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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

multiple bowls of meth, its burning clear so far...

few bowls and joint of weed, who gives a fuvk abt the strains cmon

2mg cyproheptadine, this was a mistake, next time will try 1mg
 
Chilling in bed after a pretty productive study session with some speed. Finally was able to pick up the RC package I ordered yesterday. Was an extremely shitty week of being stuck at home due to snowy weather.

- 10mg deschloroetizolam
- bunch of vaped weed

Honestly underwhelmed by the deschloroetizolam, but maybe it just feels mehh compared to the O-DSMT I tried yesterday. Fuck I missed opioids and I greatly underestimated how more opioid-like and stronger O-DSMT is compared to boring tramadol.

Want to write a little report of it tomorrow maybe. Tempted to take some right now, but it’s late and I need to sleep, would be a waste of a high. Want to at least try and keep my opioid tolerance in check.

Hope y’all are having a decent evening :)

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- another 5mg of deschloroetizolam
- lots more vaped weed

Partially take back the mehh review of the deschloroetizolam, just underestimated my rise in benzo tolerance. Was a bit more of a stimulating benzo high compared to diazepam for me. Tiny bit like the body high from MDMA maybe. Did get a bad headache but idk if that was the benzos or just dehydration.
 
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Sp4rky said:
Chilling in bed after a pretty productive study session with some speed. Finally was able to pick up the RC package I ordered yesterday. Was an extremely shitty week of being stuck at home due to snowy weather.

- 10mg deschloroetizolam
- bunch of vaped weed

Honestly underwhelmed by the deschloroetizolam, but maybe it just feels mehh compared to the O-DSMT I tried yesterday. Fuck I missed opioids and I greatly underestimated how more opioid-like and stronger O-DSMT is compared to boring tramadol.

Want to write a little report of it tomorrow maybe. Tempted to take some right now, but it’s late and I need to sleep, would be a waste of a high. Want to at least try and keep my opioid tolerance in check.

Hope y’all are having a decent evening :)
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You're making me worry yk that? But I guess that's what I get for doing similar things...
If odsmt is that much better n not just stronger than tram it means you're metabolizing it poorly.

OT: 30 mg of 2c-b while the MO left my system... Producing horrible nausea and very mild cev... 🙄
Had planned to finally try the 2cb & Ket combo that's considered a great one... But hell I was scared to just kiss the toilet for that.
Still tried during come down and yeah - I love my toilet 😒
Slept and woke up again, nauseous af still... Guess I lit my liver properly, it's shining out of my hands in devil red...
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Just threw up... A lot ... And it's the first time I'm seriously thinking of flushing a drug 😒... Fuck the money if I can't get high without paying double in misery...
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
You're making me worry yk that? But I guess that's what I get for doing similar things...
If odsmt is that much better n not just stronger than tram it means you're metabolizing it poorly.
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Hmm yeah, that was my guess too. High doses of tram just made me tired, nauseous and only got a mild opioid sensation when mixing it with diazepam and a lot of kratom extract. I think my metabolism doesn’t turn a lot of the tramadol into O-DSMT.

I also find to have very low thresholds for some specific substances, like my weed tolerance has always stayed very low despite multi daily years for years, so in some ways it’s a blessing. Stimulants I tend to need a lot more of though, never get people taking bumps of coke or whatever, doesn’t do shit for me.
Mushoku_Sensei said:
OT: 30 mg of 2c-b while the MO left my system... Producing horrible nausea and very mild cev... 🙄
Had planned to finally try the 2cb & Ket combo that's considered a great one... But hell I was scared to just kiss the toilet for that.
Still tried during come down and yeah - I love my toilet 😒
Slept and woke up again, nauseous af still... Guess I lit my liver properly, it's shining out of my hands in devil red...
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The nausea and throwing up on 2C-B fucking sucks, can relate to that one :’) 2C-B is another substance my body seems very sensitive to, 10mg had my entire vision covered in pulsating geometric shapes and looping hallucinations of car headlights while puking out my window.

I found after throwing up I did instantly feel a little better luckily, not sure if you have the same, cuz if I’d continue feeling nauseous I’d flush that shit too😭 Also have been wanting to try that combo, but yeah, nausea and risk of vomiting while k-holed is not on my list of desireable effects.

I do feel blessed never getting nauseous from only ketamine though. Or getting nauseous during a MDMA come-up. That would ruin it big time. At least with opioids it’s fine so long as I lie down, but 2C-B had my stomach mad as hell for hours.

Lowkey am curious if combining MDMA into a k-hole would be a good experience. Or candy flipping while k-holing. Feel like that would either be intensely beautiful or absolutely terrifying.

Hope you can have a better experience with 2C-B, hear so many good things but the nausea makes it hard to enjoy😞 Unsure if I’d help, but maybe a different ROA would ease the nausea?
 
Sp4rky said:
I also find to have very low thresholds for some specific substances, like my weed tolerance has always stayed very low despite multi daily years for years, so in some ways it’s a blessing. Stimulants I tend to need a lot more of though, never get people taking bumps of coke or whatever, doesn’t do shit for me.
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Hmm. I'm pretty sensitive to K. Despite frequent use. And that includes the nausea.

