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Allein said:
I never thought the day would come when I agreed with OTW, this place has turned into some self indulgent pity fest apparently accommodating 'special' rules for a user with a rap sheet as long as your fukin arm and one that has even managed to get banned from Grindfactor FFS, I noted her threats to attack that site in an unspecified manner....yet she is soooo victimsed by her alleged trolls 8(.....is that forum number 7 or 8 that managed to both see the light :?

She is allowed to make inflammatory remarks about others :-



That get reported but the staff here can't even be arsed to PM me about why no action is taken.....thanks for that

And now I see staff trying to dictate the conversation in an effort to wrap her in cotton wool and blow smoke up her arse, clearly exceeding to her manipulative BS which has dominated this forum to its detriment from the day she arrived.

This place has been reduced to a level banality that makes my stomach churn :|

I'd wager this post will be deleted under the current regime....I'm not on the untouchable list
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Hmmm funny you've turned up the minute another person has an issue with me yet hasn't said owt before. So i should be punished for having an opinion? Why hasnt OTW been infracted for what he said about me last night, in that case?

Why werent you punished for giving out staff only info Allein? Telling the whole of EADD what you did when i was banned was was disrespectful n giving out info about me that was not for other posters eyes. You're not innocent yourself. You know why the EADD moderators didn't E-mail you of what action was taken. BL staff are forbidden to give staff-only info to non-staff. As a former moderator you know this so I'm shocked you expected an E-mail? What makes you think no action was taken just because you never saw it doesn't mean there wasn't any. It seems you're quick to make sure the rules are kept by other members yet are allowed to break them yourself?

Sso how about this? You n i have never n will never get along so lets ignore each other n have done.

Oh n no one has wrapped me in cotton wool at all, Allein. I'd seriously look at your own conduct.

If others have an issue with me please pm me im not discussing this no more.

Edit: as it's been brought up I'll explain not that its owt to do with here. My intention was to get banned from the other place for personal reasons. I wasn't going to achive that by being nice, was I? I've no intention of doing anything. I just wanted to move on from that place n had no self dicipline to stay away (i originally gave my password to raas, i daftly asked for it back) I just want to stick with BL n disconnect with the other place. To further add I contacted the owner of the place explaining this n wishing them all the very best, n I truly mean that. Again pm me for further explanations <3

Evey
 
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Eveleivibe said:
Moving on how is everyone doing n what do you all have planned for weekend? I'm ATTEMPTING to sort this house out which is proving difficult <3

Evey
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Yesterday I spent chilling out having a few beers, nose stuck in a book and listening to music (was nice doing nothing). Today my hubby wasn't feeling very well so we had a quiet day, like you sorting the apartment out - my pussy was getting a bit whiffy so gave that a scrub as nobody likes a smelly puss.
 
Another quiet one for me Evey, been taking it easy since I fell n hurt my leg the other weekend, nothing too serious but trying to learn from it and stop drinking so much and always trying to fix things with a benzo! Have been attending courses for volunteering which has been good fun and very interesting. Got to meet some good people. Back to my usual regime with exercise too and loving the weather atm (after getting used to the change) some very cool colours in the sky and the leaves. How are you? Hope you are doing good and the wean enjoys the gymnastics.
 
Smiley91 said:
Another quiet one for me Evey, been taking it easy since I fell n hurt my leg the other weekend, nothing too serious but trying to learn from it and stop drinking so much and always trying to fix things with a benzo! Have been attending courses for volunteering which has been good fun and very interesting. Got to meet some good people. Back to my usual regime with exercise too and loving the weather atm (after getting used to the change). How are you? Hope you are doing good and the wean enjoys the gymnastics.
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Awh sorry you hurt your leg honey <3 yea exercise is good. There's a Healthy Living thread on EADD if you ever want to document your progress for motivation. I hear ye with drinking. I've been drinking JD n trying to keep that to weekends - I went through a phase of drinking a bottle per night. Notot good bit better now. You'll get there. Here if you ever need support. That's good about volunteering n meeting new people. Sounds like things are mostly positive for you <3 pleased to hear that.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Lol Bear <3 I hope your hubby's better soon. What music are you into? Reading anything interesting?

I'm supposed to be tidying up I'm drinking green tea nagging this child to get ready for gymnastics.

Evey
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He's feeling a lot better thank you (was getting a migraine but thankfully dodged a bullet still lost pretty much all of the day). I normally listen to trance, club, dance, techno etc and still reading 'Broken Monsters' It's a decent read but it's taking me ages to finish.
 
@ Evey It's all good, it was my own doing anyway! Alcohol + benzos = asking for trouble. Cool will have to check that thread out. Aye thanks things are as good as can be! Well done you in cutting down the JD. Uh oh, think I fancy a bottle now. Fuck you boredom and lack of another substance...

That 3fpm I've been reading about sounds intriguing. Not touched any stim (minus the odd pill) in over 2 years now so on the lookout for something interesting that doesn't cause paranoia as much a meph did. I may treat myself to something similar once I get off the booze as an incentive! In the meantime... got some potent canna-butter in the freezer for the weekend which will counteract the compulsion to drink silly amounts. Got the Reggae music on now and squaring the place up before going out with my doggy for a walk/jog down the woods. In a pretty good mood for once actually!

Have a good weekend everyone! Have fun be safe.
 
Oh i know the feeling with boredom n craving alcohol. I personally hate it because alcohol turns me into hyde. Or is it the other one? ;) yet I still end up drinking even know it causes me negative effects. Ive half a bottle left. I'll drink that tonight then give it up. I'm also tryibg to give up sugary stuff that i literally cannot stop eating. Hay ho we'll get there some day eh? My mam gave me a pep talk other day, said as a family member had liver failure due to alcoholism n theres a few alcoholics she's worried i may become one. I told her no way will i be.

