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Juniper Bruhmomentius said:
Interesting how the xone + the buvidal gives different kinds of reactions to everyone with alcohol
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I didn't drink any last night, bro, only thing I can think was I fixed some pasta for dinner that the acid in that must've messed me up. I've been having all kinds of shit going on health wise since I got out - blood clots in legs, they found a growth in my kidney that they apparently aren't worried about, I'm down fifty pounds though.

Fuck, I just want some rest lol.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
I didn't drink any last night, bro, only thing I can think was I fixed some pasta for dinner that the acid in that must've messed me up. I've been having all kinds of shit going on health wise since I got out - blood clots in legs, they found a growth in my kidney that they apparently aren't worried about, I'm down fifty pounds though.

Fuck, I just want some rest lol.
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I reckon you are 40 something? My best friends 40 too and has a fucking unspecifiable immune system problem from the drugs or whatever. The needle is pretty wild in how much damage it does that one does not notice until possibly 10 years later.

Im lucky we have such a shitty selection of street drugs here that basically nothing available is worth it.
 
Juniper Bruhmomentius said:
I reckon you are 40 something? My best friends 40 too and has a fucking unspecifiable immune system problem from the drugs or whatever. The needle is pretty wild in how much damage it does that one does not notice until possibly 10 years later.

Im lucky we have such a shitty selection of street drugs here that basically nothing available is worth it.
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Yeah, I'm 37. No hiv, hep c cured. They say it's not cancer, or that they couldn't remove it and see without taking the whole kidney, and I'm not a hypochondriac, but I also know they said it was impossible right before I got diagnosed with dvt leg clots at age 23, and my family history is fucked.

I dunno, I fought hard to get insurance earlier this year, finally got it, good insurance too, but it's like if its not an easy, obvious fix, they still can't be bothered.

I'm not gonna lie, 20 years of hardcore addiction, dodge bullet after bullet, finally get clean and THEN all the health shit started failing... that fucked with me bad. Like a giant FUCK YOU written across the sky from God, and my head is not recovered.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Yeah, I'm 37. No hiv, hep c cured. They say it's not cancer, or that they couldn't remove it and see without taking the whole kidney, and I'm not a hypochondriac, but I also know they said it was impossible right before I got diagnosed with dvt leg clots at age 23, and my family history is fucked.

I dunno, I fought hard to get insurance earlier this year, finally got it, good insurance too, but it's like if its not an easy, obvious fix, they still can't be bothered.

I'm not gonna lie, 20 years of hardcore addiction, dodge bullet after bullet, finally get clean and THEN all the health shit started failing... that fucked with me bad. Like a giant FUCK YOU written across the sky from God, and my head is not recovered.
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I understand. But Its only natural considering once you get clean then you start caring about health. Those dont sound that bad anyways.


Im hoping I die between 35 and 50. The reason for that is basically the epstein list not causing a uprising or anything Ive Lost all Hope for humanity.
 
chippermonk said:
Do you live in PR? I've been wanting to go explore the El Yunque forest. Sounds really incredible, though maybe the hurricanes tore it up a lot.
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No I live in the states most of my life at this point. I’m from Vega Alta, Puerto Rico. I haven’t been back since hurricane Maria. I used to visit a lot even when living in the states.
Yes El Yunque is awesome! Also have you ever heard of the glowing waters, the Bioluminescent Bays … it’s magical. Man just thinking about it all makes me want to go back. A lot of times I think about moving there but I wouldn’t at this point in my life want to be a single woman there by myself if there’s another hurricane.
I hope for you to go, you would love it I bet 🌺🌴🌼🌸
 
swimmingbird421 said:
Dang let's get back to positives. What's every one doing for new years?
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Hey, gotta let it out every now and then. 😉 No plans for tonight, I was supposed to go hiking and go to Myrtle Beach for some fireworks yesterday, didn't make it. I might find something to get into, doubt it, though.

Taking it easy on the stomach with the rundown this am, trying to anyway, but I'm operating on some deficits from yesterday lol.

Coffee
Nicotine
60mg dxm
15mL bso
6mg bupe
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron

The list is getting shorter... cannabis is outta the mix for a while and SORELY missed lol.

Be easy, y'all.
 
