i'm sober bc i can't get high anymore, not even drunk, nothing has effect on me anymore...i don't know why, maybe tolarance(s) to high to all the stuff, maybe im brain damaged , or maybe im out of dopamine or serotonin...anyhow it sux.....
besides im too fuckinn broke to even consider getting anything
Sober because i had to go for some job interviews and didnt have enough money to split between fare and dr00gz(weed basically). All that changes if and when i get a job.
I don't feel like getting high today on the usual opiates/benzos that I tend to seek out because I was at a 4-day outdoor full moon gathering until yesterday. I realized that I have been killing my creative side (and the rest of myself) and if I do drugs they need to be mostly psychedelics. I have some acid left over for whenever the mood strikes...
Because of a recent DVT diagnosis I'm now on 2 different and extremely potent blood thinners, so if I drink I could die. That's why I didn't get drunk today.
I didn't get high today cause I don't have any money.