!!

Obviously heroin or oxy etc is way, way worse. Even tramadol is worse than codeine

You JUST STATED 100% WHAT I WAS SAYING!!!!!!

Go figure what I was trying to say.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Let's have an OD competition.

That's the VERY LAST TIME I give anyone Jenkem which was made from the waste of a Punjabi Curry Chef.
I did warn her it was potent but she was used to UK diet Jenkem, you can't even give H.R. advice these days to people.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

The walk of shame down Oxford Road out of the Royal Infirmary, and they've cut your jacket to fill you full of fucking naloxone that's still making you puke.

And you're totally pissed off about the jacket, but also that the guy didn't put enough coke in the shot.

He thought I was dead, so he was shocked when I turned up to bollock him.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

The walk of shame down Oxford Road out of the Royal Infirmary, and they've cut your jacket to fill you full of fucking naloxone that's still making you puke.

And you're totally pissed off about the jacket, but also that the guy didn't put enough coke in the shot.

He thought I was dead, so he was shocked when I turned up to bollock him.

This is a regular sight in parts of The USA & the downtown side of Vancouver.
I know a woman who lives in this area & she used to work at a place where people can go smoke & shoot Fent in a "safe room" & the people who work there have Narcan ready to I.V. or use as a nasal spray.

People literally post Narcan to a tree all over the place so it's easy to grab if someone has gone over, this is a sad sight of the days we live in IMHO.
I really wish this image was made by A.I. but it's a real thing.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Well I guess this stuff saved my life, but puking into a cardboard bowl is zero fun.

 

[BK38]

Are you stupid? Ye Gods I wonder about people at times.
THAT ISN'T THE CASE FFS!!!!!!



You JUST STATED 100% WHAT I WAS SAYING!!!!!!

Go figure what I was trying to say.

Are you an asshole? Ye gods wonder about wankers at times

Mate, I was just clarifying...kind of. It felt a bit like you were minimizing my fucking pain or you were wanting to trade war stories re WDs. Honestly, I have no idea if I misinterpreted what you were saying. Don't get your bloody panties in a twist. Obviously I'm not in top form at the minute so I apologize if I'm a bit touchy.

 

[BK38]

Did you mean a WD competition?

I can honestly say that in my experience benzo WD is as bad as everyone says, and then some. This was even after a gradual Ashton method taper of at least six months, possibly longer, I can no longer recall.

It was endless mental torture for 6 months after quitting, and was ramping up before then as my dose got lower and lower,

Next time I'm going to take even longer with my taper, and especially with the final stages, and have already acquired some 2mg diazepams, while they were available, to assist with this.

My GP only gave me 28 x 5mg diazepam when I went to see them for help with my taper in the mid to late 2010s.. He was initially only going to me 14. That was absolutely nowhere near enough, especially following the period of prolonged heavy use I'd been through. Either there is ignorance about how bad benzo WD is, or they don't care, or their hands are tied by current trends, prescribing guidelines, and red tape etc. It seems I was lucky to get the 28, such is the state of things. You truly are on your own with this, when it comes to the actual taper.

I can't say that it's worse than heroin WDs as I've never been through that.

However, I have heard that Methadone WDs after prolonged and heavy use are both extremely severe and extremely long lasting.

I recall hearing from someone in Methadone recovery that things were so bad at the start of his WDs that he didn't have the energy or strength to stand, and he literally had to crawl.

He'd just become so mentally sick of himself and his habit that he'd just CT jumped clean off a high dose, IIRC.

I 100% agree that benzo WDs and methadone WDs are not a good time at all. I find benzo WDs incredibly insidious and they are very difficult to get off of. At one point I was prescribed 50mg of diazepam A DAY for about a year. Thankfully I am down to just 4mg a day now (I take 10mg on bad days), but the struggle is real.