Shit. It’s Sunday again, and the last day of the year.

This morning I’m over my Pops making omelettes and home fries for breakfast.
I’m sitting at the table I grew up sitting at, drinking some OJ, smoking a cowboy killer, and vaping on a white truffle vape.

Feeling extra charmed to be alive, healthy, and dopefree this New Year’s Eve.

This year, for me, has been both a hellscape and a blessing. So I hope everyone’s new year is amazing right off the rip.
I know I’ll be keeping my own two feet moving, right in front of the other.

Enjoy the last night of the year my beautiful peoples! Just do you and please don’t forget to smile!

Always, fair winds and following seas
 
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AngelsandFairiesarereal said:
No I live in the states most of my life at this point. I’m from Vega Alta, Puerto Rico. I haven’t been back since hurricane Maria. I used to visit a lot even when living in the states.
Yes El Yunque is awesome! Also have you ever heard of the glowing waters, the Bioluminescent Bays … it’s magical. Man just thinking about it all makes me want to go back. A lot of times I think about moving there but I wouldn’t at this point in my life want to be a single woman there by myself if there’s another hurricane.
I hope for you to go, you would love it I bet 🌺🌴🌼🌸
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Cool. I'd definitely like to go some day. I love getting to use my spanish, though that Carribean spanish is kinda fast for me. Aside from the fact that it sounds like a beautiful place with great music and an interesting culture, I also think every American should know more about Puerto Rico. Our civic duty in light of our history there.
Yeah, the hurricanes are a bit scary. I just looked up Vega Alta, sounds like they really got hammered!
 
Pretty low key day. Who knows if I'll even make it til midnight. Anyhow, I'm having my coffee and 2.5 mg of white Thai kraton. I'm trying to dial kraton in for stimulation and the guy at the shop said this one is better for that than the red or green, plus that low doses are more stimulating.
Now I'm off to walk my neighbor's adorable dog. Neighbor had a stroke and is in the hospital.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Yeah, I'm 37. No hiv, hep c cured. They say it's not cancer, or that they couldn't remove it and see without taking the whole kidney, and I'm not a hypochondriac, but I also know they said it was impossible right before I got diagnosed with dvt leg clots at age 23, and my family history is fucked.

I dunno, I fought hard to get insurance earlier this year, finally got it, good insurance too, but it's like if its not an easy, obvious fix, they still can't be bothered.

I'm not gonna lie, 20 years of hardcore addiction, dodge bullet after bullet, finally get clean and THEN all the health shit started failing... that fucked with me bad. Like a giant FUCK YOU written across the sky from God, and my head is not recovered.
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Sorry to hear about the health crap, but congrats on the Hep C. At least you have some good insurance! I'd say that, aside from going through the medical system, get back to basics on health in all ways. Get sleep, eat well, get exercise. The stomach thing could easily tie in to what you eat. I've been trying to drink miso soup regularly of late, made with some fresh ginger in it, maybe a few veggies and noodles in it. Actually, I usually just mix a tbsp into a bowl of ramen soup.It really seems to soothe my gut. Easy to make, mix a tablespoon into a cup of hot water, not too hot because the heat will kill the probiotics in it. Think of the temperature of soup that you can eat right away.
 
Morning, peeps. 😁

chippermonk said:
Sorry to hear about the health crap, but congrats on the Hep C. At least you have some good insurance! I'd say that, aside from going through the medical system, get back to basics on health in all ways. Get sleep, eat well, get exercise. The stomach thing could easily tie in to what you eat. I've been trying to drink miso soup regularly of late, made with some fresh ginger in it, maybe a few veggies and noodles in it. Actually, I usually just mix a tbsp into a bowl of ramen soup.It really seems to soothe my gut. Easy to make, mix a tablespoon into a cup of hot water, not too hot because the heat will kill the probiotics in it. Think of the temperature of soup that you can eat right away.
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Thanks man. I've definitely been sleeping on the power of ginger, it took several hours to get it down, but a cup of ginger honey lemon tea fixed me right up.

Today's menu, yep, the usual:

Coffee
Nicotine
60mg dxm
15mL bso
6mg buprenorphine
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron
50mg testosterone IM

And some motivational tunes, the most important drug of all. 😁



Peace, y'all.

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