🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

[Dr. John Thackery]

I live in germany and here you can get Diacetylmorphine prescribed as part of a maintenance program. Downside is that you can't get any take-homes.

i live in america. they purposely flooded the country with fentanyl laced with flesh rotting poison after eradicating pharmaceutical opioids from circulation including for the disabled.

our citizens now blame medical doctors for the sidewalks being covered with rotting unconscious bodies when they weren’t before they made this change in 2016 and no doctor has prescribed opioids for over a decade now.

we also still don’t use the metric system. we have private for profit jails and private for profit healthcare too.

we are currently investigating your country and figuring out how to punish it because your medications don’t cost $3000 per month for a prescription

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

i feel something of course, mainly just tired/drowsy and pain relief. t’s a shitty high, particularly the methadone…it’s a dirty feeling opioid imo. the benzo doesn’t have a high but the fact that it puts you to sleep so instantly or easily is what i love about it.

Ok. Thanks for that one. Was kinda tempted to try methadone once but Ig that's a bad idea.

i’ve honestly just become sick of drugs after 25 years. it’s not fun. it’s never as good in reality as i imagine any high will be. and i actually feel happier and higher the more time im off drugs or the less i take.

Never as good as I imagine it to be is 1000% felt.

if i have a streak with no pain there is no desire to get high anymore. i’ve learned my lesson that doing that just makes life worse and i’ve got stuff in sober healthy life i value more than ruining my mood or time with using just to use

Congratulations! I mean it. Still trying to learn that lesson myself.
So today is day one once again...

having recurring pain flares , i also want the drugs to work when i need them so i cant afford to ruin my tolerance to their effects.

Understood

any drug that activates me or turns up my senses like stims or psychs i havnt done for over a decade. i dont want to be more activated, more awake, or have thrills.

Aside the decade I currently feel the same. No uppers, never had a desire for them, and can't take psychs atm at least.

 

[shabih]

heroin for 7 years

 

[Esperighanto]

heroin for 7 years

How does this interact with methamphetamine for you? When I was growing up we called it "rollercoastering", due to the up and down nature of going from heroin to ice, back and forth.

 

[shabih]

How does this interact with methamphetamine for you? When I was growing up we called it "rollercoastering", due to the up and down nature of going from heroin to ice, back and forth.

i was basically addicted to heroin but these past 2-3 years i have started using meth, but i dont do it often. Heroin i have been doing for 7 years.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

15mg dexamphetamine around 10 am (it's nearly 5pm now, might add another 5mg)

 

[BK38]

i was basically addicted to heroin but these past 2-3 years i have started using meth, but i dont do it often. Heroin i have been doing for 7 years.

Meth fucked up my life worse than anything, at least mentally. I know I am not as intelligent as I used to be or could be because I fried my damn brain. Meth is so, so neurotoxic. Fun fact, you literally destroy dopamine receptors when you do meth and you literally erode your ability to be happy. The anhedonia from meth is on another level when you stop.

I suggest you stay far far away from that garbage. I was also addicted to Heroin for 3 to 4 years and though that also fucked up my life, it did not do the kind of mental/physical/emotional/spiritual damage that meth did.

I say all this with 0 judgement, I'm just saying that meth is insidious as fuck (even more than H) and if I were you I'd be very careful about even a casual habit.

I'm 14 years clean from heroin and 12 years clean from meth. I mention that only to say that I can see in hindsight how destructive those 2 drugs are. Fuck meth though - I'd delete it from existence if I could.

 

[BK38]

Today's wake up routine:

7mg Valium
400mg Pregabalin
15g Muang Dang Kratom (leaf)
A glass of Sauvignon Blanc
Cigs on cigs on cigs (punctuated by pathetic attempts to chew nicotine gum instead)

 

[JahBeeuS]

Meth fucked up my life worse than anything, at least mentally. I know I am not as intelligent as I used to be or could be because I fried my damn brain. Meth is so, so neurotoxic. Fun fact, you literally destroy dopamine receptors when you do meth and you literally erode your ability to be happy. The anhedonia from meth is on another level when you stop.

this explains my current levels of retardation.