My experience with methadone was short lived (about 2 months), but I did a rapid taper to 0 from 140mg as my initial dose to kick a heroin habit. I actually asked for that rapid taper if you can believe it and I do think that is what saved me from having the proverbial "methadone handcuffs." In any case, I was hugging the toilet and waking up on the tile floor next to it for a couple weeks.

 

[Shambles]

Well I guess this stuff saved my life, but puking into a cardboard bowl is zero fun.

Friend of mine said being shot up with naloxone when he OD’d on gear one time described it as the most intense and unpleasant rollercoaster ride imaginable.

Never had it during overdose, but did take part in a research project testing a bizarre hybrid detox programme involving an initial high dose of bupe followed by daily-increasing doses of naloxone.

This was hellish beyond belief. I walked out the day before the final dose because I just couldn’t take it anymore. Horrid stuff.

 

[Larch]

It's the best Ket I have ever had mate.
I first did Ket at a local hard techno rave called House of God & it was pure powder, I'd always seen it as powder for decades.

I got chatting to someone & he was saying about the place he got his Meth etc from & said they had Ket for sale too, at the mention of it I sat up in the chair very fast & had a quick change of topic.

A few days later 3 grams arrived, 1 was pure powder, 2nd looked like broken glass & the 3rd was that rock stuff. Over the next few days I sampled all 3 types but that rock stuff was so good I was blown away in more than one way

Since that day I've been getting a few grams each DWP payment day, I got 3 grams a few days ago & it is all that form, you have to wrap it up in paper then hit it with a hardback book to get it into powder then mash it AGAIN with an ATM card then hoover it up.


You can feel it work in 5 minutes, I am not joking or bending Truth here.
I have said to my guy good Ketamine should feel like you have snorted hot liquid metal, it's not that it burns but has such a taste I can only use metaphor to express the feeling.
If I do a dose around 150mg-200mg I KNOW as soon as I've put the stuff up the nose I have to get to my bed very fast, take my trainers off & get under the sheets so it's dark, close my eyes & let it take me away, pure Ego death & time bends.

I LOVE to keep the windows open in the lounge & keep the bedroom door open too, the traffic sounds so weird & the sound of it going past seems "to bend" & causes a very weird effect like it is a wave on a beach forming then breaking.

I used to play loads of downloads from Be Here Now Network which is a site based around Ram Dass & all the lot who went to India & spent time with Neem Karoli Baba but Krishna Das podcasts from that site is mostly Kirtan "Kirtan is a Sanskrit word meaning "praise," "glorifying," or "narrating," and it refers to an ancient tradition of devotional call-and-response chanting."

I know I'm the only "Hindu" on here & people must roll their eyes when I mention I am off the the temple again for "religious" stuff & think "How long before this Cunt becomes a Hari Krishna member" but they have no worries as those lot are a Cult & I took one to task a few weeks ago when he was talking rubbish, I am 100% in the camp of Advita which is 100% None Duality, try cutting your arm off then make it do arm things, you cannot so you & "God" have nothing that makes you removed from "God"
Do a huge line of MXE, 4-MEO-PCP & stick this on when it kicks in & tell me it didn't break your Mind & Ego.


Did a good line yesterday (170mg) with 450mg pregabalin, I'd been told Ket with pregab is quite an experience, all I can say to that is I've tried it & when I came around this morning about 3:00-3:30am I'd holed & ended up with y Vape under my arse, when I got up the Vape was stuck to my backside & it hurts so much & I have a print in my arse of the Vape, that shows you how potent Ket is as I felt no pain the whole trip & it only hurt when I came back down.

Jai Maa, Those Indian Tantric lot & Tantric Buddhist lot knew stuff we in The West had no idea about till stuff like MXE, 4-MEO-PCP, PCP & Ketamine came along & we add some N20 in the tank for an extra boost, this is what you meet in that place when time has bent so much it's broken.

A little flute playing blue boy who herds cows, is the creator and sustainer of the universe? That sounds rad as fuck.

Alice Coltrane has some great Krishna sounds.