mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
/i can now see why people like benzos so much actually. Just had a four etiz and it dosen't matter antmore. Just feel numb and content. This drug could really come in handy for those moments where everything gets tooo much, got to make sure I always have some of these around just in case i'm having a bad day and I don't feel like I can takyte it anymore.
exactly right. The 'nothing matters' thing is something to watch out for. Its caught me out by making some terrible IRL decisions and being too loosed mouthed for my own good. Over time i have learnt to stop and think for a second and am now making less of these blunders, which so far ive been lucky in as much as theyve only been embarrassing rather than down right dangerous.
Ideally there are better ways of dealing with things when things do get too much, and you cant take it any more, there are coping mechanisms that you can put in place. You dont need benzos. It is true that as an immediate chemical fix they work wonders. The more you need them though, the greater your chances are of becomming addicted. They creep up on you and catch you unawares IME.
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