Might quit doing heroin.
Not strung out atm (if i ever was) and atm im barely using. Last week i got high on dope one day and only did 4 which is for me pretty much not using.
My main connect has been sketchy/not picking up lately and my one other one mightnbe gone, his phone is off.
I can still get it easily but potentially not by myself/gotta go through oldhead middleman if i cant get it myself and idk
Its still fun but i wanna get my life together. I wanna either go back to the way i was, using errday/high tolerance or just quit. Not this occasional user bs.
I know my main connect didnt get arrested, i talked with him yesterday. But he wouldnt answer when me and a friend needed to see him and i had to call multiple times like in a row before i got to him.
Unusual fornhim, he seemed to be sellig way more/being quick and no hassle for a while now, known him for a year and i quit fucking with him in april-may 13 due to him whitetaxing, butnin the fall whem i started seeing him mainly again the price dropped and he was always quick, reliable and with good product.
Last year around this time is when i lost all my.good connects at once and you couldnt get any good bags here for good prices at all.
Damn police. Ive lost mad dealers to narc squad raids/people snitchin. And i only cop downtown here, i dont/wont go to bmore or the burg or lanc to cop so all my connects are phones and.open air cold copping isnt my greatest skill.
I can do it, ive done it downtown here on foot, but only a couple of times. Dont like going to try to cop andnhaving to walk around and ask random ghetto looking hispanic guys for it. It works some of thetime though. Every time i wasnt tryingnto cop when id be on foot downtown, id get offered after i already spent my cash but when i would try to find dealers id never find anyone who seemed legit enough that id be cool with buying off of.