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Several (I think I'm on # 5?) glasses of Stolichnaya Vodka on the rocks, with an additional 1.5mg sublingual Alprazolam (Xanax) and 1mg Xanax XR [Dont want to black out tonight, hence low dosage]. Am groovin' to Mark Farina's "San Francisco Sessions" album, arguably one of the greatest House/Dance albums ever made. At least, I'd argue that shit. Straight from the dance flo' mufukka.
Then after this, perhaps I'll catch some episodes of my all-time favorite sitcom, Seinfeld. God bless seasons 1-3 on DVD. God bless the fact I have a DVD player on my computer, so hell, I don't even have to move!
God Bless America!
(...well, that may be going a bit too far.)
Enjoy your nights everyone. Vico - Jealousy encompasses me with your every mention of Oxy intoxication. Fuck you.:D
 
I was drinking last night and woke up feeling like shit, mainly because my friends were doing meth and annoying me the whole night. But I woke up and they were out selling stuff for clothes, so I bought a half oz of some pretty good mid and have been smoking it the whole day. I am pretty damn high.
 
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On massive quanity's of stuff and everything is haziny and my mouth is dry but yet I continue to drewl but eah good times I suppose and by the way Wooosh.....8( Major Laterzzzz.....Hope everyone is feeling fazed and dazed in all the good ways....%)
 
ahhhh *can't breathe* okay yesterday I only was on 120mg then at night around 11pm I GOT METHHHHH yes I hope you kids are proud I'm a big kid now woooo except there is no mommmmy wow! okay yeah I got $40 worth and I snorted it line after line till it was gone which figures

anyways strangely enough I am still speeding

anyways it's 8am almost now uh we have to wait till the normal people wake up then I'm getting hopefully atleast 15 30mg tablets of adderall then at 6pm this other person I met has 25mg capsules which I wlil buy all of them so hopefully another 15 25mg capsules

thennn earlier around 12pm me and this person I met uh are going to pawn off this stuff he has and then I forgot what it was I don't think he said 8ball uh some other thing

but it's $150 worth of meth and it's like 4 grams or 5 I think he said and then we are both going to go half and half and thennn I will be snorting more meth and then probably smoking it today since his friends mostly smoke it

yeahhh wow there is so many new people I met recently and like prescriptions flying around and like if someone doesn't come through there is a different person and then then thennn wow I actually met people who are into meth

ahh how great I love alll this speed action with new people and wow obviously I can't do meth everday so adderall is my safety net soo yeah I'm having fun with meth while I can and doing as much as uh as as hmmm as as directed yes I'm taking the safe recommended dosage till it runs out cuz I don't think well obviously things are going a little-too-good and something will happen and probably meth will be gone but yeahhhhh

and I 100mg adderall on me so uh uhhh *thinks* I will probably take it uhhh around 10am or something thenn go do the pawn thing thennnn try for meth then 30mg person then 25mg person andd uh maybe the 20mg person ahhh I can't plan this I will just calll get as much as I can of everything

hmmm hmmm wow I guess if you want something bad enough you will find it and it really is just right around the corner I put the effort in and found it woo

wow I think I'm way too happy about this yeah I'm sorry but uhhh this is like my 18th birthday and getting a car for it plus christmas and getting like my dream gift or something

wow how great it's like my only problem or care or worry or life or fun or whatever you call it is all together likee my life and myself is 100% complete yepp dreams do come true and my wish got granted again wow

everything is 100% A+ perfect in my life
amphetamines,job,my new friends,nothing can go wrong,I'mmm happy
 
*funeral march*

Meth? Oh OK. He's gone. Simple as that. We won't be seeing many more of his posts I presume. Loneliness and stimulants proved a fatal combination, I'd say.

The kid's fucking dead.
 
I knew that I was going to come here some day and click on this thread and just see Ryan post about how he finally got to try meth. Ryan, all I can say is good luck.
 
RyanM said:
ahh how great I love alll this speed action with new people and wow obviously I can't do meth everday so adderall is my safety net
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lol



be careful man, you sound like you enjoy your drugs a lil too much if you know what i mean ;)
 
i tend to sometimes disagree with gugglebum's upfront and, often, uncompromising, positions on things, but in this instance, I have to agree. The cycle RyanM is selecting seems to be textbook: more and more meth, less and less involvement here (not as though this is an indicator of "good things," per say, but for us in the BL that don't know him personally, this will be our only guage), and ultimately, seriously bad times ahead. Fortunately, he is young and seems bright, so I tag him with a 20% possibility to get out of this alive; otherwise, the future looks bleak.

