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Why DIDN'T you get high today?

Waiting to 'preload' on 5-HTP for my very first (dated, planned) ecstasy experience. Plus, I had an intense (my very first OEVs... hooray) 2c-i + dxm + n2o experience yesterday.;)
 
cos i have this thing about collecting my drugs up and then using them all at once in one nyt of fantasticism! yay lots of fun =D
 
Because I'm coming to the realization that to be able to conjur up the abstract thinking that is necessary for a design engineer, one's head cannot be clouded by the after effects of drugs, which often last weeks after the use.
 
Because it's time to give my brain a break. 3/7 days of tripping and the rest on bud kind of strains your brain, so I'm going sober for a month.
 
Because if I cave in now, 3 days past my last experience, it will only get harder to be sober for longer periods of time. The time isn't right, and the conditions are not optimal. Battling addiction....
 
broke, dont have a job, and friends havent blazed me out ina while. :(
 
My money disenegrated into drugs and now I don't have either! Looks like I gotta work harder selling cleaning products so I can score more heroin and pills.

I'm living like a rock star, except I don't have fan base or any musical talent. I just use hard drugs. Okay, fine. I'm just a junkie.
 
because i'm on two week break from school right now and have seriously been messed up all week.. and my brain might turn to mush if i party it up tonight too... tryin to keep it all in moderation.
 
K'dOUTinAZ said:
My money disenegrated into drugs and now I don't have either! Looks like I gotta work harder selling cleaning products so I can score more heroin and pills.

I'm living like a rock star, except I don't have fan base or any musical talent. I just use hard drugs. Okay, fine. I'm just a junkie.
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GJ, the first step to solving ur problem is to admit you have a problem. ;) Gotta hate it when you hear this during ur life 8(
 
lol same, its just other people that have problems with my lifestyle :)
 
because for the first time in a really long time i don't feel like it. maybe i'm becoming un-addicted?
 
^^^
i've sometimes had those nights where i just didn't feel like getting stoned. mabye it was because i wanted to conserve/save my lungs/hang around sober people or something like that. it's strange but it's not like i have a problem with it.
 
i didn't get high because i don't have a god damn cell phone. i work about 5 minutes away from my dealer's house and i easily could just have went and picked up some. but i'm not going to ring his doorbell and wake up his family. i could have easily just have called him.

thank god for OTC non-habit sleeping pills!
 
...because I'm waiting patiently to try OxyContin :D:D:D

Finally I can understand what the big fuss is about... just wish it was easy to get over here (Australia), not like in the US where everyones on it.
 
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