Mental Health The Rant Thread Vs. Really? How Does That Make You Feel?

I'm super anxious today, after having a shitty depressing day yesterday today is the day where i might graduate the program that I've been in for the last 2 1/3 months. Hooray right? Well, not so much. The place here leaves a lot of people in the dark on their graduation, so it might be Monday before I graduate, which I'm cool with, or atleast graduate today, stay the weekend and hop on a bus Monday morning to return home. That's kinda what I want to do, but there is so much uncertainty in everything. Like today I could be graduated and I'll have to fend for myself in what to do afterwards. Meaning I won't have a place to lay my head and will have to figure out transportation details, and there is only 1 bus that leaves here to take me home tonight and I'd arrive home at 1am, and that would suck.
So I'm waiting on the morning druggie buggie and usually they are here at 9am, and here it is almost 10. So do they know to pick me up, or do they know that I've graduated and don't need to come in or something?
I called the program earlier and they said that there is only 1 van driver, when there is usually 3 drivers. So maybe they could just be running late?
See all of this shit makes me super anxious where I really have no clue what the fuck is going on. I seriously don't want to be in a position where they tell me at like 9:30pm tonight that I'm not supposed to be here that i should have left, fuck, then what?
I'm praying that this works out, and if worst case then I'll Uber into the program and just go from there. Just all of this uncertainty fucking sucks.
 
I am not okay with the way I'm dying....it's too painful of an illness. I miss my cats. I don't think it's healthy to give people a place to sleep out of state
 
You're an ugly piece of shit deleting my fuckingposts....and even when I'm a heap of rotting fucking disease all you will have done is pain murder patches the queen of the universe. CONGRATULATIONS
 
This is some bullshit! I figured no better place to rant then on here seeing as most people on here like cats as well.

My neighbors go and leave their cats outside no matter how fucking cold it is outside. We took him in again tonight and i just checked the temp before logging on here and it's currently -8c! That is some very cold temps to be leaving a cat outside in don't you think? They always go away for the weekend and leave him outside knowing we will feed him. They dont seem to give a fuck though all they care about is taking there 2 brats to hockey. That is literally all they fuckin do they just take their fuckin cum stains to fuckin hockey. You wouldnt know but they are going to be the next Wayne Gretzky or Bobby Orr ffs.

I am not overreacting i dont think when i say -8c is way to cold to leave a cat out in? They have actually left him out in colder nights then this im sure. They just dont give a fuck about him which is a shame cause hes a really nice cat. His name is whiskers. I mean dont get a fucking cat if you arent going to ,look after them.

They also refused to take there dog to a vet when he was dying to be put down and just let him die instead. Now i hated that fuckin dog cause he was a setter but still thats fucked
 
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This is some bullshit! I figured no better place to rant then on here seeing as most people on here like cats as well.

My neighbors go and leave their cats outside no matter how fucking cold it is outside. We took him in again tonight and i just checked the temp before logging on here and it's currently -8c! That is some very cold temps to be leaving a cat outside in don't you think? They always go away for the weekend and leave him outside knowing we will feed him. They dont seem to give a fuck though all they care about is taking there 2 brats to hockey. That is literally all they fuckin do they just take their fuckin cum stains to fuckin hockey. You wouldnt know but they are going to be the next Wayne Gretzky or Bobby Orr ffs.

I am not overreacting i dont think when i say -8c is way to cold to leave a cat out in? They have actually left him out in colder nights then this im sure. They just dont give a fuck about him which is a shame cause hes a really nice cat. His name is whiskers. I mean dont get a fucking cat if you arent going to ,look after them.

They also refused to take there dog to a vet when he was dying to be put down and just let him die instead. Now i hated that fuckin dog cause he was a setter but still thats fucked
Yea that’s sad. That stuff really bothers me.
Maybe you should keep the kitty 💕
*Sounds like he’d be better off with you
 
Now that you mention it they are moving the summer so i dunno maybe we could mention keeping the cat? He seems to be spending more time here then over there anyway.
Years ago my friend had a cat that kept coming in her house for warmth at night and then eventually stayed. The neighbors didn’t even ask anything about him… it all just kind of happened.

