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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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I just want to say, this may be my favorite chemical taken thus far, and I've introduced it to many of my friends, with all of them coming back for more. Everyone seems to love it.
 
Survived Abortion said:
eye_wide_open: Your subconscious mind absorbs an astonishing magnitude of information throughout your everyday and night existence, and your normal awareness is only privvy to a very small percentage of this. That is why these types of drugs do the things they do; if we already were in full awareness of our entire spectrum of consciousness, then psychedelic drugs would be pointless. The MXE is not helping you "prophesize" cultural information. It is opening your awareness to your subconscious which has stored buzzwords such as MK-ULTRA.

Don't obsess about things like "new world order" conspiracies, and it's associated buzzwords, and soundbites and all the stories involved. It is a treacherous slope to be going down, it can really drive you insane. The reason for that is because of the sheer volume of gross misinformation (and disinformation) flying around on the internet amongst groups of people who get so sucked in to the negativity of it all they can't see the true nature of reality.

There is nothing inherently conspiratorial about a 'new world order', it is simply a globalist vision of humanity that a great swath of the political landscape believes in. Once you start obsessing about MK-ULTRA, HAARP, and deep underground bases, you are well on the way to a self-inflicted misery of depressed indulgence. Yes, these government creations exist (or have existed), but not on the kind of deep conspiratorial level you are talking about, and it does nothing but cause more problems and paranoia between groups of people when you involve yourself too heavily in them. Give it recognition for the bare facts, but don't get sucked in because it can really screw you up. Live your life as a free being.

The reason I'm speaking up about this, is that I can't stand rampant fear-mongering. And that is what I see in your posts, as it pertains to the whole "the government is going to form an NWO and slaughter 80% of it's population". You need to do a whole lot more research on these things before you let your MXE influenced mind join dots that shouldn't be joined and jump to grand conclusions like these.

I wouldn't get too heavily involved in all that quantum mechanical stuff either. It has certain scientific applications that extend in to everyday areans such as computer technology etc., but when you start believing in the universe just being made up of entirely discreet particles, and that your mind creates all existence, you are really losing yourself down a deluded rabbit-hole. I think much of the new-age religious media has a lot to answer for here.

Remember the power of psychedelic and dissociatives to also allow you profound indulgence in the ego, as well as liberation from it, depending on how you exercise the power of your mind. Exercise some clear-headedness and rational thought, in order to seperate the delusional fluff from reality. If you don't give yourself enough break between experiences, you will inevitably develop some delusions like the ones you have already stated.
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I appreciate your input guys.
I can see how a drug can bring things forward from my subconscious.
It's all kinda new to me so just realizing it now.

I don't plan to act on any of it, just trying to figure out what the hell was going on while on MXE. lol
To me it was like I was being shown things.

From what you guys say I was showing myself things my conscious self didn't know.

I don't worry about me going crazy.. but I do worry about people thinking I'm crazy for trying to explain my experiences that I get while on MXE. I don't plan to act irrational about what I experienced. What I experienced is so profound it's just hard not to share it.
Just stating my experiences. If I didn't come here and state this stuff I wouldn't have learned how MXE brings forward subconscious aspects.

It still flat out trips me out though and otherwise would be unexplainable as something out of this world. But life goes on as usual..

Even if the drug did teach me about an NWO and this supposed NWO started killing people off tomorrow, what could I do about it? Nothing much. I'm not too worried about it and won't be one to feed into the NWO paranoia.

Just got surprised at what MXE can do I guess. Hell if I knew all that. lol
 
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loremipsum said:
layering bumps of 20mg every hour is a good way to start. MXE is really nice to layer.
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+1 20mg/hr until you hit home.
Yeah go easy on it or you might think it's teaching you things. lol

If you are learning them from yourself but because of the MXE bringing them to your conscious, then perhaps in a way, it is?!

If you know something in your subconscious mind, do you really know it at all?
Not until you find a way to bring it out right?

Now I'm kinda confused haha.

I haven't had any MXE since new years and it's not something I do regularly so stopping use of the chemical isn't a problem at all for me.

I had a huge beer last night and it felt comfortably the same as coming up on MXE. Made me miss the stuff.

For what it's worth, life has been looking up since I used it though.
Got my drivers license back from suspension, taking care of tickets and applying for jobs.

Another thing I miss is how it was such a good anti-depressant.
 
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Transcendence said:
Yes, this is one of my favorite aspects of MXE. When I watch a movie after staggering doses, I feel like I can't separate my own persona from the characters on screen, similar to how a baby doesn't distinguish between their self and their parents. I remember I watched Magnolia one night...if anyone here has seen that film you can imagine what a trainwreck that was. It's embarrassing to look back on, but I "knew" that every character on screen was an accurate reflection of my own life, that I was a horrible, lonely drug addict, and convinced myself that I was abused as a child.
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AHahahahaha, thanks for the laughter :D
 
Issac Sinclair said:
Are you still able to get the fluffy stuff? I got grainy off white as well, it is salty and doesn't hurt when I snort it, but I assume its from impurities.
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Well, I just received 3 grams that, reportedly, is very good and a tiny little taste did show promise but this batch looks like the grainy batch so to be honest, I'm not sure.

