Skydiving seems fascinating, I will eventually get to it but I've never heard anyone speak negatively on it which is wild to think about. I'm curious to ask somebody else who's used a handful of different empathogens like that, which have you found the most useful, for what, and if any were useful, were they used solo or with other drugs? I've been on this hunch that 5-MAPB exhibits superior therapeutic capacities for normal people but there's a mescaline-ish psychedelia to MDA that I can't really see being comparable to 5-MAPB, apples-to-oranges type shit. I've also not experimented with administering 5-MAPB to anyone else though, so I've got only personal experiences with guiding any empathogens outside of MDMA, MDA and high potency kanna extracts. Of those three, I definitely find MDA to be the most useful, but it often benefits from a low dose of a sedative to go along with it. 5-MAPB feels like it already has that chillness sort of "baked in" if that makes sense.My morning fix was skydiving for the first time today. I can't even describe what it felt like. It was beyond bananas. I highly recommend everyone here give it a try if they ever get the chance. I'll definitely be doing it again.
Now it's 4:00p.m., and I think I might take some 4-MMC, lie on the couch, and listen to some music.
EDIT: Well, five hours later, I'm officially out of mephedrone. Grand total was about 0.5g. I'm still wired as fuck, so I'm probably gonna take some landing gear and pass out. After that, I'm 100% staying sober for a couple of weeks. That ought to do me some good.
I've been taking way too many drugs ever since I had to put my cat down. I just can't control myself with 4-MMC. I haven't noticed any real repercussions from it yet, but then again, I haven't done it that much. If I lived in Europe, where it's dirt cheap, it'd be game over, lmao. It has all the empathy of MDMA, fuck, it's great!
I'm really glad it's expensive in the States. I have an absolutely ridiculous stash for no real reason, but thankfully I have pretty good self-control. I just have a habit of buying in bulk: 14g+ of MDMA, 7g of MDA, 3.5g of 5-MAPB, 1g of 5-APB, 2g of 6-APB, plus downers and dissos. Straight-up Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas type of shit.
This stuff is too damn good! Back to reality tomorrow ;]
I'm sorry it came off as dickish, I'm genuinely just trying to defend the fact that a ton of people in the community I grew up in use meth the exact way I described, and it's exceptionally non-problematic, it's essentially impossible to distinguish it from Vyvanse when we would blindtrial folks with gel caps. The average meth user I know isn't seeking hedonistic rushes, they're too poor to afford their Concerta/Adderall/Vyvanse/Etc and turn to the streets to buy usually a single gram at the start of every month, often diluting it with what to me is the "old school" method of oral meth use. Drink a 2 liter down to the label, and they always claimed it had about 30 shotglasses of liquid left in it. Is that even remotely accurate or consistent? Idrk but it seemed close enough, these people always dissolved the gram in the remaining soda, and would bang a shot of it every morning for the next month, typically having a shot or two leftover at the end of the month.I agree with your general sentiment, but I feel like you're playing devil's advocate and you frankly, come across as a bit of a twat. I know it's not intentional and you could probably school me in Bio chem 101 (not to mention beyond). With all that said, you seem like you know your stuff...now compare your knowledge to an average meth user. Are they titrating doses? Are they taking Dex vs. Meth into account? NO. The answer is NO my friend. Meth is always abused generally speaking, to think that isn't the case is just....dumb. You're too smart to know I'm not speaking BS.
It was truly surreal. Once I got into the plane, there was no going back. I highly recommend you do it. I know I'll definitely be doing it again.Skydiving seems fascinating, I will eventually get to it but I've never heard anyone speak negatively on it which is wild to think about. I'm curious to ask somebody else who's used a handful of different empathogens like that, which have you found the most useful, for what, and if any were useful, were they used solo or with other drugs? I've been on this hunch that 5-MAPB exhibits superior therapeutic capacities for normal people but there's a mescaline-ish psychedelia to MDA that I can't really see being comparable to 5-MAPB, apples-to-oranges type shit. I've also not experimented with administering 5-MAPB to anyone else though, so I've got only personal experiences with guiding any empathogens outside of MDMA, MDA and high potency kanna extracts. Of those three, I definitely find MDA to be the most useful, but it often benefits from a low dose of a sedative to go along with it. 5-MAPB feels like it already has that chillness sort of "baked in" if that makes sense.
