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You specifically said you abused cocaine and had used coke twice. I dont see how you can get that confused with snorting adderal.
Okay, I agree, no meth. Seems like a bad idea and something I wouldn't like anyway. My social interactions are fine honestly though, and are probably the only reason I've stayed clean so long. For example yesterday I literally hung out with people for 13 hours straight, but for some reason it's the moments without people I feel so alone regardless of whether or not I'm with people all day or not. The moment I leave them I start drinking/using something, I don't know why...Addicts don't plan to start habits or become addicted even many plan not to, but shit just happens. Don't kid yourself about the risks.
That said do the coke with your friend, but I suggest leaving your friend the leftovers and working on trying to be sober even if you think you can not without the medical support as you will need to start somewhere and the more you wait to stop the harder it will be to stop in the end.
DO NOT get the meth. You have no need for it.... The one time I used it I spent the day after crying unable to be alone as it left me feeling so bad on the comedown physically and mentally. Just get some MDMA if you really want a stimulant like that as it is not nearly as toxic.
DO NOT buy heroin to inject it. You will not be able to stop. You won't even have narcan or someone around in case you OD leaving you dead for real. You will destroy your life. It will literally lead me to give up making effort to see you do better as it will hurt me to see you go down that path and I already shed enough tears with my own life problem. Just do not screw up and relapse in any way as it is not worth it
Stop this mindset of what drugs can you try as you can't right now without hurting yourself or interfering with the treatment your seeking. Just focus on things like exercise, art, and social interaction. Give up this pursuit of experimenting with drugs, which you can always do later when your life is in order.
I don't know man, I don't remember half of that thread, nor half of the posts I made in it or what I was thinking when I made the posts.You specifically said you abused cocaine and had used coke twice. I dont see how you can get that confused with snorting adderal.
Yeah, I've made up my mind about trying coke but meth wasn't a determined thing yet. I've decided, based on the posts, to not try meth for now. I don't think that I'd like it much anyway. As for my age, I'm 18.Ok so you were lieing in that thread. We've cleared that up now.
Dont start on meth. If i were you i wouldn't get on the coke either but you appear to have made your mind up. Just stay away from the meth. You strike me as being very young. I hope for your sake you start making some smart and positive decisions soon.
I care..... So does everyone else posting advice not to slip up which you keep posting about hoping someone will tell you it is OK.As for if I die from an OD, who cares honestly. We all die eventually anyway. Anyone who cares about me will also die as well. I will forget, I will be forgotten. At least I'll die happy.
Well I get good quality heroin (around around 80% pure) for pretty cheap (I can't post the actual price here, sorry) so I only need around .1-.2 every time I use (ROA being smoking), probably way less if I IVed it. Etizolam is extremely cheap, and since I'm splitting the coke with my friend we're splitting the price making it affordable.OP, how do you afford all these drug habits?
Dude, mixing the roids and cocaine is gonna leave you with major heart problems within a year or two.
I've never known any meth addicts while they were actively using, interesting though. Yeah meth probably isn't a habit I want to start then, I prefer to keep my use on the down-low.Yeah. What sucks about meth is that you can always tell when someone's in active addiction, pretty much right away just by looking at them, especially if you've grown up in a town where it's around frequently as a drug.
And, if you're ever unsure totally if someone's a tweaker or not, just talk to them for a little bit...that's definitely a good way to confirm it
Yet you seem determined to inject heroin. Good luck keeping that one on the down low lolI've never known any meth addicts while they were actively using, interesting though. Yeah meth probably isn't a habit I want to start then, I prefer to keep my use on the down-low.
Won't be any harder than when I'd smoke/snort it daily. It's not hard to hide track marks.Yet you seem determined to inject heroin. Good luck keeping that one on the down low lol
It does not take long before the effects of IV drug use become obvious to others. But go ahead. Knock yourself out. You know what your doing. No one here knows a fucking thing. You are different to everyone else. You will be fine. What is your next thread going to be about? How to prepare speedballs?Won't be any harder than when I'd smoke/snort it daily. It's not hard to hide track marks.
Meth is garbage cooked up in a Walmart parking lot.
I live close to Florida.
Hey Stryker why don't you just chill out for some time. Do you need to be addicted to everything this month? Try some psychedelics and free your mind. Listen to some Pfunk and smoke a bowl it will make sense I promise.Okay, so I'll start by saying that when I say "worse" I mean health-wise, psychologically, addictivity, etc. For example, I'm recovering from a heroin addiction, and if I compared heroin to cannabis I'd say heroin is worse because it causes withdrawals, changes your brain chemistry, fucks with your memory, and I found it to be very addictive. However, I'd say I've done stupider shit while high on weed than heroin, where I'm usually non-functional, so in that aspect weed is "worse" in my opinion. That's the problem when I tried researching this though, all I found was opinions and very little fact.
So, which would be a worse habit to have, even if it's only occasional use: meth or coke?
A friend of mine had her life ruined by meth, I never got the full story though so I'm not sure how. I've heard stories of coke addicts also messing up their life though. I'm only curious because I'll be trying coke in a few days for the first time, but I also have the ability to obtain some meth if I wanted to. My only experience with stimulants is that I used to snort adderall once or twice a week probably a year or two ago, I assume meth would be comparable to that (albeit stronger)?
And lastly, out of curiosity, which do you prefer?