Oh man...I posted this in another thread...
I went back home for just a few days last week...I flew home to pick up a car and drive it back out to "cow country" where I live...not really "cow country", but definitely a city with more meth/crack than anything else for hard drugs....If you're into meth, Nebraska/Iowa is a fucking paradise! It's cheap and easy as hell to score by the 8 ball...
I shot dope for the dreaded "3 days in a row" when I was home....4 bags of the dope I did cut through 4mgs a day of bupe like it wasn't even there...
I waited until I was starting to get sick and then dosed 2mgs. This was on the road driving....It was almost a full 72 hours ago and I feel better, but still pretty weak and shitty!
Strange drug, bupe is strong, but the ceiling effect of bupe is nowhere near what some good IV heroin will do to you! Normally I wouldn't care, and I'd just deal with it...but I feel guilty for not just staying away....Even when I'm mildly sick, I feel like I cant get anything done, it just sucks!
The only way I can relapse while on Sub without having to go through a little mini WD all over again is to only do it as a one shot deal....It's just not worth it for me...I have better things to do with my time and money than heroin these days...