I completely agree with your mindset regarding methamphetamine. I actually used it responsibly in college as a VERY cheap replacement for Adderall while studying. I only took it orally and rarely exceeded 2.5-5mg. I'm extremely sensitive to stimulants, so my goal was simply to improve focus and make boring tasks more engaging. I never wanted subpar euphoria to get in the way.I'm sorry it came off as dickish, I'm genuinely just trying to defend the fact that a ton of people in the community I grew up in use meth the exact way I described, and it's exceptionally non-problematic, it's essentially impossible to distinguish it from Vyvanse when we would blindtrial folks with gel caps. The average meth user I know isn't seeking hedonistic rushes, they're too poor to afford their Concerta/Adderall/Vyvanse/Etc and turn to the streets to buy usually a single gram at the start of every month, often diluting it with what to me is the "old school" method of oral meth use. Drink a 2 liter down to the label, and they always claimed it had about 30 shotglasses of liquid left in it. Is that even remotely accurate or consistent? Idrk but it seemed close enough, these people always dissolved the gram in the remaining soda, and would bang a shot of it every morning for the next month, typically having a shot or two leftover at the end of the month.
I also don't know to what degree I consider isomerism of meth on the street to be something that people really detect, it might be? I doubt any self-respecting chemists would release isomerically impure meth given how severely it impacts quality and how easily it can be properly isomerized. Market competition rn is fucking absurd anyways, cartel ice is absolutely unbelievable as far as quality goes imo, I can read text on paper through the crystals with how clear they are.
Saying meth is "always abused generally speaking" is goofy shit through my eyes, but I've also seen far more common use of it in pressed addies and low oral doses as a functional stimulant, than I have ever seen the reckless hedonistic abuses of the molecule. Rushes are best chased through crack, according to most stim users I've asked, idk I also prefer oral cocaine relative to other RoAs. Off the top of my head I could name 6 people I am quite close to who have used oral meth for a period of their life, almost always later transitioning to lisdexamphetamine or XR formulations of amphetamine. One person just dropped stimulants altogether, and the other person was offered a Desoxyn script but turned it down. The fact that you also imply I'm playing devil's advocate over some nonsense about meth RoAs is wild to me, but if your only experiences involving methamphetamine revolve around hedonistic overuse then I can see why this would seem weird. Many people I don't know closely who I've tutored in South Florida, as well as tradesmen who I grew up with in my hometown on the opposite side of the country, all also use oral methamphetamine in reasonable doses. My hunch on the matter is that it's likely unwise to touch any amphetamine if you're prone to chasing rushes of hedonism, but if you're not prone to that then it's a pretty useful tool imo.
I think we have led very different lives and that's ok, in my experience, those that I know that use methamphetamine (regardless of ROA) almost always end up abusing it (many of them became addicted too - I include myself in that number - 12 years clean now though). We can certainly have different perspectives on methamphetamine use. It may have been a bit "goofy" of me to speak in massive generalizations and let me be clear, I did not and am not calling you a twat, it just gave me that sense. I know that was not your intention and perhaps I should have chosen my words more carefully.I'm sorry it came off as dickish, I'm genuinely just trying to defend the fact that a ton of people in the community I grew up in use meth the exact way I described, and it's exceptionally non-problematic, it's essentially impossible to distinguish it from Vyvanse when we would blindtrial folks with gel caps. The average meth user I know isn't seeking hedonistic rushes, they're too poor to afford their Concerta/Adderall/Vyvanse/Etc and turn to the streets to buy usually a single gram at the start of every month, often diluting it with what to me is the "old school" method of oral meth use. Drink a 2 liter down to the label, and they always claimed it had about 30 shotglasses of liquid left in it. Is that even remotely accurate or consistent? Idrk but it seemed close enough, these people always dissolved the gram in the remaining soda, and would bang a shot of it every morning for the next month, typically having a shot or two leftover at the end of the month.
I also don't know to what degree I consider isomerism of meth on the street to be something that people really detect, it might be? I doubt any self-respecting chemists would release isomerically impure meth given how severely it impacts quality and how easily it can be properly isomerized. Market competition rn is fucking absurd anyways, cartel ice is absolutely unbelievable as far as quality goes imo, I can read text on paper through the crystals with how clear they are.
Saying meth is "always abused generally speaking" is goofy shit through my eyes, but I've also seen far more common use of it in pressed addies and low oral doses as a functional stimulant, than I have ever seen the reckless hedonistic abuses of the molecule. Rushes are best chased through crack, according to most stim users I've asked, idk I also prefer oral cocaine relative to other RoAs. Off the top of my head I could name 6 people I am quite close to who have used oral meth for a period of their life, almost always later transitioning to lisdexamphetamine or XR formulations of amphetamine. One person just dropped stimulants altogether, and the other person was offered a Desoxyn script but turned it down. The fact that you also imply I'm playing devil's advocate over some nonsense about meth RoAs is wild to me, but if your only experiences involving methamphetamine revolve around hedonistic overuse then I can see why this would seem weird. Many people I don't know closely who I've tutored in South Florida, as well as tradesmen who I grew up with in my hometown on the opposite side of the country, all also use oral methamphetamine in reasonable doses. My hunch on the matter is that it's likely unwise to touch any amphetamine if you're prone to chasing rushes of hedonism, but if you're not prone to that then it's a pretty useful tool imo.
