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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread II

hexagram said:
/i can now see why people like benzos so much actually. Just had a four etiz and it dosen't matter antmore. Just feel numb and content. This drug could really come in handy for those moments where everything gets tooo much, got to make sure I always have some of these around just in case i'm having a bad day and I don't feel like I can takyte it anymore.
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exactly right. The 'nothing matters' thing is something to watch out for. Its caught me out by making some terrible IRL decisions and being too loosed mouthed for my own good. Over time i have learnt to stop and think for a second and am now making less of these blunders, which so far ive been lucky in as much as theyve only been embarrassing rather than down right dangerous.

Ideally there are better ways of dealing with things when things do get too much, and you cant take it any more, there are coping mechanisms that you can put in place. You dont need benzos. It is true that as an immediate chemical fix they work wonders. The more you need them though, the greater your chances are of becomming addicted. They creep up on you and catch you unawares IME.
 
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that period was out of character for me. Maybe i hadnt made much of an impact on EADD until then, so people didnt really notice me until then, and then thought that was how i was. I dunno.

Im feeling a lot better now. I was on the verge of a breakdown i think. Its twice in my life that ive been really unwell. Earlier on this year was the second occasion. The mental health/drugs group workers ive been seeing have helped me so much.
 
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I like the new mdb even more!

And, I gave some of my time for the struggling mdb with some perhaps uneducated but well-meant advice, cos I saw thru a lot of his rage, cos I have been in similar shoes as his! =D

Maybe a language barrier has taken away from some of my intentions :/
 
lurching said:
I like the new mdb even more!

And, I gave some of my time for the struggling mdb with some perhaps uneducated but well-meant advice, cos I saw thru a lot of his rage, cos I have been in similar shoes as his! =D

Maybe a language barrier has taken away from some of my intentions :/
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Im sorry but you dont strike me as sincere or genuine in the slightest your sarcastic in a lot of your posts which strike me as coming from bitterness now you like the new mdb riiiiiite
You tried to help him you say but prob laughed at him behind his back.
you speak perfectly coherently my brother come on now ;-)
 
I mean, I'm not going to deny that I've been an arsehole in the past, but I hope that I still gave some useful info now and then.. Geez, you are putting me on the spot here, acid_ed :D
 
I didn't see your input the same way as acieed_ed lurching. You pretty publicly stated a while back that you often chose not to participate in advice giving due to communication translation difficulties, but that you try and give it a go too. I've seen you try to remedy communication mix ups before a few times too. That's not the behaviour of someone laughing at misfortune for kicks imo.
 
brimz said:
You were a fukinnightmare mate on that Phenazepam although i was one of the few people that you didn't block !!
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lol yeah it was down to about only you and knock that i didnt block at that stage. Im exagerating, though i did block about ten people, a couple of them were being trolls, but most of them were speaking sense, i just didnt want to hear it.
 
Anyone that thinks lurching is malicious is deranged. And so we have acieed_ed, 25 blotters and 10 pills a day for as long as anyone can remember yes? :D Just kidding. But seriously lurching isn't a baddie. None of us are perfect when it comes to making ourselves properly and fully understood in the medium of pixels.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
lol yeah it was down to about only you and knock that i didnt block at that stage. Im exagerating, though i did block about ten people, a couple of them were being trolls, but most of them were speaking sense, i just didnt want to hear it.
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and me! I was still there. I Pmd you stuff. Dunno how that link was received tho, possibly as criticism? It was actually meant to be helpful towards understanding how people were reacting to you
 
lurching said:
I mean, I'm not going to deny that I've been an arsehole in the past, but I hope that I still gave some useful info now and then.. Geez, you are putting me on the spot here, acid_ed :D
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ive been a bit of a dick too in the past you are knoledgable about drugs theres no doubt about that but i am too its the way you come across.. wires crossed mb
didnt mean to put you on the spot i just though mdb was being mocked my bad
 
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Marmalade said:
and me! I was still there. I Pmd you stuff. Dunno how that link was received tho, possibly as criticism? It was actually meant to be helpful towards understanding how people were reacting to you
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yeah sorry, i was exaggerating, just that brimz and knock were the first people that came to mind. Several other people were trying to help me aswell. Thankyou to all of them, including you.
 
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Marmalade said:
and me! I was still there. I Pmd you stuff. Dunno how that link was received tho, possibly as criticism? It was actually meant to be helpful towards understanding how people were reacting to you
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Ive just tried to find that PM, and only just noticed that BL seems to be automatically deleting PMs over a certain age. Not very happy about that, if that is the case.
 
This zispin is just making me tired, but I still can't actually sleep. This insomnia shit sucks big time.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Ive just tried to find that PM, and only just noticed that BL seems to be automatically deleting PMs over a certain age. Not very happy about that, if that is the case.
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Don't think that happens. Could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure it doesn't.

Confirmation Knockers?
 
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