When I took 4aco with my friends, every single time one of them went to talk I had the expectation that what they were gonna say was something horrible and negative and wrong. I also was afraid to talk at my times and felt extremely awkward and anxious etc. The anxious thought loops really fucked with my head.4-AcO-DMT puts me in negative thought loops where I spend the peak of my trip obsessing about things that are not true, and it therefore serves no benefit to me.
The only aspect I enjoy is the warm, glowing euphoria I experience after the peak has worn off, and I return to reality again. I love that feeling. But it is ultimately not worth the negative experience when there are other hallucinogens out there.
When I took 4aco with my friends, every single time one of them went to talk I had the expectation that what they were gonna say was something horrible and negative and wrong. I also was afraid to talk at my times and felt extremely awkward and anxious etc. The anxious thought loops really fucked with my head.
"The only aspect I enjoy is the warm, glowing euphoria I experience after the peak has worn off." EXACTLY, I look forward to the comedown as the best part
My thoughts exactly.Good grief! Alprazolam for eight years?! That will greatly dull any psychedelic. I'm surprised that you've (apparently) been able to get real trips from other compounds. You really should consider getting off Alprazolam (or any other benzodiazepine) over the next few months.
I've had success vaporising 4-HO-DMT freebase.
I am not experienced enough with HO's vs ACO's , I've only tried one or the other so far. From what I've read they seem to be pretty much the same , aside from maybe duration or one being more potent by weight. Don't quote me on that though , It's just something I think I've read in this forum and don't have first hand experience.
As to why 4-HO-mipt is my favorite so far , it has a much longer duration , usually 6 hours compared to 4-aco-DMt usually being 3-4 for me. Visuals are different. I find 4-aco-DMt things are really geometric type visuals & reds really pop out. 4-HO-mipt visuals are a lot more wavy for a lack of better words. 4-HO-mipt is pretty stimulating whereas 4-Aco-DMt is quite sedating. I find 4-HO-mipt come up to be a bit rough , body load somewhat intense but after that I love the tactile aspect which is great for sex and reminds me of 5-meo-mipt , but the come up has kept me from pushing 4-HO-mipt past 25mg as I get a sewhat uncomfortable body load , which may have to do with finding a way to channel the stimulation. 4-aco-DMt on the other hand I love the body buzz , it hits me with waves of body euphoria which rivals MDMA ime , but I've found it's not nearly as good for sex as 4-HO-mipt. Both very much enhance music. I find 4-aco-DMt more giggly but always near the comedown... Anyway starting to ramble not sure i even answered why 4-HO-mipt is my favorite lol , I very much like both , just find them quite different.
When I took 4aco with my friends, every single time one of them went to talk I had the expectation that what they were gonna say was something horrible and negative and wrong. I also was afraid to talk at my times and felt extremely awkward and anxious etc. The anxious thought loops really fucked with my head.
I'm glad somebody else agrees. I've had people look at me like I'm crazy for saying I enjoy LSD, but mushrooms (which are for some reason popularly considered mild by comparison) and 4-aco-dmt cause me to flip out.
Maybe "flip-out" isn't the right term, but they make me feel unpleasant.
I can understand where you're coming from, I get very emotional/unstable (this compound's strength) on this and that could very well switch to such an anxiety ridden state. This is a personal voyage type compound more than anything else I've tried, which is why I leave it for that very purpose.
Should I be taking the fumarate or the freebase?
I have taken it once before without actually knowing which of the above it was. 30mg was a fantastic trip.
Should I be taking the fumarate or the freebase?
I have taken it once before without actually knowing which of the above it was. 30mg was a fantastic trip.
This is in line with my experiences: 4-aco-dmt has me facing personal issues at some moment during the trip. I was glad to be alone the first time i took a high dose: i cried my eyes out with no holding back, and it was one of the most helpful and releasing things in quite a long time.
Same thing happened next time (about a different issue, mind you), and i'm quite sure it will happen again next time.
Anyway i make sure to be alone with this one, since realization and release of inner turmoil is something 4-aco-dmt seems to be really good at, it's even the peak of the experience for me, and i really appreciate it for this. The gorgeous visuals are a nice bonus!
Once i took a medium dose to go at a party, and it felt ackward, i could feel it aiming for my lacrymal glands. For now this one is only for my solo therapeutic sessions...
I actually have a small amount of 4-HO-met , I fear it's a bit degraded as its tan color.I also have a tan batch of 4-ho-met and I do not think it has degraded. Sniffing 15mgs produced some very decent visuals, 30mgs orally had me seeing beautiful patterns all around me as well as causing uncontrollable fits of laughter through out the whole trip.
I doesn't matter though the fumerate salt will be slightly more potent.