I just attributed it to getting old but I wouldn't be surprised if I fucked up some of my brain for the few years I was on the stuff.

Glad to be off it (even if the sex was fun and I was able to clean the shit out of the house - neither of which really matter when the end result was jail for being a dumbass)

Today's wake up routine:

7mg Valium
400mg Pregabalin
15g Muang Dang Kratom (leaf)
A glass of Sauvignon Blanc
Cigs on cigs on cigs (punctuated by pathetic attempts to chew nicotine gum instead)

Damn, 15g would have me puking. 5g probably would too...

Glad to see you back around

 

[BK38]

this explains my current levels of retardation.

I just attributed it to getting old but I wouldn't be surprised if I fucked up some of my brain for the few years I was on the stuff.

Glad to be off it (even if the sex was fun and I was able to clean the shit out of the house - neither of which really matter when the end result was jail for being a dumbass)

Damn, 15g would have me puking. 5g probably would too...

Glad to see you back around

Always a pleasure mate.

I seem to have a stupid tolerance to Kratom, but would eventually like to eliminate it from my life, at least on the daily. I got down to like 3g on a taper and then dislocated my shoulder twice in two weeks, so am back at it with heavy doses.

In any case, I feel like a mad scientist atm with a codeine cold water extraction in the works (prescribed...but I don't want all that damn paracetamol).

240mg coming my way soon, drip by slow drip

 

[emkee_reinvented]

sorry for the question what’s rockstar

Energy drink in a 500ml. can ~400mg Caffein Taurine Glucuronelactone and some vitamins drowned in sugar and tutti frutti flavors

 

[JahBeeuS]

Always a pleasure mate.

I seem to have a stupid tolerance to Kratom, but would eventually like to eliminate it from my life, at least on the daily. I got down to like 3g on a taper and then dislocated my shoulder twice in two weeks, so am back at it with heavy doses.

In any case, I feel like a mad scientist atm with a codeine cold water extraction in the works (prescribed...but I don't want all that damn paracetamol).

240mg coming my way soon, drip by slow drip

It is annoying that they put all that acetaminophen in your drugs. Miss the good ol' OC80 days

 

[Shambles]

Coca powder followed by coca leaf. Lots of both.

And 1500mg of gabapentin, 120mg of DHC.

 

[JahBeeuS]

OT: generic grocery store black coffee and pestering the pharmacist for my script

 

[Sp4rky]

Technically afternoon, but morning for my daily rhythm at this point .—. Knocked myself out with 1.5mg phenazolam yesterday night, woke up feeling terrible and exhausted, then random munchies and desire for impulsive decisions.

- 4 lines of speed

Gonna take a shower now, pick up my research chems and fuck knows if I can control myself to not take some IC-26 right away, we’ll see.

Am meeting up with a guy I’m really fucking into, then before or afterwards go to dealer for more 2-mmc & diazepam, and then onto a rave with my best friends. This will be the best or worst day most likely, but for once I’m not sneaking around my friends about my use anymore, so I feel really relieved to just be able to be fully honest about the opioids too.

Wishing y’all a fun (and safe) weekend

 

[Esperighanto]

Meth fucked up my life worse than anything, at least mentally. I know I am not as intelligent as I used to be or could be because I fried my damn brain. Meth is so, so neurotoxic. Fun fact, you literally destroy dopamine receptors when you do meth and you literally erode your ability to be happy. The anhedonia from meth is on another level when you stop.

It's definitely not for everybody but I mean, the demonization of methamphetamine relative to dextroamphetamine (Dexedrine) or mixed amphetamine salts (Adderall) is pretty goofy imo. For people who don't overuse it and who keep doses reasonable, using oral/intranasal routes of administration I'd argue that methamphetamine is at worst equal as far as harm when compared to amphetamine. Hedonistically wrist-twirling the bubble with one hand while jacking it with the other is obviously an unwise way to use it, whereas in college when I would insufflate 5-7.5mg bumps once or twice in a day to get by with the fact that I could only sleep ~3 nights a week, idk man. I can confidently say that I am intensely positively impacted by methamphetamine, but like any tool, it's only as useful as the way it's applied relative to the set and setting.

