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Bluelight Crew
I'm super anxious today, after having a shitty depressing day yesterday today is the day where i might graduate the program that I've been in for the last 2 1/3 months. Hooray right? Well, not so much. The place here leaves a lot of people in the dark on their graduation, so it might be Monday before I graduate, which I'm cool with, or atleast graduate today, stay the weekend and hop on a bus Monday morning to return home. That's kinda what I want to do, but there is so much uncertainty in everything. Like today I could be graduated and I'll have to fend for myself in what to do afterwards. Meaning I won't have a place to lay my head and will have to figure out transportation details, and there is only 1 bus that leaves here to take me home tonight and I'd arrive home at 1am, and that would suck.
So I'm waiting on the morning druggie buggie and usually they are here at 9am, and here it is almost 10. So do they know to pick me up, or do they know that I've graduated and don't need to come in or something?
I called the program earlier and they said that there is only 1 van driver, when there is usually 3 drivers. So maybe they could just be running late?
See all of this shit makes me super anxious where I really have no clue what the fuck is going on. I seriously don't want to be in a position where they tell me at like 9:30pm tonight that I'm not supposed to be here that i should have left, fuck, then what?
I'm praying that this works out, and if worst case then I'll Uber into the program and just go from there. Just all of this uncertainty fucking sucks.
So I'm waiting on the morning druggie buggie and usually they are here at 9am, and here it is almost 10. So do they know to pick me up, or do they know that I've graduated and don't need to come in or something?
I called the program earlier and they said that there is only 1 van driver, when there is usually 3 drivers. So maybe they could just be running late?
See all of this shit makes me super anxious where I really have no clue what the fuck is going on. I seriously don't want to be in a position where they tell me at like 9:30pm tonight that I'm not supposed to be here that i should have left, fuck, then what?
I'm praying that this works out, and if worst case then I'll Uber into the program and just go from there. Just all of this uncertainty fucking sucks.