dopemaster
Bluelight Crew
I suppose runny nose is the first thing but hardly a nuisance compared to the next. The leg cramps are the worst by far IME and they get worse each kick. Thats how kicking got its name. People would little kick in the air back in the day when people got put in straight jackets and rubber-roomed. Hell I do bicycle movements with my legs all the time trying to relieve the cramps. Its awful. I pray for the cold sweats to come back as they aint shit compared to the leg cramps. I think the longer you use the more insanely unbearable the leg cramps get. I wanted to top myself so bad last time I kicked. I literally asked my mum if she would be cool with it if I shot myself and whether I should put on my best suit or not and whether I should do it outside or inside. She was at a loss for words or tears. She pretty much gave me to go ahead. I guess I felt like life can be absolutly beautiful but Ive sure dug a fucking deep hole. Im usually the type to never consider suicide but I hate those fucking leg cramps. Im cool now if anyone is freaking out over this. It was a ways back.