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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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I always thought that mxe in its purest form is just an off white powder. From what i understand it does not crystalize well at all. I had some fluffy off white mxe and it was potent as all hell. Instant body buzz and tingles as it dissolved under my tongue and shortly after followed by the euphoric, dissociated dream like state that we all love. Im sure there is little difference though between the off white mxe and just a pure white mxe. As long as its got the dense powder flour like consistency it should be all good. MXE is just potent in general.
 
The texture is irrelevant. These things are made in large batches resulting in crystals/clumps of all sorts of sizes. They run the resulting physical mass through some kind of grinding/crushing process to make it a uniform fine texture to facilitate dispensing. It's a byproduct of the particular equipment used to do this which can vary widely and has no pharmacological meaning.
 
Does anybody know what would happen if someone with a dissociative disorder would take dissociatives like MXE or Ketamin?
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What's a dissociative disorder?
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It's hard to explain in a few words...u better look on wiki or something. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_disorder

Derealization or Depersonalization are types of dissociative symptomes/disorders.

Does anybody know what would happen, if someone would take a dissociative when he has a dissociative disorder, for example dissociative fugue?
 
sonnyblack793 said:
It's hard to explain in a few words...u better look on wiki or something. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_disorder

Derealization or Depersonalization are types of dissociative symptomes/disorders.

Does anybody know what would happen, if someone would take a dissociative when he has a dissociative disorder, for example dissociative fugue?
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I would say it's a bad idea... I was under the impression that people with that condition were more susceptible to psychosis (like legit, bad psychosis) and dissociatives would probably exacerbate that. Disregarding PCP, which can make anyone psychotic, there've been famous authors and scientists who've taken large amounts of ketamine, then wandered off and frozen in the middle of the snowy wilderness, or drowned in their bathtub.
 
Lol I don't know how anyone leaves their house high.
Not for me. I like to be safe at home while high.
Trouble lurks outside now days.

New years was the exception, I was safe at a friends' while high.

Every time I've done concerts or gone camping and got funky it was just weird or out of place or uncomfortable. If I'm going to enjoy being high, I need to be comfortable.

I think I am most comfortable experimenting with psychedelics alone.
It's tough to convey my feelings while trippin' and enduring the body loads of different substances. When I was younger I had a few friends it was ok to do this type of thing with but they've all "grown up".

If I do drugs with people, they always want to go out and do things, and I don't.
This seems to ruin my trips, so I do the drugs alone instead. Much better.
I think ultimately it would be nice to find people who would just relax and enjoy it with me but people always have to be doing things.
 
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If you can get over whatever self-conscious feelings you have, journeying from one apartment building to another in a city on medium doses of special k can be fun. Sort of reminded me of that scene in Fear and Loathing when they huff ether, then try to walk into that carnival-casino.
 
It's been a (looong) while since I seen that movie but I kinda get the feeling my life is somewhat like that sometimes.

Oh I never tried K either. All this MXE is new to me. I call it Mextacy.

Funny how I can DJ a party when I'm not high but when I get high I wanna go hide away from people.
 
After a good night's sleep I'm a little annoyed, to be honest.

Looking back with a sober head at the effects of the off-white MXE it's not looking good:

Small sublingual doses won't get you "there". Faster redosing won't get you "there" either. The only thing you do get is a compounding of side effects.

Mania, uncomfortable physical feelings like nausea and overstimulation and just general malaise.

Proper MXE is a great drug for occasional use IF you have the right batch and the more expensive fluffy white batch ís the right batch.

IMO ofcourse.
 
last nights experience was shit, coincidence that it was from a different bag with little lumpy bits as well, ended up irritated and with a headache, felt some MXE effects but it was lacking. bollocks
 
Yeah I agree, there are some bad batches going around sadly. I ordered 500mg last week and only 250mg arrived in the post, I emailed the vendor about it, he said he'd posted the rest of it. Still hasn't turned up. :(
 
im on about 65mg, fuzzy, warm, hoping for visuals this time, seems this this batch is great at making u cross eyed and dizzy.. i want CEVS :P
 
hey guys.. been goin on mxe from about till 1 till almost 8.30 now.... scared me a bit.. woke up and still going, is this typiical? i only di maybe 65mg..

