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400mg twice a day? Holy fuckRegarding Seroquel, I was thrown on that briefly back in my doctor-shopping, drug-seeking days. Started me out on 400mg pills, twice a day, I believe. 2 weeks pass and all of a sudden I have a moment of lucidity, like “What the FUCK? I’ve spent the last 2 weeks eating and watching TV” (I don’t watch TV)
I was on some bizarre autopilot just going through life, it killed my spark. Got off that immediately; they clearly were dosing me wayyyy too high. Totally flat affect.
On the other hand, I’ve had friends who were reasonably dosed and it worked wonders for stabilizing their mood.
No doctor am I
But indeed crazy autopilot stuff. It "works" alright, instead of one third of the time at 100%, another third at 70% and another at 20%, you're at a perpetual 40%. I won't go into it further but there are many other reasons to forego this. Maybe I'm being too short sighted, who knows on this drug.
I know I know, I'm well aware of my options, my psychiatrist is just really adamant about neuroleptics. I'll see what happens over the next few weeks. Honestly it's 75% the ADHD that's screwing me over daily.Lamictal is supposed to be a good stabilizer without horrific side effects. Easy to get on and off of, no SSRI activity, etc.