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Your status as a drug user in real life?

amir1091

amir1091

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Do people in your life know you use drugs? To what extent? What do they think about it?


For me, my entire family found out about my drug use (and probably many lies about it) in the beginning of January, when my mom found out I was on a 3 day big meth binge. She kicked me out and involved all of her sisters in the situation, and now I do not talk to any of them. And many people in my life consider me the biggest drug addict in their life.


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not anymore because I am not generous. I hate those whine asses who whimper me for my whole rx. Especially when it is my pre week-2 week off abuse period (Adderall/Dexedrine). People that do drugs are cheap but I only abuse mine. I do it at specific times too.
 
I'm the druggie of my friends.
But when im at my dealer's house i'm a small fish in a big pond
THOSE people are fucking fiends with drugs.
I've had addictions to adderall, cocaine, and opiates at different points but i managed to stop them by watching the South Park episode with Rehab Hero in it once a day
IDK why that worked, but it stopped my addictions pretty well, only like 10 relapses in 2 years which is good for me
 
I do drugs but no one considers me an addict, people who do harder drugs consider me weird for making poppy tea, consuming kratom and cwe'ing codeine but hey im not fucking addicted. Chip,chip,chip.
 
I'm definitely the druggie of my close friends, although I hang out with plenty of people who go way harder than I.
 
Most people know all about me. I was addicted to heroin/opioids for almost 5 years and on/off suboxone and methadone as well. I've gone to rehab multiple times, and when you're living in a halfway house for 5 months, most people start to wonder where you've been and why haha. I was obliviously obliterated on heroin and benzo's a good majority of the time. Certainly not something you can pull off all the time without being obvious i.e. nodding into mashed potatoes and gravy.

So yeah, most people know I've "dabbled" to put it super lightly. My friends are understanding, all of them smoke if not trip, eat some benzos or sniff some coke now and then. Of course, I have a handful of junkie friends that took things as far as I.

I don't dig everybody knowing, but that's my fault. At least some of my actions make more sense now haha.
 
hangyourhead said:
Most people know all about me. I was addicted to heroin/opioids for almost 5 years and on/off suboxone and methadone as well. I've gone to rehab multiple times, and when you're living in a halfway house for 5 months, most people start to wonder where you've been and why haha. I was obliviously obliterated on heroin and benzo's a good majority of the time. Certainly not something you can pull off all the time without being obvious i.e. nodding into mashed potatoes and gravy.

So yeah, most people know I've "dabbled" to put it super lightly. My friends are understanding, all of them smoke if not trip, eat some benzos or sniff some coke now and then. Of course, I have a handful of junkie friends that took things as far as I.

I don't dig everybody knowing, but that's my fault. At least some of my actions make more sense now haha.
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Dude I would have at least pushed the bowl up farther before I nodded :p
 
In my opinion, if you were living at home still, street drugs or the abuse of legal should not even be in your life.

What exactly did you expect to happen?

Maybe use this as a wake up call, and try to make things right with your family. I've been down the same road, and I'm sure many that post here can relate as well.
IF your home life is really a bad deal, then your focus should be on getting out, and supporting yourself. If it is NOT a bad place then I think you should respect your family, and yourself by keeping drugs out of the equation.

it's a real common problem, with a real easy solution. I hope you understand.
 
I go as hard as I can at any given moment, my FAM n friends know. Don't care. I have very little, maybe no shame... I'm not dead yet.
 
family knows about drug use, but not in detail. not really a big deal because aside from immediate family, all my extended family consists of drug users.

among my friends i am the one that goes harder which sucks. the druggie label sucks
 
I had a 9 year run with coke and meth where I manufactured my private supply so I lost control and basically burned everyone in my life. Nobody trusted me and no one wanted anything to do with me. So I got sober and I fell into church to get sober for 4 years. Since then, I've gone back to my previous state of unbelief and only smoke weed and trip every once in awhile. Though I've repaired most relationships and everyone trusts me, only two people know that.
 
Keymaker said:
In my opinion, if you were living at home still, street drugs or the abuse of legal should not even be in your life.

What exactly did you expect to happen?

Maybe use this as a wake up call, and try to make things right with your family. I've been down the same road, and I'm sure many that post here can relate as well.
IF your home life is really a bad deal, then your focus should be on getting out, and supporting yourself. If it is NOT a bad place then I think you should respect your family, and yourself by keeping drugs out of the equation.

it's a real common problem, with a real easy solution. I hope you understand.
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I mean regardless of whether I was living at home on dope or not, I've been using "street drugs" since high school. When I'm on my run, I could care less about who I nod out in front of unfortunately. As of the past 6 months + I've been doing a lot better, just sticking to weed and alcohol mostly which has always been manageable for me. Just gotta make sure I don't cross that line, however blurry it might be sometimes.

It's definitely a bummer when everybody knows about your habit of heavy poly-substance abuse. SomepPeople certainly don't look at you the same again when they know you've stuck a needle in your arm.
 
Well, I'm on ORT (Suboxone) so people close to me know I have a problems with opiates in particular, but coworkers and people like that have no idea, they think I'm just a party person/drinker, which I'm not at all anymore except on special occasions. Anyone that's close to me knows that I really like opiates, and will try any drug that comes my way..THANKFULLY I never got into uppers to much, which is suprising to me since the first time I did Meth I banged it, only thing I havent banged is Coke(for some reason it scares me, but IV Meth doesn't???) and uppers(Meth,Coke,Crack) are the popular drugs in my area, no heroin...pills are but no heroin for some reason, seems to be a rural south thing. But my status now among people close to me is that I'm doing okay, definately not perfect, but not gobbling down handfull's of Percs/Norcos or shooting/snorting Roxis, Dillies, and Morphine(well dillies & morphine were plugged if rigs were not available, Roxi's I would snort.) Also like my nerve meds, but I'm a nervous person... So basically everyone knows im a druggie thats close to me, started at 13 and by 15/16 was getting drunk every night by myself and popping valiums...pain meds came around 17 when I started actually hunting them after trying them a few times...everyone knows I smoke pot(very rarely now unfourtuanley, damn UA's!) But ya, thats pretty much my drug history and status with people I know.
 
Yes. My parents know. They repeatedly tell me that if I wasn't their daughter, they'd have nothing to do with me. They no longer give me any money (d'oh) and enjoy glaring at me from across the room during visits.

But I can't blame them. No one wants a heroin addict as a daughter.

The majority of my old friends know, which is why I don't have many old friends left.

Eh. I think a few of them are just a little too biased, but it's whatever. I have been a little skeezy lately.
 
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