I wanted to add a few more comments and questions.
Your experience lines up with my experiences.
I had a very reliable supplier of pills from 2000 to around 2005 and then he retired. I started getting crystal or powder after that from different people, and it just never hit the same way. I have tried and tried to figure it out. Like you, I have also seen people who have never done MDMA and are still unimpressed with this product. It looks good on regent testing and on lab testing.
Like you mentioned, the tactile enhancement is greatly reduced. This is a key component. Auditory enhancement is also reduced. Sensual/sexual enhancement is reduced. Overall euphoria/empathy are reduced.
Your idea about a shared deficiency is interesting. That could make sense for me and my partner, as we also both eat the same diet and we both have some food restrictions due to sensitivities. But, that would not explain other people I have seen who have not been impressed with the meh product.
I have tried higher doses with no luck. Higher doses only seem to cause sickness for me. I tried 200 mg dissolved in water and it did not improve the experience at all. Wish I had better news.
If you don't mind me asking, how old are you both? What is your history of MDMA use? What is hers? Have you used other psychedelics? Did either of you have a comedown or blue Tuesday after this roll? How long did the roll last?
I will try to answer as best I can.
Yes she is a virgin to mdma/all drugs except for weed a couple of times. This was her first experience.
Like you say, tactile and auditory is greatly reduced. Although I found it strange unlike back in the day, myself and my girl both were more sensitive to sound than usual the following day. The lack of energy is what I found most surprising.
I eat gluten free exclusively, she eats mostly gf because we eat together but has a few things she eats like noodles that are glutenous. That's why I asked about the deficiency. What's your situation? Although I was gluten free back in the days when I was first doing mdma.
What do you mean by sickness regarding the 200mg?
I'm just over 30 she's just under. I used mdma only in the 2007-2012 era until the other day. She is virgin like I said. I'm highly experienced with psychedelics, she's never done them. I only do a couple mushroom trips each year now though.
I found I felt a little odd the next day but not terrible. Kind of just exhausted. Reminded me of an alcohol hangover, which I don't drink these days. I felt worse than I remember from the early days.. But I'm also like 10 years older so it could be related more to that.
The experience kicked in maybe an hour in pretty gently and lasted 4ish hours but most of that was very mild. My gf went to bed and fell asleep almost exactly 4hrs after consuming it ( midnight bed time) and she fell asleep strait away. To me that is abnormal as fuck. I didn't as I had taken a little more and ended up staying up quite late but yeah I'd say it felt shorter lasting than what mdma normally is.. Except my jaw was still 'clenchy' when the buzz was gone.
We are both gonna do a higher dose next weekend(200/150mg) and see how that goes..