I'm assuming the vendor I got the fluffy MXE from still has it in stock but it's priced accordingly.

I'll give the new batch a test run tonight and report back.
 
I got sleep paralysis last night, dunno if MXE, 2mg Etizolam and a very small amount of alcohol had anything to do with it though. I had it a few weeks ago while not on anything.
 
Dude! I havn't been to BL in a while but I just returned to post in this thread about MXE use and sleep paralysis! Freaky. So, anyways I've been using MXE in small doses every once in a while for about a year and a half (Going through a total of 1,5 g, so I'm not a big consumer I'd say.). Returning from my christmas holiday (in which i didn't use any MXE, a break of maybe 6 weeks) i dosed about 20 mg in the afternoon. Going to sleep i had weird dreams about nazis grinding rotten meat inside ventilation shafts in a bunker in order to nauseate jews. I wake up from this rather gross dream to find myself in sleep paralysis, hallucinating that a figure is standing at my bed and throwing something large at me.

After mentioning this to a friend, whom I've been discussing my use of drugs with lately, she asked if I thought this was related to drug use. I hadn't made that connection at all, but thinking about it I realised that i have experienced sleep paralysis a total of three times in my lifetime, all of these times after my first encounter with MXE. Anyone else feel that they've experienced sleep paralysis more commonly after MXE use? For those not familiar with the phenomenon, see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis.
 
just hoofed up 25mg-ish... dont usually do drugs through the week but sod it =D
 
Hmm, it really seems that the high fades away quickly, not like the previous times. Could this be tolerance or maybe the compound is starting to degrade. I do have some of the oldest MXE (over 1 year old, 2. batch).

Could it be degradation? it's been in the zip-bag in the refrigerator
 
Eghh, this the only drug I find rather addictive, it is quite easy to give up once you've gone a whole day of not taking any though. I tend to treat like it's a glass of wine or just one spliff in the evening. If it had a bad comedown then I wouldn't be taking it at all. I'll probably quit at the weekend though as got a job trial on Saturday.
 
TantrumTabulev, my mom is Chinese, they think that it was ghosts sitting on her chest. I had that happen to me a few times on this stuff too, it seems to enhance dreams as well.

This is the drug that I compare to weed, it is good in most situations, has no comedown, and seemingly no side effects that I can't deal with. However, it has come to a point that it doesn't really do much at all for me besides keep me in equilibrium or homeostasis. Not sure how to stop, some people say exchange it for weed?
 
Well, the verdict is in and the fluffy white stuff still reigns supreme.

I'm a little disappointed because the reports were all so very positive, but it's not too bad though.

The grainy MXE does lack that magic, that "je ne sais quoi", if you know what I mean.

The fluffy white MXE will cost you an arm and a leg but at least you won't feel them!
 
has anyone got the amazing floury fluffy smooth white stuff, but with random little crystals in it? my previous lot was very smooth, no crystals. this looks the same but with a few odd crystals. cant make up my mind if its as good or not. feels a bit different

MXE + earthflight on BBC1... holy fuck
 
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Personally I haven't really been able to tell any difference in effects between the fluffier batch and the less fluffy, more floury one. I think we need some picture references, I will probably take some nice close up pictures of the 2 different batches I have later tonight or tomorrow and upload them here so everyone has something to compare to.

Also on the sleep paralysis; I've personally never experienced it and I've done 5-10g of mxe throughout the last year for sure. According to wikipedia though:

Some reports read that various factors increase the likelihood of both paralysis and hallucinations. These include:

Sleeping in a face upwards or supine position
Increased stress
Sudden environmental/lifestyle changes
A lucid dream that immediately precedes the episode.
Excessive consumption of alcohol coupled with lack of adequate sleep.
 
Does anybody know what would happen if someone with a dissociative disorder would take dissociatives like MXE or Ketamin?
 
ColtDan said:
has anyone got the amazing floury fluffy smooth white stuff, but with random little crystals in it? my previous lot was very smooth, no crystals. this looks the same but with a few odd crystals. cant make up my mind if its as good or not. feels a bit different
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I've had both types, and I'd say the crystalline stuff was a bit more speedy without as much warmth to it. The fluffy stuff feels a bit more opiate like and more sedating. Much prefer that stuff.
 
Does anybody know what would happen if someone with a dissociative disorder would take dissociatives like MXE or Ketamin?
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What's a dissociative disorder?
 
ColtDan said:
has anyone got the amazing floury fluffy smooth white stuff, but with random little crystals in it? my previous lot was very smooth, no crystals. this looks the same but with a few odd crystals. cant make up my mind if its as good or not. feels a bit different

MXE + earthflight on BBC1... holy fuck
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Seems like the texture is a bit different every time. Who knows why.
Was just given another small batch to study. It's not super fine, but it's fine with lots of small chunks. it's like 80%fine to 20%chunk

This time hoping to go into it with the knowledge that what I'm taught is what I already knew but.. didn't. Then see what I get out of it. lol
I hate waiting while allergy testing.

Back to Ocarina of Time for now.
 
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