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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

fuck, id forgotten all about this thread

twas some very nice weed. hadnt smoked in a few weeks, needed a break from studying.
 
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.


2 months with no opiates. :(


Today has ended all that with a simple 2mg line of dilaudid.=D

Hello lady opiates.
 
Drank beer with people i am considering living with until i was buzzed. Came back here and smoked a bowl and drank a beer. Ahh man i feel good. Life is getting better, I am getting into the swing of work, and I can let all the anxiety float away on a sea of mild intoxication.... mmmmm
 
ok so... like 5 weird shots... 2 vodka shots, 2 washingtom apple shots...and meesaaa is fuckkkkkkkkkkkkked up...she needs to go cuz she is seeing double.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I ground up 4 large poppy pods mixed in water and drunk it with 3 neurontin pills. I am feeling good now. I also redosed on the psychedelics about 2 hours ago. 3mg of 2c-p and 6mg of 2c-e rectally

I also ate a provigil pill for energy.
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hells yeah to the poppy pods! i just had 3 mahself, plus some adderall and lotsa weed. interesting combo, nice headspace.

hope you enjoyed your 2c's...i'm taking a good long break from 2c's myself.
 
swybs said:
Fact is, I still visit BL on a regular basis (one habit to quit at a time), yet I try and refrain from antidrug rhetoric. I suppose that is what confuses me, since I read from another post of yours that you have quit all drugs except acid. I too have quit all opiates except all other drugs....but, moderation is key and I always, always have an open mind to other current users (though I have, I admit , tried to convince people like RyanM to calm down with their self destructive behavior).
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Yes, of course moderation is key. With most drugs - with some, moderation is gonna fly out the window within months.

Ever seen a moderate heroin user? Of course I have ... but then again, have you ever seen a bear that could play basketball? Of course I have (on TV) ... but the fact that ONE out of a MILLION (or a thousand, it's still a very small percentage) can do it doesn't mean it's alright ... what really annoys me I guess is that we're on a site WITH DOZENS OF PEOPLE who regret ever having gotten into opiates (check the Dark Side, you'll count 10 on the first page alone) but then, still, this certain guy comes along and tells me "IF HEROIN HASN'T RUINED MY LIFE, THAT MEANS IT CAN'T RUIN ANYONE'S LIFE" ... beeeeeeeeeeeep ... wrong.
Very wrong.

There's at least 20 people who wish they had never tried opiates for every single one that's happy to have tried them, and yes, it does certainly annoy the shit out of me when I see someone be THAT egoistic & self-centered about it. To me, what he's saying is "Hey if I'm alright, who gives a shit about the others? I mantain a succesful life, fuck the rest of them" The point is: You can't leave them out of the statistic.

It's about the closest thing I've ever seen to laughing in someone's face about their woes - because when, eg. hazejunk comes here saying he wants to quit heroin because it's all-round fucking up his life, it fucking annoys me to see someone else say "it didn't fuck up mine, so it doesn't matter".

You want another explanation?
I live in one of the roughest districts of Madrid. 3 of my friends - gone. Dead & gone. Why?

"Man I'm gonna smoke some heroin, but only once, before addiction & tolerance sets in so I just have the best part of it! Only the first, best high!"

Dead.

(And another 2 of them I would probably not recognise if they passed right by me)

And the sentence "You have absolutely no clue what you're preaching about" is hilarious too.
It turns out to be so that I KNOW MORE HEROIN USERS THAN YOU
, mostly because it just takes a look outside my window to see a dozen.

These are of course the same guys that used to rip me off & rob me in the parks in my barrio when I was 12 ... now of course the tides have changed and those junkies wouldn't dare look me in the eye cause they know one wrong word to me or any of my crew and they're getting free morphine at the hospital, but still: It seems an awful lot of harm done for someone to say "it didn't harm me, it doesn't harm anyone else". I think that's a very fucking close minded attitude, a very self-centered point of view on life.

So when I, who have been in direct contact with dyacetalmorphine since I was 3 years old get told "you don't know what you're talking about" I do tend to get very, very annoyed.
And when I, who have seen three friends D-I-E because of heroin (two OD's, one mugging that went too far) am told "I still mantain a succesful life", I just gotta say I don't really give a fuck, and the fact that 0.5% of them do mantain one doesn't mean the 99.5% don't matter... specially when that 99.5% involves dead life-long friends of mine.

Another important point:
When someone tells you 20 fucking times a day "I'm alright man, it's really all good" it usually (not always!) means that their subconscient mind is just fucking FLAMING with fear that one day it's not gonna be alright.

So if a heroin user tells me 30000000 times "I still have a normal life" in this repetitive manthra, it's quite obvious to me that deep inside he's just fucking scared he's never gonna quit opiates.

(I'd also like to point out that with things like this, you should always add a YET at the end of the sentence ... I'm not sucking dicks/mugging/stealing for crack ... YET. Cause you never know what the future is gonna hold, and if a high percentage of the people involved in your same lifestyle ended up in a liquor store with a gun in their hand and the bullet from a cop in their head, it would be wise to contemplate that option)

I don't have much more to say to this except for one last incendiary line:
I despise heroin and I wish everyone caught selling wholesale amounts of it would be hanged from a fucking tree with their cojones in their mouth.

