Mxe is an interesting drug, my first trials with the drug before reading many experience reports and having little knowledge about the drug other than it being ketamine like and having an M hole. I had not consumed ketamine yet but I had consumed a variety of psychedelics. I knew it was a compound different than ket with it's own unique effects obviously but I was totally unaware of what to expect. My first trial was 70mg sublingual, 25mg nasal 1 hour later. I felt disoriented as fuck like being hammered but there was little visual change, euphoria was subtle but present, nothing out of the ordinary. I had 3grams of the same batch so quality was the same every time I also ended up getting a 1g order of a completely different better looking product. Although looks don't mean a thing. My first trials were all with that 3g batch, I had a few oral trials with MXE because I heard of it's supposed increase in potency but didn't notice any extra intensity just a longer duration but only slightly. I had multiple experiences ranging from 50mg intranasal only, to a combined total of 175mg (100 + 75 @+1:30) I must have had 10-15 experiences with MXE before I started reading more trip reports. As most of my experiences ended up with extreme sedation and usually leading to me just falling asleep. But then when I was finishing the last of my 3g batch I consumed 150mg intranasal about a week after reading multiple people's accounts of hearing music playing in their head under the influence of MXE. Music that didn't sound like music they typically listen to just random ass music out of no where. My final experience at 150mg intransal I heard music during my experience I simply sat there with my eyes closed listening to music. Music I'd never heard before it was hard to describe the type of music, it had a more orchestral feel to it but as if the instruments were from another reality. Like they made sounds reminiscent of normal instruments in our daily lives but they had a range much greater, I imagine violins and orchestra type instruments in the future will change a lot by technology so they might sound like that at some point. But the music was blowing my mind because their had to be a source to the music, It was everywhere I went, so the music had to be playing in my head.
But who the fuck was playing the music? What was generating those sounds only crazy non existent instruments make? Who the hell composed this music? I have pretty much no artistic talent so I don't think I was composing an orchestra of futuristic instruments, that sounds fucking insane. The incredible complexity and beauty to the music also blew my mind.
I don't have any MXE at the moment but when I get some more I'm really curious to see if I get this invisible eyelid effect. It sounds like a pain in the ass for getting to sleep but I got nothing but time, and lots of sedatives but I prefer avoiding them if possible, So I usually just dose early in the day MXE doesn't keep me awake nearly as long as Never Knows Best, if I dosed as 7pm I would be asleep by midnight at the latest even sooner if I really wanted to go to bed.
Maybe the effects of psychedelics we perceive are heavily influenced by our lifestyles, the knowledge we obtain, as well as our daily lives. No one knows that buddhist monks trip will be the same as some rich kid who's never worked a day in his life. Everyone is unique, who's the say our psychedelic experiences aren't a sum of our lives up to this point.
Man I'm getting into some deep shit and I'm stone cold sober. Maybe drugs are more of a hindrance than a tool? Maybe the feeling of enlightenment we get from psychedelics (mxe not in particular mxe is a more for fun drug, but drugs like DMT, Mescaline and Lucy) is a false sense of enlightenment/education? Everyone I know personally see's the world differently after consuming psychedelics, they feel like they've learned something that most people don't know and some see it as Enlightenment whilst others see it as Burden, having to carry around the weight of the fact that our world doesn't have to be as fucked up as it is, that everyone could live comfortably not starving, not living in impoverished societies. There are entire countries where people are living in extreme poverty going to sleep every night wondering if they will have food to eat in the morning.
It's a fucking crazy world we live in, but it's the only world we got we gotta make it work, at this rate it'll all collapse under the stress we're putting on it.
But who the fuck was playing the music? What was generating those sounds only crazy non existent instruments make? Who the hell composed this music? I have pretty much no artistic talent so I don't think I was composing an orchestra of futuristic instruments, that sounds fucking insane. The incredible complexity and beauty to the music also blew my mind.
I don't have any MXE at the moment but when I get some more I'm really curious to see if I get this invisible eyelid effect. It sounds like a pain in the ass for getting to sleep but I got nothing but time, and lots of sedatives but I prefer avoiding them if possible, So I usually just dose early in the day MXE doesn't keep me awake nearly as long as Never Knows Best, if I dosed as 7pm I would be asleep by midnight at the latest even sooner if I really wanted to go to bed.
Maybe the effects of psychedelics we perceive are heavily influenced by our lifestyles, the knowledge we obtain, as well as our daily lives. No one knows that buddhist monks trip will be the same as some rich kid who's never worked a day in his life. Everyone is unique, who's the say our psychedelic experiences aren't a sum of our lives up to this point.
Man I'm getting into some deep shit and I'm stone cold sober. Maybe drugs are more of a hindrance than a tool? Maybe the feeling of enlightenment we get from psychedelics (mxe not in particular mxe is a more for fun drug, but drugs like DMT, Mescaline and Lucy) is a false sense of enlightenment/education? Everyone I know personally see's the world differently after consuming psychedelics, they feel like they've learned something that most people don't know and some see it as Enlightenment whilst others see it as Burden, having to carry around the weight of the fact that our world doesn't have to be as fucked up as it is, that everyone could live comfortably not starving, not living in impoverished societies. There are entire countries where people are living in extreme poverty going to sleep every night wondering if they will have food to eat in the morning.
It's a fucking crazy world we live in, but it's the only world we got we gotta make it work, at this rate it'll all collapse under the stress we're putting on it.
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a damn shitload of uncommon things which i associated with MXE-intake, just to see they're all totally independent from each other. Perhaps it's really something to do with your...
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