I agree. Even though I don't know a shitload of users, as per those I know, they either abuse(d) it - to the point of more or less massive destruction - or they use(d) it very very rarely. It's one of the rather more than less problematic drugs imo, where you can see huge problems coming up very very fast. I mean after all you can use most opioids but fent in a reasonable way, if you don't abuse them . Some will probably argue that even goes for fent. Still then I don't think anyone would argue that those using them recreationally (that word itself irritates me every time) regularly end up with a ton of issues. Also frankly speaking I don't see any medical reason for using meth. At least scoring better at uni or something - if that truly works which I doubt in most cases - is not one I'd count.The average meth user I know isn't seeking hedonistic rushes" - I think this statement is what I take issue with most in terms of your beliefs regading methamphetamine. The average meth user I know absolutely uses the molecule for hedonistic rushes.
100mg SR-17018
10mg Diazepam
2mg Xanax
100mg Lamictal
600mg Gabapentin
Trying to kick Oxy… I wouldn’t be if my supplier didn’t ghost me due to personal problems. But they did and now I’m forced to CT and not taper. Any suggestions? Been taking the occasional 7-oh but doesn’t seem to feel right
Some codeine on top of Kratom tend to make me nod. 30g in one go ? sounds like a whole lotI'm contemplating some Codeine
Amazing man, most of people stay on methadone for life, congratulations on staying clean like that, sometimes I feel like I need to do this methadone thing too.'m 14 years clean from heroin now and didn't end up with the notorious "methadone handcuffs."
and in berlin at A.I.D Spandau as a example u need to come the first 6month 3 times a day!! i was playing with the thoughts that i switch from my polamidon (Levomethadon) 60mg i get daily as pills from hexal poladicct. 1 has 30 mg and i get 28 pills for 2 weeks take home no more beikonsum but thaats why i didnt change to Heroin or Dyclo....civilized - nice
we did that kinda thing in uk many moons ago too, pre-hysteria
You dont necessarily have to come in 3 times a day. I've been coming in only 1-2 times a day since the beginning. Some people only go in on 2-3 days per week to do a shot.and in berlin at A.I.D Spandau as a example u need to come the first 6month 3 times a day!! i was playing with the thoughts that i switch from my polamidon (Levomethadon) 60mg i get daily as pills from hexal poladicct. 1 has 30 mg and i get 28 pills for 2 weeks take home no more beikonsum but thaats why i didnt change to Heroin or Dyclo....
what u get are you in a Substitution programm?
Dang 200mg of methadone., I was on 100 really glad I don't have to answer to the done clock anymore. I remember getting so freakin anxious if anythin came up that might effect me getting my dose. What kind of methadone do u get, pills, dissolveable tabs or the gross cough syrup tasting stuff?Good morning all!
Today is going to be a productive day so I am on:
200 mg methadone
1200 mg gabapentin
50 mg methamphetamine
I hope everyone is doing well, and now it's time to start carpe-ing some motherfuckin diem!
Oh wow, thanks for the update via BlueLight, nice . Too bad there’s no diamorphine treatment available in Stuttgart. But like I said, i get crazy 2 weeks take home because finally i am clean but only because i left berlin again after 16 years charlottenburg and worked mostly at siemens in siemensstadt spandau as it security specialist I’ll be able to get a. es job here too.You dont necessarily have to come in 3 times a day. I've been coming in only 1-2 times a day since the beginning. Some people only go in on 2-3 days per week to do a shot.
Actually there is a Diamorphine clinic in Stuttgart.I just recently visited family down there and my doc sent me to this clinic in Stuttgart. Its close to the main station. I don't know if I'm allowed to post a link to their Website or if that's sourcing but you can just find it via Google.Oh wow, thanks for the update via BlueLight, nice . Too bad there’s no diamorphine treatment available in Stuttgart. But like I said, i get crazy 2 weeks take home because finally i am clean but only because i left berlin again after 16 years charlottenburg and worked mostly at siemens in siemensstadt spandau as it security specialist I’ll be able to get a. es job here too.
take care
oh wow thanks a ton will have a google search or i message you? my name is ferdinand / hideout … really weird how small the world is i even though wow i am so junkie nerdy that i am the only one from germany or at least south germany here but nerver the less thanks again to all of you guys and girls and specials now in this thread for the quick help and feedback what a nice community here cool better then eve raveActually there is a Diamorphine clinic in Stuttgart.I just recently visited family down there and my doc sent me to this clinic in Stuttgart. Its close to the main station. I don't know if I'm allowed to post a link to their Website or if that's sourcing but you can just find it via Google.