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Gibberings CLV: Empathy is a Two Way Street

maxalfie said:
I used to take home £370 a week in my last job and about £280 of that was spent on gear.
Was a shock going from a habit that size costing that much to only having £71 a week, couldn't sustain a daily habit on that money so it made giving up gear a lot easier as I knew I just couldn't afford to have a habit anymore.
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same with me and bupe really, if i could have afforded it, i dont think id have caught myself within 2 months, id have just let it go on for much longer than that.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
same with me and bupe really, if i could have afforded it, i dont think id have caught myself within 2 months, id have just let it go on for much longer than that.
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When you are addicted to a drug money loses its real value and you don't think of all the stuff you could have bought instead.
 
yeah true, i could have that top of the range 40 inch tv and top of the range surround sound system to go with it, if it wasnt for that. Whats done is done, as soon as/if and when i get a job im gonna treat myself to that new tv with the first few months wages. I really enjoy good stuff and films on TV in HD, so might as well watch it in the best quality possible, ive got nothing else to spend my money on.
 
Certainly better to have something to show for the money you have earned instead of just a drug habit.
Still,no use crying over spilt milk, what's done is done and we only have ourselves to blame I guess.
Lessons learnt and all that jazz.
 
maxalfie said:
I used to take home £370 a week in my last job and about £280 of that was spent on gear.
Was a shock going from a habit that size costing that much to only having £71 a week, couldn't sustain a daily habit on that money so it made giving up gear a lot easier as I knew I just couldn't afford to have a habit anymore.
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Christ man I know just what you mean if I total up roughly what I've spent over 20 years on my habit we are talking around £40,000 to £50,000 its bloody stupid when you look at it I mean just think how much money dealers have made from me alone in profits
 
Yeah you think the dealers would treat their customers with more respect and be punctual if they realised how much cash they would get from us over the years.
 
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ive almost certainly spent more on tobacco than drugs, tobacco costed £1,500 a year and that was about 10 years ago when i worked that out, the price has probably trippled since then. I could have probaby bought another house with what ive spent on tobacco, could have probably bought a fuckin nice new Audi or something with what ive spent on drugs.

Funnily enough i regret the tobacco far more than the drugs, at least the drugs have given me some experiences, both good and bad. Tobacco hasnt given me anything, except a potential ticking time bomb in the form of cancer. If i stay stopped now, i reduce the risk by 50 %. If id stayed stopped 10 or 20 years ago there'd have been the same risk as a non smoker.
 
to right max it is

back in 93 when I first started I must of had about 10 dealers which I supplied with customers regular basically you couldn't score in York with out going through me to get to some one at one point but its them who made the cash got the cars houses tvs you know the works me I just ended up in the nut house and screwed for life when it comes down to it as I will never be free of this illness of mine
 
foolsgold said:
to right max it is

back in 93 when I first started I must of had about 10 dealers which I supplied with customers regular basically you couldn't score in York with out going through me to get to some one at one point but its them who made the cash got the cars houses tvs you know the works me I just ended up in the nut house and screwed for life when it comes down to it as I will never be free of this illness of mine
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Gutting isn't it.
I did at one stage think of setting myself up as a dealer but decided I just could not be bothered with the hassle day & night not to mention some of the local psychos I'd have to deal with and avoid trying to be robbed by.
 
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