Edit: damn this shit is no joke... i think im done for a bit with phycs.. if someone is there to talk me down id be thankefull.. never been this close to truly losin it.. wow.
 
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thesilence891 said:
hey guys.. been goin on mxe from about till 1 till almost 8.30 now.... scared me a bit.. woke up and still going, is this typiical? i only di maybe 65mg..

Edit: damn this shit is no joke... i think im done for a bit with phycs.. if someone is there to talk me down id be thankefull.. never been this close to truly losin it.. wow.
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Hi there!

MXE can be too-long lasting for sure, but what you might be experiencing now is the potent, acute after effects that some call a "glow".

The Glow is nice in limited amounts, as it is energizing and motivating.

But the acute after-effects of dosing MXE too high can certainly be unpleasant! The sudden, acute development of a too-strong Glow can give a speedy, confused and manic effect that paradoxically produces a depressing feeling... I think it is because the body and mind just want to rest, but cannot seem to get to baseline and rest comfortably.

My suggestion is to find some limited activity or engrossing show, computer activity to do while you "come down" from the AfterGlow.

If you have any benzos they will work wonders! Don't take a lot, but 0.5-1 mg etizolam and a glass of wine (JUST ONE) will certainly get you well on your way to sleeping, and sleeping is the best way to come down off the AfterGlow. If you don't have benzos, I think that diphenhydramine (Benadryl) might work as well, although I don't have experience with that, and 25 mg (a standard dose) should do the trick.

I'd stay away from: 1) more MXE (!!); 2) Cannabis or synthetic cannabinoids; 3) any type of stimulant; 4) any 5HT2A agonist such as 2C-E, 2C-B, 25I-NBOMe, etc.

Just find that activity (stretching, yoga, listening to tunes, getting into a new show, etc) and then take a benzo or diphenhydramine with one (1) glass of wine and relax until sleep arrives. It might seem like a long time coming, but you will certainly get there.
 
Nahh that's not the afterglow. I think its when the dissociative effects wear off therefore you notice any negative side effects from the DRI side. 65mg is a high dose for a first time, even if it was staggered over a few hours. These effects will be less noticeable with future dosing :) The afterglow usually manifests later on!

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Hope your okay buddy, how you doing atm?
 
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these days i have been reading "the scientist: a methaphysical autobiography" and "programing the human bio computer" by john lily and am in absolute euphoria and shit all the things i have realised on ketamine dxm and methoxemine are now explained to me in a new way.
all i whanted to say is that john lilly is an absolute MUST read for anybody involved with dissociatives
im sure alot of people here have read him but just for the ones that might have not had the chanse until now - do it !
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Funny you should mention that, as I just started reading another of Lilly's books tonight, Center of the Cyclone. In the two books you mentioned does he talk about his experiments with ketamine? In Center of the Cyclone he talks about LSD but not ketamine (so far anyway). This was published in 1971. I'm not sure when he got into ketamine, but I think it was later in the 70's.
 
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Nahh that's not the afterglow. I think its when the dissociative effects wear off therefore you notice any negative side effects from the DRI side. 65mg is a high dose for a first time, even if it was staggered over a few hours. These effects will be less noticeable with future dosing :) The afterglow usually manifests later on!

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Hope your okay buddy, how you doing atm?
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im ok.. it about 4hrs since posting that. the stuff i have is VERY weird, it not my first time with it, the last time was probly 50mg over a span of around 6 hrs. but this time was heavy, it has a pronounced "cross eye" feeling that gets pretty bad over 40-50mg. and i was really confused upon waking up, thinking i was in a different dimension or something..

pretty sure its not good mxe, im very experienced with mdma and lsd and the afterglow is nothing like either of them. and the visuals were.. very different than anything ive had before, just flowing dull colors of green or purple, i was floting in space looking at a space ship at one point, but all in all whatever i have is a very strange chemical, the visuals can be fun but the severe cross eye vision is prob not worht it..
 
yea i thought id give it another go after the first time to make sure, i broke through for sure and was in a void, disconnected from body listening to psy-ambient music, it was fun for a bit but not the amazing-ness some are describing. i got 500mg coming in the mail currently from a different vendor so wel see.. fingers crossed.
 
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