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Yeah, you will feel better soon man, just give it time <3
And remember to call a friend tomorrow! Just do it.
Also, we don't have a proper chat function on here unfortunately. You can PM people back and forth, or arrange to chat on an external site like AIM or MSN or tinychat etc.
 
the hour went by entirely too quickly. and for some reason, ward patients aren't allowed to have flowers in their rooms, even live plastic-potted ones. got her a tiny blue hyacinth, a pretty purple crocus, and a scarlet/yellow carnation. so its sitting at the orderly station. fixin to raise hell over that rule, and they don't even know why it exists.
did get a new journal and some colored pens in though, as well as some yummy lickies-&-chewies. and while wet, not too cold out, so I didn't freeze while chainsmoking & waiting for my ride.
 
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Hi there to all my TDS counterparts :\
Im officaly old now, 30th was on the 28th, Didnt do heaps but kept the girlfriend and kid happy by painting on the bullshit birthday happyness persona. Shits hit me hard but, I got so much i gotta change if i wanna keep going another 30 yrs.
Today i actualy managed to get back to a debt counciler, and will go suss out the uni shit this arvo, Its more than ive done to help myself in weeks,
Spewing i was gonna quit ciggys again today but here i stand with another packet and still no source for the "eletric cigerette" which i hear is by far the best quit aid out there. Kinda makes me:!
Last of the bags gone too, I'm fucking serious about the T- break this time but still dissapoint that im medicated, stuck on ciggys, entering WD's soon from running out of hoota. Kickin back now with a tallie, the meds just dont cut it anymore alone, But on a positive note ive eaten better in the last few days:\

Ix that sounds terrible hey i remember what it was like having my gf in hospital it was only appendix but still a shit thing and a shit place to have to be, Hope that ur partner is ok and not chemicly labotomised (that shit should be made a human rights violation IMO) and sending well wishes and healing vibes plugged in directly to the universe's so i really hope things get better.

n30 im also saddened to hear about the loss close to you i hope you are coping ok aswell as the family<3
Might get down to the local branch of the uni i wanna do this bridge year @ also, but im not holding my breath.
What happy for everyone else?
 
^ hey thanks bro, I always keep it unmentioned, last year was shit to say the least i let it drop... As much as i dont see the big thing about it, It's really nice to recieve a birthday msg:)
Sorry i havnt kept in touch, just had a really downer time thru Nov, Dec & Jan...
Should PM you with my MSN addy so we can catch up... Been following along, seems like u been up and down like me a bit:\
Hope ur well today... let us know if ya wanna get on MSN or something, You alot younger than me bro but i can relate to alot of what ur going thru having had the same shit 10 something years ago.
Peace im out till i come back in halfa:)
 
Hey, S.M.F.G. Happy Birthday to you !!<3!! Here is my present to you: just stand your 30 up to my 58 and see how that looks, eh? Feeling younger yet? :) You are such a great person and you carry such a big load on your shoulders--not only your own but your precious daughter's as well. You do it all while keeping your heart soft and open and that right there is one of life's greatest accomplishments! :)<3 Happy Birthday again!!<3
 
SMFG-- Ha! You're officially an adult now. The 20s are pretty well just extended late-teens these days. Enjoy your dirty 30s my friend!
 
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Im officaly old now, 30th was on the 28th,
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SMFG!!! You sneaky so-and-so!!! :D I can't believe you didn't tell us it was your birthday man!
Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!!! =D <3
I know I know, getting older sucks. But just remember that you've got some good prospects for this year, your bridging course and quitting cigs and such. Keep positive mate <3
 
Thanks so much for the well wishes everyone :)
Im nearly teary over it.... The support and love here is tremendous.
its getin on towards early eve right now, Yall sendin me off to sleep tonite feling like i mean something to someone other than my kid. It's a boost to know im part of such a great thing...
nice to c u back around effie also, iz always doin the dissapering act here but i spose most of us all do when we needs a break, off tap or out of internetz:\
Sweet dreams people that are in my timezone, have a nice day to everyone else<3
 
Cool on the jounaland pens i am writing an awful lot it is so therapeutic and helpful. Hope your lady gets her gorgeous flowers, she is lucky to have you <3
 
Good night hun, yourfriendship and support means loads to me, and id share my last oxyfor your od's if you lived near me hun <3 and healing, alleviating thoughts sweet.
 
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Hey thenightwatch! Yep, I know you from around the forums ;) Nice to see you in here <3
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heh yeah i've seen you around too :).

so lemme get this straight.... the dark side is where you go if you want to chill and be happy and maybe vent a little bit, and the lounge is.... well, not very easy to lounge in =p

strange place, this bluelight thing XD i think i like it better here on The Dark Side ;)
 
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heh yeah i've seen you around too :).

so lemme get this straight.... the dark side is where you go if you want to chill and be happy and maybe vent a little bit, and the lounge is.... well, not very easy to lounge in =p

strange place, this bluelight thing XD i think i like it better here on The Dark Side ;)
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Haha! You got that right!=D
 
Happy birthday SMFG! :D <3

And I agree, TDS is the place to be %)
 
Happy Birthday SMFG!

Yeah, bluelight is strange. Back then I researched bluelight on ways to get higher, nowadays it helps me to stay clean...
 
^ That's the beauty of it.. BL can help you whatever stage you are at! And it is full of some of the nicest people I have ever encountered (especially in TDS) :) <3

Pizza for tea, not had an appetite for ages and had a really rough few days which always reduces it further.. but just started to feel hungry, hooray! Decided pizza was a suitable reward :D
 
thnx effie n V/W <3:)
Get thru the shower, clean up, get out that goddamn door. the latter is the hardest of all. Gotta get down to this uni today i just gotta.
 
^^ Just do it man! You'll be so glad you did. Celebrate every little achievement :)
 
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^ hey thanks bro, I always keep it unmentioned, last year was shit to say the least i let it drop... As much as i dont see the big thing about it, It's really nice to recieve a birthday msg:)
Sorry i havnt kept in touch, just had a really downer time thru Nov, Dec & Jan...
Should PM you with my MSN addy so we can catch up... Been following along, seems like u been up and down like me a bit:\
Hope ur well today... let us know if ya wanna get on MSN or something, You alot younger than me bro but i can relate to alot of what ur going thru having had the same shit 10 something years ago.
Peace im out till i come back in halfa:)
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Totally man. Message me your MSN and we'll talk sometime :) Hope you're doing well, I know things are tough for you but you'll get through it.
 
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