I wonder if the beta-carbolines in coffee have a similar effect. I know I feel calmer having a cup or two after feeling cracked out from MXE abuse the night before. Are you not worried about the MAOI effects of harm(al)ine though, or does it not matter since you're only doing small doses?
The beta-carbolines in coffee are a few steps away from harmine and harmaline , if I remember correctly, coffee contains harmal , which is significantly weaker than the forementioned harmaloids.Coffee still has some of that magic in there. Isn't it funny that cigarettes (and burnt meat) contain harmaloids , too?
Harmaloids seem to be really quite safe, they are not true MAOIs, they are RIMAs (reversible inhibitors of monoamine A) . There is not really any risk of food interactions.
The reasons harmaloids seem to be so helpful is they upregulate EAAT1 receptors , which are glutamate sensing receptors...This is super helpful as PCP and its analogues seem to cause metabolic changes in glutamate and aspartate metabolism. One of the big factors in PCP/PCE abuse (and lets get it straight folks, this is 1 step removed from PCP abuse, this drug is 3-meo-2-oxo-PCE, you'll turn into the same kind of PCP moron with abuse, just will take a bit longer . If there is interest I can dig up the studies regarding glutamate receptor upregulation.
I was using 125mg-150mg total (oral) daily for about 4 months straight.
During the last month I started to suffer what I think was dyskinesia. Basically I lost significant control of my right hand - I could not grip with it and could not willingly move my pinky at all. The hand would sporadically go into a state of flexion and freeze there. My right foot was often numb (not in a pins and needles sense, rather it felt like dead meat) and rotated inwards. I also had trouble controlling my facial muscles and I developed facial twitching. These symptoms evolved over about a two week period and before that, I wasn't experiencing them.
The experience scared me into abstinence for a few weeks and the symptoms slowly abated. Things seem to be mostly back to normal now. I can grip with the right hand although its still hard to flex the pinky (feels incredibly stiff and unresponsive). My face only twitches if I strain the muscles (make a funny face, open mouth really wide, etc).
Anyone else experience symptoms like these? I know there are a lot of abusers out there but I haven't seen any other accounts of this nature.
Choline - afterwards! Will help. I'm telling ya, coluracetam will really fix things up after long term abuse. Choline re-uptake inhibitors? Yes mammy.
Yes- Weird movement problems too. On my right side of my body. Walking weird with my right leg, and I mentioned in previous posts involuntary gripping of things , and really disturbing at high doses was the tendency for my bottom lip and jaw to want to bite my top lip. Hunched up and lurchy walking too. Like a robot.
Don't think you won't turn into PCP man - you WILL. You think you are the shit-mcgrit and have it all figured out, but you turn into a fucking idiot with no memory, no understanding, walking strange, talking strange ... Those deficits can become a part of your being. You will become a blunted person, and the saddest part is , you won't care, at all.
Do you want to mess up all other drugs you take, too? I feel like it can do that.
So many time in the midst of a high dose MXE trip, has the urge and inner safety mechanism overcomes oneself, that I have throw out my stash of MXE and 3-meo-pcp. I have done it 3 times now, and you know what, I think it is for the best, I think I am saving myself.
Highly relevant - The documentary featuring PCP man.Please watch ... there are not many documentations of PCP(PCE, you get it) effects and this is pretty accurate- really.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3VsWR_nOYI
Don't think you found the shortcut to life with this stuff. It is not it. I'm telling you.