Sp4rky said:
The nausea and throwing up on 2C-B fucking sucks, can relate to that one :’) 2C-B is another substance my body seems very sensitive to, 10mg had my entire vision covered in pulsating geometric shapes and looping hallucinations of car headlights while puking out my window.
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God I wish 😅. My first time with 2cb was snorting 19 mg - instant colors but a whole night and day of pain in my nose. Nausea was there too but not this extreme. Every other time was underwhelming, but it seems like I generally don't get to trip easily anymore. My mushrooms completely failed me too. It was literally zero effect at 4 g, when 2 g used to be enough - or they lost all potency. 🤷

Sp4rky said:
I found after throwing up I did instantly feel a little better luckily, not sure if you have the same, cuz if I’d continue feeling nauseous I’d flush that shit too😭 Also have been wanting to try that combo, but yeah, nausea and risk of vomiting while k-holed is not on my list of desireable effects.
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I felt a little better but I'm still not well today. The point is that much nausea and not even tripping is a terrible deal. The K made it worse too. It became somehow wider and clearer but definitely not worth the pain for me... Also if you combine psychs and K I think you should NOT aim for a K-hole, at least definitely not to start with. Subhole dose was a rec I got for LSD n K combo, but I'd always start low, especially since it's so easy to just redose.
Btw LSD + K is very confusing iirc. Rather hard to ride that one..

I was thinking of throwing the K as well btw 😒.
And I don't want any more Morphine either, cause it certainly played a part in the nausea, too. Edit2: and it's frankly too risky to get as well...
Also no matter what, I can't seem to enjoy any drug fr anymore for quite a while now.
Even at the right dose of an opioid I either get so busy that I don't feel it, or I feel it but it still feels empty and meaningless.
Looks like there's no mindless self indulgence for me anymore (I recommend the band though 😜)

Edit: x-posted my two favorites of em:






Feels utterly foolish to keep going every damn day... Another dear person died.. and I should gtf off the hook before I follow 😒
 
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Gridlink said:
I take gabapentin, for one reason, bc it's fucking fun! For another reason, I am prescribed it. It helps with general anxiety, which is why I have a script, and then some people take it because it helps a lot with nerve pain.
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How do you get anything off gabapentin? Ive been taking it for about 20 years for pain and have never gotten anything off it. I thought tolerance built so fast that you could only get high a few times on it anyway but i could be wrong
 
paranoid android said:
How do you get anything off gabapentin? Ive been taking it for about 20 years for pain and have never gotten anything off it. I thought tolerance built so fast that you could only get high a few times on it anyway but i could be wrong
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I take my gabapentin the way I do mainly for the mild anxiolysis I get from the higher doses, also the high which is definitely on the milder side, and yeah tolerance does develop quickly, so at least a few days are best between doses. Not that I always follow that rule lol. But yeah, I get it prescribed for anxiety and possible neuropathy, so I take it, but i wouldn't ever seek it out illicitly.
 
200 mg of Tilidin, crushed - without Ice 😂, 25 mg dmh, Mg, 75 mg Pregab...
Unbelievable how just a bit of an opioid makes my life look so much better every time 🙄... Treacherous fickle mind that's so easily influenced - i hate it 😒. Who needs moods anyway? Useless disturbing and unreliable little fuckers. Just leave me for good okay?
/Sorry and I'm done already...

Edit: Treating my boredom with Benzos and K - Fk me...
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That might work actually... 😂
 
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Feeling pretty shitty, part of me wishes I could crush some midazolam rn and have some opiates or ketamine on top.

But anyways, two 8mg nic pouches. The 8 - 10mg ones dont hit anymore after my nic break, time to up the dose or take another break 😔


Sometimes I feel a little lame sitting here with my sobriety time commenting my ”nicotine” use as my nightly/morning fix 😂
But this is for some reason one of my favorite threads to read through so I hope its still welcomed that I take part in my own kind of way…
 
A bunch of vyvanse, some Xanax and weed cart (I have almost no tolerance to weed) so a rip off of that and I’m gonzo and then fetty to top it off
 
Gram or 2 of weed mixed with tobacco
1.25L 7% vodka mix with caffine
Nicotine vape for good measure

Bongs and Vodka until tired enough
Repeat
 
Since I already had 400 mg of Tramadol today it's kinda limit there.. Added 10 mg of Diazepam, vaped a bit of old weed and unpacked the K again 💀. 10 mg i.m. on top of the mix and I'm outta this world for a few minutes.. .: repeat.
Oh right, had a glass of wine too and nic vape unlimited...
 
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TheLightBringer said:
Feeling pretty shitty, part of me wishes I could crush some midazolam rn and have some opiates or ketamine on top.

But anyways, two 8mg nic pouches. The 8 - 10mg ones dont hit anymore after my nic break, time to up the dose or take another break 😔


Sometimes I feel a little lame sitting here with my sobriety time commenting my ”nicotine” use as my nightly/morning fix 😂
But this is for some reason one of my favorite threads to read through so I hope its still welcomed that I take part in my own kind of way…
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I told you before but I adore your sobriety - though I'm aware that your situation is rather troublesome.. Guess I will also miss posting here when/if I get sober...
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
I told you before but I adore your sobriety - though I'm aware that your situation is rather troublesome.. Guess I will also miss posting here when/if I get sober...
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Thank you friend, means a lot. I have to remind myself to keep living clean for those who cannot live anymore and that usually motivates me again.


I believe in you, have you tried 12-step meetings to get sober?
 
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