*Thank you for taking him in tonight, that’s a beautiful thing 💜
 
Years ago my friend had a cat that kept coming in her house for warmth at night and then eventually stayed. The neighbors didn’t even ask anything about him… it all just kind of happened.

*Thank you for taking him in tonight, that’s a beautiful thing 💜

Well he comes over here alot anyway he always goes up in the garage when my dads up there and my dad feeds him. I love cats and we had one until 2 years ago when she sadly passed.
 
Well he comes over here alot anyway he always goes up in the garage when my dads up there and my dad feeds him. I love cats and we had one until 2 years ago when she sadly passed.
Aw I’m sorry you lost your cat, that stuff is major … they are like our family. I actually have more of a connection with most animals than humans lol (I don’t know if it sounds silly but it’s true).

Anyways, I was just thinking about how you let the kitty in with you last night and how sweet that was. I hope another one makes a way into your life. Actually kind of sounds like one is a little bit too haha.
Hugs 💜
 
fokin' alone here in BL...@Xorkoth is gone,@Jerry Atrick is gone,@darvocet21 is gone,@AutoTripper is gone,@JTemperance probably dead@Nurse Ratched-dead......bigger part of my loved people are missing......still wondering what i am still doin' here?

(Hug my neck, man.) I feel this often with Limpet Chicken.
Greg and the above mentioned. We're blessed and carry on their memories to live as they'd want us to, I imagine. But the grief does come and go in waves. 😞❤️‍🩹
 
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To old to rant now, just tired as hell.
That's exactly how I feel.

For instance, there's plenty to rant about in US politics-- now more than ever. But I'm old, I'm tired, and I'm feeling somewhat nihilistic about it all.

So this is less of a rant and more of a groan or a sigh: What the actual fuck is going on?

The only way for me to cope is to lean into my absurdist nature and give it a cosmic giggle.

Yuckety yuck.
 
That's exactly how I feel.

For instance, there's plenty to rant about in US politics-- now more than ever. But I'm old, I'm tired, and I'm feeling somewhat nihilistic about it all.

So this is less of a rant and more of a groan or a sigh: What the actual fuck is going on?

The only way for me to cope is to lean into my absurdist nature and give it a cosmic giggle.

Yuckety yuck.

Well, the way I see it. Life is way to short to go extream on either side. I have my views, and yet we can all (for the most part) agree to disagree and are civil adults here. And humor does the body good. There's a lot to be gained in Proverbs of the Bible, just common sense stuff. To your point:

The Bible teaches that laughter and a cheerful heart are beneficial for health, similar to the effects of medicine. Proverbs 17:22 states, "A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones," highlighting the positive impact of joy and laughter on both physical and emotional well-being.123 Scientific studies support this biblical perspective, showing that laughter can reduce stress, fight depression, foster a positive outlook, and improve overall health.

Just a quick Brave search will have this quick answer at the top, along with all the sources cited. And the Biblical Proverbs have 31 chapters for each day of the month. Psalms I love because so many of the emotions I experience just speak to me. You don't have to be of faith to gain practical knowledge for everyday life. Heck, head to the dollar twenty-five tree and pick up a Bible. Bookmark and highlight the parts that speak to you. Write down notes in the margens or a note book. Even if you just read these two books, you'll be glad you did. Skip what you don't want to read, and hold onto what speaks to you. No rules apply here; that's just dogma speaking. God's words are indeed a lamp to our feet and a light to our path. Here I go again, teaching 🤣. I need to be finish my BA at Regent University and finish up at Seminary (cemetery, inside joke). 😅

I agree with you 100%. ✌🏻
 
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Every single day I keep oversleeping. And I just wake up fucking furious. I can't sleep, can't do shit. I hate my fucking life, nothing will ever just work the fuck out. I don't know why I try or care at all, no one's coming, why do I even expend any effort. I could work 70 hours every week and not have money on Monday. What's the fucking point.
 
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