What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

[ControlDaddy]

Just methamp recovery supplements, a glass of whole milk, a glass of oj, and three cube steaks with soy sauce and black pepper.

Trying to go back to sleep. Passed out while sitting on a meditation cushion which is unusual. Usually I meditate lying in my side, and I usually hit a trance state if I can’t sleep, or hit the trance state and realize I am finally read to sleep. I can’t even fall asleep laying on my back, let alone sitting straight up.

50mg Modafinil

What are you shouting for with Modafinil, ghost? Is it working?

-Pod Save the World, a foreign policy podcast that makes me feel safe (ironic given the subject matter but )

I’d probably like this too. I find the oddest shit very soothing. Is it on Spotify cuz I don’t see it there, where did you find it?

 

[ControlDaddy]

Well woke up with anger fueled by rage and agitation that got extinguised by benzos, alcohol and opiates.
feeling better now

Jesus mate, what happened to cause all that mess?

 

[ghostfreak]

Just methamp recovery supplements, a glass of whole milk, a glass of oj, and three cube steaks with soy sauce and black pepper.

Trying to go back to sleep. Passed out while sitting on a meditation cushion which is unusual. Usually I meditate lying in my side, and I usually hit a trance state if I can’t sleep, or hit the trance state and realize I am finally read to sleep. I can’t even fall asleep laying on my back, let alone sitting straight up.


What are you shouting for with Modafinil, ghost? Is it working?

I’d probably like this too. I find the oddest shit very soothing. Is it on Spotify cuz I don’t see it there, where did you find it?

Yeah always find Modafinil in lower doses works well for me instead of 200mg and upwards.

 

[ghostfreak]

Haven’t got up yet, lying in bed watching Peppa Pig send help lol.

Coffee is on the list first.

 

[ControlDaddy]

Haven’t got up yet, lying in bed watching Peppa Pig send help lol.

I checked it out for about three minutes. You do need help ghost, unless you are watching yay with a kid.

What is the Modafinil for though? Do you get a nice high? Treating narcolepsy, something else?

 

[ghostfreak]

I checked it out for about three minutes. You do need help ghost, unless you are watching yay with a kid.

What is the Modafinil for though? Do you get a nice high? Treating narcolepsy, something else?

Watching it with my 2 year old lol.

Not really a nice high but I get nice focus from it and wakes me up when I’m groggy or can’t get coffee

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Jesus mate, what happened to cause all that mess?

one word.. female.

 

[ControlDaddy]

Aw shit I didn’t even think about female ghostfreaks existing or not. Well then I can tell you a lot of what I have learned through the years that might apply. Goes like this:

Bitches be crazy!

hee hee - CD

 

[PtahTek]

a few saltines

kratom
weed

workin on coffee
dropping 7.5mg oxy
going out for a cig

whatcha got?

hope the day (or night) brings many smiles to all

 

[ControlDaddy]

woke up with a feeling like starving, breath stinking’ head hurting

wtf it’s been only an hour

a piss and a brushing and some breakfast and back to bed

400 mg ibuprofen
3 eggs
2 potato bread toasting with butter
A
Cuppa Earl Grey

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Coffee
Cigs
1mg ksalol iv
1mg ksalol eaten
1mg bupre iv

 

[Fairy of the Flowers]

I had 2 x Zapain as my back and shoulders are so painful and vaping nicotine as I drink tea

Not had much Zapain recently, one or two a day, not many left so going easy and only having if really need them

 

[Coffeeshroom]

MOrning BluE WorLd

Hmm, after a crappy nights sleep, as my supply of benzos magically disappeared yesterday, i only had a few left for the morning, but yeah fuck it. They will get what they deserve.. anyhow breakie was

Few bong hits ( some awesome skuif i got yesterday, some greenhouse that seems to be a hybrid and more sativa dominant plus a awesome sweet smell and taste )
.5mg subs (still have loads but seeing just how much i need but can feel it is barely just breaking through but im feeling strong not to use more )
10mg valium ( my last one )
400mg gabapentin ( my last one )
150ml vodka.

Enough to keep me sane until i can go to the pharmacy just now and stock up again.

 

[kaosisallwesee]

60mg of morphine
A fat joint of stardawg
Before today I'd been opioid free for 5 days but the pain was too bad last night so I caved and called a mate for some help. I really want to stop taking opioids but I have these shitty health conditions that make life suck without them..

 

[Fairy of the Flowers]

Hmm, after a crappy nights sleep, as my supply of benzos magically disappeared yesterday

You ate them while high and forgot, it happens with benzos lol

Enough to keep me sane until i can go to the pharmacy just now and stock up again

Git lol, still can't get over going into a pharmacy for benzos, that shit is mad!

 

[ControlDaddy]

150ml vodka

Lightweight. JK! I don't even know what a ml of alcohol is. I only measure my drinks by the pint.

A fat joint of stardawg

One of my favorite strains for getting a little bit done but mostly mellowing. I like crocheting while watching silly movies. One I even watched Pineapple Express while smoking Stardawg. Sacrilegious, I know.

I did correct that when I found some PE at a dispensary, which was quite good. I took the day off like a good stoner boy, blazed up and put in the DVD disk. Took me six hours to watch that movie, I was so ripped.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

You ate them while high and forgot, it happens with benzos lol


Git lol, still can't get over going into a pharmacy for benzos, that shit is mad!

Nah my friend stole over 40 odd bromazepam, 4 halcion and 6 alzam. Lol i wish i was the one that took them but i had a sober day so i know it got pinched.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Lightweight. JK! I don't even know what a ml of alcohol is. I only measure my drinks by the pint.

Yeah in South africa we work with mililitres or litres as fluid measurements, A normal bottle is 750ml and i use a speed pourer that measures 25ml at a time which is a shot or so its called here. So if you going out and ask for a single vodka and mix its 25ml of vodka and your mix. I drink dbl everytime which is 50ml. so basicly i had 3 dbl vodkas but more since last post

 

[ControlDaddy]

Yeah in South africa we work with mililitres or litres as fluid measurements, A normal bottle is 750ml and i use a speed pourer that measures 25ml at a time which is a shot or so its called here. So if you going out and ask for a single vodka and mix its 25ml of vodka and your mix. I drink dbl everytime which is 50ml. so basicly i had 3 dbl vodkas but more since last post

I find fingers to be useful and consistent (given the same glass) even when toasted for measuring out stuff to guzzle down.

What kinda vodka do you like? I like other liquors probably better, but vodka is very hard to detect compared to all the others.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

@ControlDaddy I've always been a Smirnoff 1818 man. Yeah i use to do the finger thing too but after you a bit wasted fingers become a hand lol. I just use the tot measuring pourer to make sure i keep a decent count on my consumption as im trying to cut back.