I got 1.5g mdma in the form of large chunks of tan crystal. I tested it with one of glass liquid kits and it signalled it was strong MDMA.
It looks like MDMA. It smells/tastes like MDMA. It crushes like MDMA.
But the high is not what I remember. I used to do a lot of 'ecstacy' through 2007-2012. Sometimes it wasn't MDMA, sometimes it was. Usually it was mephodrone(?) when it wasn't MDMA.
BUT I'll tell you what, no pressed pill, nor mdma gel cap ever had such a.. Mild experience to this stuff I've had.
I don't even know if I have 'energy'. It feels like.. Like a half arsed MDMA? It kinda feels like those times years ago but its so mild. My pupils are big but not full on crazy shark eyes like i used to get but my eyes weren't always huge back then too so that's hard to judge.
I dosed myself 120mg + 100mg 2hrs later.
I never dosed caps or anything back in the day or even opened them to visually get an idea of crystal volume, and didn't ever ask what mg of MDMA was in them. Reading online it seemed 100-150mg was an 'average' doss?
I wanted to err on the side of caution but felt I should feel more from this from this dose?
Interestingly too my girl, a very sober person, having smoked weed 3 times in her life and only rarely would have even just one glass of wine, did some of this MDMA too. Im 75kg she's 55kg. I gave her 60mg.
We both enjoyed touching each other and sex was really good, definitely 'enhanced', but it wasn't that insanely magical sex I remember, not even close. Tactile/touching felt good but only maybe 25-50% better, nothing crazy.
So i guess the question is, am I just not going high enough on the dose?
Is this some fake mdma that can pass those liquid test kits(is that a thing?)
Is my mental state just so different from when I was 18-22yo, that I'm not getting the same 'buzz'. For example I had an insatiable sex drive at that age and could already go hard until the sun comes up, having came dozens of times, without any drugs in my system. Im far from that level now, where one or two bouts of sex a day is enough for me.
Is it a deficiency me and my girl both share as we eat almost all the same food? Is there a mineral or vitamin you can be low in that might dull the effects of genuine MDMA?
Also hello again blue light! I joined this forum in 2007 which feels like a long time ago now. I have had so much life experience between now and then it's entertaining reading my own posts to myself from a decade ago.