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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

good job ninjetic, theres really nothing wrong with experimenting with hard drugs, just be strong enough to put them down. if you're not that strong (some people aren't, there's nothing wrong with that) then don't even try them.

and yeah like lacey K is saying about that job...having a job means nothing when you're hardcore on a substance. That money will be gone QUICK, that's if you can even keep the job, because it's really not hard to tell if someone is HARD on a substance. (There are exceptions to this rule, but they are not common at all)

anyone that knows someone or has had a problem theirselves, will easily be able to tell someone that is going through that problem.

so yeah, be careful ninjetic, if you think you may have a problem with a substance, put it down and run away. :)
 
I've never had a problem that I know of, but two things keep me from actually doing hard drugs on a regular basis; laziness and willpower. Lets say I run out of a hard drug (for instance, meth) I can either drive down town to the dealers operation and get a bag, or keep my lazy sober ass on the couch. I always choose the couch option, cuz I prefer not to go outta my way just for a bag of meth (going out of my way shows my weakness for the drug) My willpower is another thing. I may have a bag of coke in front of me, I'll have no urge to snort it whatsoever. Why? I think too damn much when I'm setting up lines or other drugs. My imagination will get the best of me when getting ready to do drugs (I'll sit there for like 30 minutes thinking about crazy shit) After I fade back to reality, the drugs will still be sitting in front of me and I'll change my mind and pull it out later or somethin. This is probably why I keep ahold of drugs for up to a year without touching them (short attention span=anti drug) Another thing about me, my number one rule with all drugs is do them in moderation. If I feel that I want more of a drug, I get really fucked up off it and hide it from myself. I have yet to find any of the drugs hidden in my house (I gotta find em all before I move out though) Moderation is key, and keep it all on the down low.
 
^ I agree 100000 % with what you said.

I bet you'll have one hell of a stash when you find all of the drugs lol :)
 
^Did one of my posts actually make sense? My above post was clearly an ADHD rant....I forgot to take my aderall yesterday and slept through everything. I hate when that happens...
 
I know a lot of people who can use hard drugs just for a certain time period and they are smart enough to know when it's not enough. When I was doing coke, I wish I just said, "Alright, this is going to be a every now and then thing" but I just wanted more. I know people who will use cocaine every Friday night just for the hell of it and have no big addictions. I was at a party last night where there were a bunch of people smoking meth and they have the willpower to know that enough is enough.

But when you look at Ryan, and his past with addies, you can basically say it's a given that he is going to be falling into a very serious addiction because he doesn't know when he should be stopping. He just wants to do it as much as he can.

But I have given up because Ryan is not going to change a damn thing. He knows he has an addiction and I remember when he has been posting saying he was wanting to be getting meth, people were telling him that he should stay the fuck away from meth. What does he do? He ignores it and goes out and tries it.

I am not trying to be against Ryan, but it's becoming obvious that he does not care about becoming addicted to meth. I wish that he would just stop destroying his body and life and he damn well knows that he is going down a road that many people fall into, and those people end up in prison or dead.
 
Ninjetic said:
^Did one of my posts actually make sense? My above post was clearly an ADHD rant....I forgot to take my aderall yesterday and slept through everything. I hate when that happens...

yeah I understood everything you were talking about.

Moderation and will power are the keys to being strong enough to not get addicted.
 
I'm really high right onw

my tolerance has beenrising really quickly lately, so i haven't caught a nice opiate buzz for a week or two, so I finally said fuck it, and increased it by a large amount.

It's goign well :)
 
I ate a MDMA cap at 10:00pm with my freinds over my house. By 1:00pm i decided the cap was a dude and all my freinds went to sleep. Then as i lay in my bed I realised im to damn happy to fall asleep. So I went for a drive and then realised how lovely life is. Now im back home and all my freinds are asleep. Rolling by yourself is so not fun :(
 
My friend finally got off probation yesterday, and we celebrated by smoking a few bowls:) Normally he would've kept loading bowls, but his tolerance was lower than mine (which is saying something!!) He always ends up finishing the roach as I can't handle as much weed as him, but this time it was me that got to end the roach:) Damn was I blazed!!!! He ended up burning a pizza in the oven because he passed out, but its fine (I've done worse) I'm blazin again right now, and it tastes great (nothin like a bowl on a friday afternoon!)
 
I'm scattered, does that count? :|

Went to see Lisa Lashes last night and had that yellow dove I'd been saving since November. It was gooooood. %)
 
adderall*the doses no longer matter I don't pay attention any more cuz I get more 24/7 cuz i'm always searching
then I just done snorting lots of coke cuz I met this cool guy who's deals so I got it all free
so now I have a great cheap cool coke connection too
well I'm going to go adventure to this place cuz they are waiting for x to come in and they told me they might get meth tonight too so I'm like 'yo can I come join the party? so yeah I gotta go
 
Still smokin, and I finally got some decent sleep (but I missed a date in the process) I took a 5 hour nap and had the oddest dream.....KB is great:)
 
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