I like you here, Smiley, you're a breathe of fresh air <3

Evey
 
Sadie said:
The four agreements. I keep a copy of that in my handbag that Mugz gave to me. That's a very special book to me simply because he loved it so much and gave it to me when he was visiting. I like to keep it close.
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Awh really? I read that a while back. Ali kept advising me to read it n so one day I did. Will read it again one day. That was lovely of him to give you that book <3

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Awh really? I read that a while back. Ali kept advising me to read it n so one day I did. Will read it again one day. That was lovely of him to give you that book <3

Evey
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I have it in my hands now. It's so worn. Very very special to me. I miss my friend so much.
 
Yes yes yes yessssssssssssss!!!!

So i been tidying my bedroom that is literally like a hoarding dump n was so overwhelming to tidy its practically covered in a few inches of dust. Anyway I've started tackling it n guess what i just fucking found???

Guess, guess. Guess

21 tabs of 2 mg suboxone!

Someone loves me up there yay :)

Tidying really is a good activity dontcha all thinks?! ;):p :D

Sadie said:
I have it in my hands now. It's so worn. Very very special to me. I miss my friend so much.
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((((Sadie)))) xxxx

Evey
 
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Don't donate them! I took a small amount and I was sick for 24 hrs! You simply don't know what some people can take! It seems my body rejects opiates! I can't believe how ill I was!
 
smackydowners said:
do you actually get higher on more sub when on maintenance, evey? it's pretty abuse-proof after a few days use in my experience, at least.

maybe you should donate them to someone who's currently got zero opiate tolerance so their maximum abuse potential can be utilized ;)
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I keep a stock pile for emergencies. Don't like running out. I nearly did once with my old key worker n went in my DSP in tears, panicking like ell that i wasn't going to get my script. They gave me a drink, were nice n sorted my script out but it wasn't a nice feeling i felt totally out of control.

Don't you stockpile your maintenance n abuse it? Isnt it natural to want to abuse your script for a bit of euthoria? Ive been angry as ell lately over everything n nothing so some extra is good.

:D

Sadie said:
Don't donate them! I took a small amount and I was sick for 24 hrs! You simply don't know what some people can take! It seems my body rejects opiates! I can't believe how ill I was!
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I only give them to people who need them would never give sub to an opiate naive person that's extremely dangerous.

Evey
 
Sadie said:
Don't donate them! I took a small amount and I was sick for 24 hrs! You simply don't know what some people can take! It seems my body rejects opiates! I can't believe how ill I was!
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haha i meant me, of course. and 1-2mg snorted at my current tolerance would have me high as a kite.

but yes, i'm aware of the puke-fest it can cause in the opiate naive. i've accidentally caused in someone myself by giving them only 1mg. strong stuff indeed.
 
It's mad how everyone is different ^ Wasn't aware of how strong they are/were when my man at the time gave me a 8mg to snort half of but ended up sniffin the lot n wasn't even slightly nauseous or anything - but more high than I've ever been than from smoking smack (although never mastered the technique).

p.s. cheers Evey :) although I doubt it lol.
 
Don't you stockpile your maintenance n abuse it? Isnt it natural to want to abuse your script for a bit of euthoria? Ive been angry as ell lately over everything n nothing so some extra is good.
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i'm not on any maintenance but back when i did use bupe, i found that once once my tolerance no longer allowed 2mg or so to get me high, no amount extra would get me any higher - more would just have me feeling a bit sick and weird.

anyway, irrelevant as i'm on the wagon now. but if it works for you then ace, just careful messing about with them, evey dear.
 
Apologies for my sudden departure last night, it began as a typical drunken gathering and ended with an acquaintance at best ending up in hospital after 40mg Diazepam, 12 pints, 450ml Vodka, 200ml sugary 20% ABV drink and an absolutely ridiculous amount of sketchy Head Shop 'random dose of random RC Cannabinoid' shite. Bonus points for him suffering facial trauma (two black eyes, nose broken, lip torn) after being savagely beaten not 12 hours prior. 8)

I will stress my own efforts to dissuade him from much more recklessness than bedrest. He turned from 'thoroughly intoxicated' into 'sheet-white, eyes rolling, teeth bared, struggling to vomit' in 5 seconds. Obviously, paramedics were called promptly and were provided with a list of all substances, times and as many details of his recent ordeal as could be gathered.
What matters is that he's fine and after sleeping off the booze was discharged from hospital. :)

The experience has deepened the great dilemma, in my mind, surrounding mass availability of chemicals which may present psychoactivity.
There's no denying my stance as an avid supporter of the incredible ingenuity shown by all involved in the RC trade, when it is performed correctly.
Alas, Woof Woof and its ilk made it all but certain that those well-studied compounds floating around in the grey market Ether would be targeted, and so began the Cat and Mouse game - I've had a Hell of a lot of fun over the years with a minimum of 70 compounds bio-assayed by yours truly.
However, on more than one occasion I have experienced issues related either to my use or the cessation of my use. A few memories of coming closer to a wooden box than ever can be attributed in some part to my use of RC's, the risks should never be understated.

I will never know why these Cowboy Chemical Cocktail merchants opt for compounds known to be toxic to a minority without clearly stating the ingredients when it takes all of a few hours to knock up stoopid amounts of a blend of known origin, dose, consistency and even flavour.

If people continue to choose select RC Cannabinoids over Cannabis, they shouldn't be having to toss up between 'fairly standard blend of Drug X at %' and 'may result in a horrible death', right? 8(

Hope you guys had a better time.
<3
 
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