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Well im not going on a drug bender anymore. Time to unlock my inner productivity and give up all these distractions. Got to believe in myself
So am I. Starting the end of next week for sure/ Just have to work my way through my stash. Then I can be academically productive without little voices in my head going 'eat me! eat me!' constantly.Well im not going on a drug bender anymore. Time to unlock my inner productivity and give up all these distractions. Got to believe in myself
just wondering what i got myself into. Only decided going back into study after a mega acid trip that was truly insane in all ways and its all going down in those visuals i saw all timelines unfold last year in sept. Like all way down to each little detail such as emails idk what to make of it but to have faith that its going all to work out in the end. I hope once this all done ill only have time for one more acid trip now. Still will take 4 tabs but prob no candyflipping. I have a feeling it will be another totally other worldy acid trip that tops all the others once again i just been feeling that. Because every time one of those trips happen i get the most wildest dreams. Last night i had this insane dream i was in a line of people following jesus in the desert and on the other side of this thing was the antichrist with a line of people and we were walking on acid and walking then jesus told me to climb this tree i fell off it tripping so hard in the dream that i landed on the ground i realized it was not a desert but a grass field and there was no jesus and i was tripping my balls off it felt so real i was like fuck i honestly thought holy shit i got lost in acid trance and walked this massive dream walk to my house covered in mud and rain scared to take acid again.So am I. Starting the end of next week for sure/ Just have to work my way through my stash. Then I can be academically productive without little voices in my head going 'eat me! eat me!' constantly.
I'd focus on getting through to the end of the semester before going on any psychedelic journeys. Then a good trip will be like an energising flushout of all the stress and structured thinking you've built up in your academics.just wondering what i got myself into. Only decided going back into study after a mega acid trip that was truly insane in all ways and its all going down in those visuals i saw all timelines unfold last year in sept. Like all way down to each little detail such as emails idk what to make of it but to have faith that its going all to work out in the end. I hope once this all done ill only have time for one more acid trip now. Still will take 4 tabs but prob no candyflipping. I have a feeling it will be another totally other worldy acid trip that tops all the others once again i just been feeling that. Because every time one of those trips happen i get the most wildest dreams. Last night i had this insane dream i was in a line of people following jesus in the desert and on the other side of this thing was the antichrist with a line of people and we were walking on acid and walking then jesus told me to climb this tree i fell off it tripping so hard in the dream that i landed on the ground i realized it was not a desert but a grass field and there was no jesus and i was tripping my balls off it felt so real i was like fuck i honestly thought holy shit i got lost in acid trance and walked this massive dream walk to my house covered in mud and rain scared to take acid again.
Dreams are some crazy shit
yeah thats what i plan on doingI'd focus on getting through to the end of the semester before going on any psychedelic journeys. Then a good trip will be like an energising flushout of all the stress and structured thinking you've built up in your academics.
Just a heads up: yopo seeds (and cebil seeds) have 5-HO-DMT in them, not 5-MeO-DMT. The early papers were wrong about that. I actually sent some yopo extract that I made off for analysis and sure enough, all bufotenin.Can you import Yopo seeds?
Is it possible that you extracted one component but not the other?Just a heads up: yopo seeds (and cebil seeds) have 5-HO-DMT in them, not 5-MeO-DMT. The early papers were wrong about that. I actually sent some yopo extract that I made off for analysis and sure enough, all bufotenin.
I was just re-reading the Mariposa thread (and a few others) at the Bluelight Shrine. So many good people here have died over the years. It sucks. I also recently learned of the death of a girlfriend of mine from a quarter-century ago. She was doing very well in all areas, yet suddenly dropped dead just before she completed her PhD. Meanwhile, my health has been terrible for the last few years, my family members are either dead or estranged, and the world is a mess. Being an expat in a country that I loathe doesn't help either. I'm bummed, so I thought that I should leave a post:
This is a post.
Sorry for the downer. I hope that you guys are doing well. Take good care of yourselves.![]()
Been at Disney World for the past week y'all, took a gel tab of acid at Epcot. I'll write up a report tomorrow after some rest.
Oh and my sister-in-law got engaged to her wonderful boyfriend, we're very happy for her! Pictures are cute, right in front of the castle at Magic Kingdom.
Much love to everyone, got lots to catch up on!
Fuckin' intense lol. Unfortunately after eating at a very fancy Hibachi grill/sushi place while having my wife do all the ordering and pretending I had bad hearing, I had to take a couple milligrams of alpraz (for my IBS cramps) and it kinda killed the trip halfway through. But man oh man was it intense for the first half of the day!How was the acid? Congrats to your sister in law!
Lol this reminds me of my acid trip at Epcot this last week; wife ordered a bunch of sushi, calamari, etc. (I don't do fish and have a very unreasonable fear of squids). For whatever reason, I guess because I was just trying to look normal, I took my chop sticks and just started shoveling anything and everything into my mouth. The calamari freaked me out after a little while (wayyyy too rubbery and fresh, looked like a squid still), my wife just laughed at me. I recall shouting, "Take THAT squid!!! I ain't 'fraid of you no more!"I was tripping at a festival one time on 2C-E, and a girl, hot, topless, walks up to me with a platter of BBQ wieners and asks "You want a dawwwg?" It was such a weird moment as I don't like or eat meat at all .. almost said yes just because she was a hot topless girl, but no it's a bbq wiener that's like the last thing I want in my mouth especially while tripping, but yes, but no... it's funny how some of those tripping moments get blazed into your memory.
Man, I've always wanted to try mephedrone. I wonder what it's like. The fact that it bridged the 'RC' barrier in England and became a street drug intrigues me.want to try a new drug might try 4-mmc never done it i think unless its been in pressed pills. But i can get it cheap per gram.
It is worth it is it fun? I just want a new buzz
same here in nz. People now smuggle in kgs of it.Man, I've always wanted to try mephedrone. I wonder what it's like. The fact that it bridged the 'RC' barrier in England and became a street drug intrigues me.
want to try a new drug might try 4-mmc never done it i think unless its been in pressed pills. But i can get it cheap per gram.
It is worth it is it fun? I just want a new buzz
Its fun, véry moreish though and generally addicting, it's typically snorted where it is like a dirty mdma roll condensed in like an hour, pretty cool, but instead of empathy and love the other effects are more cocaine like.
Partydrug for sure, you'll get very horny. Best not to binge on it for too long, the vasoconstriction is strong, and comedowns are bad.