Coca powder followed by coca leaf. Lots of both.

Yo I'm curious, what does the dosage range look like for you with coca and have you compared/contrasted it with different extractions? Aqueous (tea) vs ethanolic extracts are very different for me, and they both vary from straight leaf as well as basified leaf with llipta. Ethanolic is probably unwise due to posible cocaethylene but I still ran a lot of experiments from ~0.25-125g of coca in a single administration. I found it most useful between 4-12g as tea, or 1-4g in ethanolic solution. With a quid I needed about half as much as tea, and with llipta slightly less than that.

Am meeting up with a guy I’m really fucking into, then before or afterwards go to dealer for more 2-mmc & diazepam, and then onto a rave with my best friends. This will be the best or worst day most likely, but for once I’m not sneaking around my friends about my use anymore, so I feel really relieved to just be able to be fully honest about the opioids too.

Is there a reason you were ever dishonest about your drug use in the first place? At least when I was young we were exceptionally transparent about what drugs we were using from which batches, once you see someone overdose on an unidentified synthetic opioid off a pressed xanax bar, you start to really keep an eye on one another when using.

1.5mg phenazolam yesterday night, woke up feeling terrible and exhausted, then random munchies and desire for impulsive decisions.

I found phenazolam munchies and impulsivity were exceptionally intense relative to other benzos for some reason. Do you also tend to coadminister it with cannabinoids?

 

[Shambles]

Yo I'm curious, what does the dosage range look like for you with coca and have you compared/contrasted it with different extractions? Aqueous (tea) vs ethanolic extracts are very different for me, and they both vary from straight leaf as well as basified leaf with llipta. Ethanolic is probably unwise due to posible cocaethylene but I still ran a lot of experiments from ~0.25-125g of coca in a single administration. I found it most useful between 4-12g as tea, or 1-4g in ethanolic solution. With a quid I needed about half as much as tea, and with llipta slightly less than that.

Can’t say I’ve weighed or measured anything - let alone extracted.

So far I’ve had tried the capsules (little to no effect up to six at a time thus far) and leaves basified with a goodly pinch of bicarb. Not counted the number of leaves but I’d say a good pinch - enough to pretty much cover my palm. Noticeably more effective imo.

 

[BK38]

It's definitely not for everybody but I mean, the demonization of methamphetamine relative to dextroamphetamine (Dexedrine) or mixed amphetamine salts (Adderall) is pretty goofy imo. For people who don't overuse it and who keep doses reasonable, using oral/intranasal routes of administration I'd argue that methamphetamine is at worst equal as far as harm when compared to amphetamine. Hedonistically wrist-twirling the bubble with one hand while jacking it with the other is obviously an unwise way to use it, whereas in college when I would insufflate 5-7.5mg bumps once or twice in a day to get by with the fact that I could only sleep ~3 nights a week, idk man. I can confidently say that I am intensely positively impacted by methamphetamine, but like any tool, it's only as useful as the way it's applied relative to the set and setting.

I agree with your general sentiment, but I feel like you're playing devil's advocate and you frankly, come across as a bit of a twat. I know it's not intentional and you could probably school me in Bio chem 101 (not to mention beyond). With all that said, you seem like you know your stuff...now compare your knowledge to an average meth user. Are they titrating doses? Are they taking Dex vs. Meth into account? NO. The answer is NO my friend. Meth is always abused generally speaking, to think that isn't the case is just....dumb. You're too smart to know I'm not speaking BS.

 

[KetWise]

100mg Tram
10mg Diazepam
Coffee
around 0.1g snorted Ketamine
a joint of full sativa

very slow morning

 

[agoraphobe]

1mg ativan, 600mg gabapentin, 1200mg kratom. not sure if thats safe but i trying to make up for last nights failure