OMGLOL! WTF was I thinking!
I woke up for work this morning and punched half a dozen bongs, I was kicking myself cos I thought it would make me sluggish for the assessment we were doing. But when I was leaving I missed my bus and had to walk to the next train station, normally I would have been pissed, cursing the bus driver and the bus company but instead I was pondering the way nature seems to consist of systems of order nested in systems of chaos etc etc ad infinitum. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks, I wasn't irate and it was because of the weed... Goddamn, fuck not smoking weed before work! Indeed, I hereby pledge to smoke more weed than normal, it provides a much nicer state of mind than without