Ryan, seriously, their may be harsh messages here, but I advise against getting in the meth game, especially considering your history with adderal.

But, alas, my less eloquent warnings than previously posted ones will not be heard. However, since my job has been slow lately, I visit BL more than ever and I can't deny the feelings that I have for Ryan. Oh well....so goes the way of Internet drug user web sites.

swybs
 
swybs said:
i tend to sometimes disagree with gugglebum's upfront and, often, uncompromising, positions on things, but in this instance, I have to agree. The cycle RyanM is selecting seems to be textbook: more and more meth, less and less involvement here (not as though this is an indicator of "good things," per say, but for us in the BL that don't know him personally, this will be our only guage), and ultimately, seriously bad times ahead. Fortunately, he is young and seems bright, so I tag him with a 20% possibility to get out of this alive; otherwise, the future looks bleak.

Ryan, seriously, their may be harsh messages here, but I advise against getting in the meth game, especially considering your history with adderal.

But, alas, my less eloquent warnings than previously posted ones will not be heard. However, since my job has been slow lately, I visit BL more than ever and I can't deny the feelings that I have for Ryan. Oh well....so goes the way of Internet drug user web sites.

swybs
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I agree completly. If you have seen what I have seen happen this weekend concerning meth, you would know that Ryan is making the biggest mistake of his life. Somehow, my close friend who was always telling me he would never do meth, was smoking ice this weekend. You know where he is at now? A fucking prison because he was doing some of the stupidest shit you have ever seen in your life just so he could get money for meth.

And not only that, a old friend of mine died because of meth Saturday night. He used to be one of the coolest person you ever met, but he got started on meth and his life just came to a sudden end. He started to steal from me and other people, so nobody was really his "friend". He got thrown in jail and got back out and started back up on his meth habit. He was found dead with Meth and OxyContin.

Ryan, I know you will not pay attention to a thing I say, but you should stop doing meth. That stuff is just bad news and you are going to end up under the ground or in a prison. It's sad to see shit like this happen.
 
BLUELIGHTERS, before you read my post, I'd like to update saying I've sent a PM to RyanM. I have got a bad feeling about this after reviewing his posts regarding his extreme abuse of adderall. If you agree with the idea that he's in trouble, send him a PM also.


RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remember reading one of your posts about a month ago. I never knew you before then, and I haven't seen you post since until now. I remembered you posting, and that should say something: People here read these posts and care with how they respond. You have to trust us, meth is a different ballgame. I've done it a few times, and it's one of those things that gets abused with 100% of the people who do it. Their is no such thing as someone who uses meth frequently and doesn't abuse it.

I'm not gonna sit here and water down what I say. YOU WILL END UP ABUSING IT. I've gone back to study your posts, and YOU ABUSE ADDERALL, even though you do have a tolerance and history of use. Meth can not be abused 10% of the extent that you've abused adderall without grave effects. Again, YOU ARE GOING TO GET ADDICTED.

I hope I've scared the shit out of you, you should be. Find help, and stop using adderall also. You've opened a pandora's box now, and stuff that you used to be able to control will no follow orders from meth. YOU WONT BE IN CONTROL MUCH LONGER
 
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swybs said:
i tend to sometimes disagree with gugglebum's upfront and, often, uncompromising, positions on things
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Hahaha! You described me perfectly.

My name is Gugglebum.
Upfront
and
Uncompromising

"You'll know me by the sardonic smile on my face as I step on your head..."
 
personally, I am getting tired of reading this guys posts, he comes off as bragging about his severe addiction, and really only comes off as trying to get attention. Which is basically as bad as his addiction.

Here is how I personally feel, and If I'm wrong please correct me,

when you actually lose control of your life, there is a serious problem and when you KNOW you have lost control........and STILL don't try....or don't CARE there is an even bigger problem. By this point there is no help for you, not that mr M even cares.

Another thing that should throw up a flag is the fact that you're PAWNING stuff, when you start pawning your shit to buy drugs, there is a serious problem my brother. After a while what is going to happen is, you're going to run out of shit to pawn, because your room will have nothing valuable in it. This will lead to you stealing from your parents to fund your ADDICTION.

another red flag should be the fact that this dude you're hanging out with is pawning shit to fund his habit, now whats to stop him from breaking into your house and stealing your nice ass stereo and pawning it for more meth?

