64tf said:
And women want kids about age 3
Ah that's a load of bullshit 64tf
As I said, I had absolutely ZILCH maternal instinct until I hit the downside of my 20's... then it hit me like an unexpected (and not entirely welcome mind you) freight train.
Biology has a lot to answer for
I was (and still am) like up all night, in the sense that I REALLY want to be prepared for kids... but I've heard from many different sources that you can
never really be prepared. You deal with it when it comes along, whatever your circumstances.
I'm not one who thinks *everyone* should propogate, and I certainly don't think you are inadequate or somehow flawed if you don't... in fact, 10 years ago I was contemplating what a sweet life I would have if I didn't
, and I don't think you should be castigated for making what actually is a very personal decision like that.
But it's beyond my control... something in me has snapped. It doesn't for all women (Mooshie and Perpetual Indulgence for example); maybe that is nature's way of ensuring the survival of the species in some women, but not in others. I really feel like it is my destiny now, and this is one of the sweetest and most rewarding things I can imagine in my future. Having a little chubby, tiny hand grasp mine and know that those bones, that skin, that flesh, is from my own womb and this little human being is my privilage to guide through the world... oh... I can't wait. It's like Christmas.
Each to their own.
each to their own....