Does this make me unpopular on BlueLight?
a) I don't care too much, BL doesn't interest me even 3% of what it did a year ago
b) I don't care at all, because I have said what I think, and if anyone thinks less of me for SPEAKING MY MIND, I automatically can conclude that I do not care what that person thinks of me.

Ps. I feel great simpathy for people struggling with opiate addiction.
I feel absolutely NO SIMPATHY for people who try to tell me that heroin is great and that their lives are fucking perfect.

It makes sense, believe me.

[sorry for the long post, but I had been thinking about posting this for a long time now]
 
"I feel absolutely NO SIMPATHY for people who try to tell me that heroin is great and that their lives are fucking perfect. "
My life is FAR FAR from perfect, but heroin remains great!

Then again it doesnt matter at all what you all think of gugglebum...he's definately a cool cat that knows his shit..I really respect his opinions, as he is quite full of knowledge & experience.
 
just took GHB,
twice my normal dose, so I will fall asleep probably very soon...
But that's what I need, I need a rebound in about 4 hours, cuz I got to go to work then :(
 
Everyone just needs to get the sand out of their vaginas. Why does everyone gotta be pissed off and argue in the "So high right now" thread? It's almost a buzz kill
 
i love green tea and its the perfect temperature right now and id love to share it with you guys. i also love portishead and winamp and especially head phones.
 
day 5 I think last time I posted was day 3 uh it's 5am I think i'm going to go lay down and pass out *coughs* and *coughs* *spits up yellowish whatever stuff* it happens all the time as I can now barely swallow as my throat is swollen inside the ball

for I am to wake up later today to smoke more

on friday I did also get 60 30mg's

I fly by the days in a daze and every day seems like months ago like whatever hap-pened seemed like it did so long ago it's weird it's kind of sad in a way I think hmm I do not know at this moment if i'm happy or if this is all just regret

I didn't realize that doing meth and adderall and passing everything so fast without even thinking would also make this summer pass by so fast into winter *sigh* it's like everything I do is also erased a few minutes later and that is sad I don't really want to float by so fast that nothing is real or happens *sigh* good times come and good times go I just wish the good times would last a little longer i wish I could remember the good times in my life but I passed up any sort of existence cuz there is nothing no good times or bad and no I didn't know or understand but I do now and it's just regret but I was warned long before this and didn't listen and now I know but to be able to understand also means you can't go back cuz you are too far deep and once you realize that it's just regret and speed didn't make me super human.you find out nothing is like it seems and by then it's too late. and you continue now just to end this and if you're going to self destruct then you might as well make it as fun as possible for everyone
 
Originally posted by gugglebum
Yes, of course moderation is key. With most drugs - with some, moderation is gonna fly out the window within months.


Wrong again. I have been using heroin for years and I am a fully functioning adult. I have a career, a girlfriend, and a family who loves me.

Ever seen a moderate heroin user? Of course I have ... but then again, have you ever seen a bear that could play basketball? Of course I have (on TV) ... but the fact that ONE out of a MILLION (or a thousand, it's still a very small percentage)


Again, wrong. Yes, I am a moderate heroin user, my girlfriend is a moderate heroin user, and every one of my friends are moderate heroin users. I graduate from college with a full scholarship while using heroin throughout every semester. I currently have a job with a great salary, including health and dental. So wrong again, gugglebum.


It's about the closest thing I've ever seen to laughing in someone's face about their woes -


Give me a fucking break. ALL YOU EVER do, is sit your ass in front of your computer and point out every mistake people have made here in DC. Why don't you try posting in OD or TDS and see how far that gets you. The only reason your behavior is tolerated here is because DC is a more tolerant forum.

And the sentence "You have absolutely no clue what you're preaching about" is hilarious too.
It turns out to be so that I KNOW MORE HEROIN USERS THAN YOU
, mostly because it just takes a look outside my window to see a dozen.


I really could care less how many heroin users "you know". Unless you are using regularly, which you obviously aren't and I would be surprised if you've ever used at all; you have no basis for this defense. It's as if I said "Oh I married a black woman, so I know what it's like to be african-american"


So when I, who have been in direct contact with dyacetalmorphine since I was 3 years old get told "you don't know what you're talking about" I do tend to get very, very annoyed.
And when I, who have seen three friends D-I-E because of heroin (two OD's, one mugging that went too far) am told "I still mantain a succesful life", I just gotta say I don't really give a fuck, and the fact that 0.5% of them do mantain one doesn't mean the 99.5% don't matter... specially when that 99.5% involves dead life-long friends of mine.


Would you care to cite some sources for those percentages? Nah, of course you wouldn't - you'd rather stand on your little soapbox and make unfounded accusations, just as you always do.


I don't have much more to say to this except for one last incendiary line:
I despise heroin and I wish everyone caught selling wholesale amounts of it would be hanged from a fucking tree with their cojones in their mouth.


You've never had "much" to say from the very beginning, guglebum. You contribute nothing positive to this forum other than spread misinformation and criticize those who aren't even asking for your input in the first place.

Does this make me unpopular on BlueLight?


Very much so; especially with every heroin user you insult with your typical blanket statement.


I feel absolutely NO SIMPATHY for people who try to tell me that heroin is great and that their lives are fucking perfect.


Keep your sympathy to yourself. My life and the lives of my friends are proof that you simply (and always have) regurgitate rhectoric and it's a pathetic attempt at best.
 
you cant judge something before you have experience with it. you should know that from being a drug user
 
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