we can call my slip up a "slip up" but I had every intention on using. been GOOD since. was just fun to get back to OLD times the other day; shooting, nodding, shooting, nodding, eating, smoking, nodding, waking up at 3AM to shoot, nod back to bed.
it was good but ONLY good for that ONE DAY! I have way too much shit happening right now to be bothered by that bullshit, ya know!!?
I've only taking 4MG of bupe since my last shot and feel fine; we'll see, tho. I have no problem going back to 8MG and maybe take another 4MG later tonight depending on how I feel; we'll see.
a slip is a slip. simple and easy as that. dont go listen to NA/AA and how you have to start over again; YOU DONT! NOTHING CHANGES except that the fact you lost $100. ill just pretend I bet the Pat's that day for MORE and didnt shoot at all, ha.
either way, I dont regret the slip because here I am 2 days later and still feel IN CONTROL which makes me even happier. we'll see how things play out but for now I dont have a worry in the world and all is going right for me, so ill take it.