I know you don't care, and honestly I don't give a fuck about you, so if you don't want to listen to what we have to say, FUCK YOU, go kill your dumbass, it's obvious you KNOW you have a SERIOUS ADDICTION, and you DON'T CARE. so man, why should we give a damn about you?

honestly man, if you don't listen to us, I hope you fucking die. What we're giving you is the TRUTH. and if you aren't fucking MAN ENOUGH to listen to us, FUCK YOU.

now listen, you KNOW you have a problem, and you KNOW it's only going to get worse, now you either become man enough to take control of this problem, or instead of spending money buying an 8 ball you go and buy a gun and blow your fucking brains out man, because you're not doing NOTHING but wasting everyones time, including your own.

now if you're not man enough to listen to that, and fight back against your ADDICTION, just keep on. I have family that had the same problem you have,

do you know where he is?

he's paralyzed, he pawned every goddamn thing he owned until his kids nearly starved to fucking death because he was spending all of his money on meth and rock. Eventually my dad had to FORCE him to hand over my cousin because she was nearly dead.

After that he started stealing from various family members, he stole my goddamn grandmother and grandfathers wedding bands, and pawned them. My grandfather died without one of the most important things to him.

After he stole everything they owned basically, he decided he would steal from one our neighbors, he knew the neighbor was a crazy mother fucker, but the damn meth had his mind fucked up.

he went over there and stole the neighbors TV, The neighbor came to our house and told my uncle if he ever did it again he would kill him

did that mean anything to that spun out son of a bitch, hell fucking no it didn't.....he tried it again the next week

now you see why he's paralyzed. He walked into the house, the neighbor was there, the neighbor put a the lower part of his spine

POW, my goddamn uncle is sitting in a wheel chair right now, for ONE reason.... mother fucking Methamphetamine.

was it worth it? You tell me. He is 35 years old, People ask my dad if he is my dads older brother. My dad is 53.

if you don't want to listen to it, do what I said earlier. Because I fucking guarentee you you will go that same route, you WILL start stealing to fund your habit, and you WILL meet the wrong person, or you WILL end up in jail.

and a 120 pound dried up meth addict will NOT make it in a state prison

THAT IS THE TRUTH
 
Amen you speak the real. Not 'we care about u be careful.' Aint nothin gonna break through. some of yall who live near him should find out where he lives and kick his ass. Ryan dont be a little bitch. you either gotta grow up or die cuz its one or the other unless you want a big fat ol Nazi dick shoved up your ass in state pen.
 
Ryan's situaish is FUCKED. I don't understand how people can get buzzed off aderall, I use it medicinally (for I have ADHD) I've never understood how people get addicted to things, it has never happened to me (and I've done alot of different drugs) Shit just doesn't effect me in the same way it does other people. I've done coke, crack, meth, weed, E, lsd and just about any painkiller I can think of. I didn't get high from crack, and meth has no effect on me whatsoever (it feels exactly like taking aderall, no high for ADHD people like me) I fail to grasp the fact that someone would steal for this kinda shit. I have a job to buy my drugs with, so I'll never EVER have to pawn anything (if I pawn something I know I'm fucked) I have a low tolerance for everything, being that I am hyperactive and only weigh around 105lbs. I don't crave drugs, the only thing I ever crave is chocolate=D
 
Originally posted by Ninjetic
I didn't get high from crack

Prolly cause you didnt smoke it right. esp. if u never done it before if u aint got somebody there coachin you, u aint gonna get high like it really is. Cause that aint shit like "I didnt get high" like you can say with your first times with weed n things. Rock, that shitll knock u on your ass, it dont "not work" know what im sayin? Or u just had some reallll shitty rock combined w not smokin it right.

I have a job to buy my drugs with, so I'll never EVER have to pawn anything

Oh god that shit is funny.

I aint knockin you now just laughin cuz thats what they always say. Like a jobs gonna ake a diffferece. But ill let somebody else tell u about how that whole thang goes down tho cuz Ive said it enough.
 
omggggggggggg....i fucked around so much that inthe end o fthe summer my parents called social services and since the beginning of september a mediator has been coming to my house...annd i just finished talking to him and i ammmmmm SOO STONED AND HAMMERED 8( weirdesnt experience of my life! lol!!!!!!
 
Yes, throw reality in my face. Make me realize that I'm not as invincible as I think I am (thats what I've been wanting to here) I want an excuse to stop doing drugs. I'm gonna quit while I'm ahead, I'll stick to smokin my weed instead of fuckin around with hard drugs.
 
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