Yes, you have, and so what? I think addiction is a series of relapses, which could be a quite a bit in the beginning when trying to get clean. From what I have learned and seen on here anyway.
There is NO judgement here ok? From me or anyone else. What matters is that you get yourself back on track. As long as you fall down 9 times you get back up 10.
You can do this Yuba, oh and about what does your wife see in you.
Your wife sees you through all that you struggle with.
Let me be clear, someone's drug use or addiction does NOT define them as a person.
It's not who you are, it's just a small part right now.
You are heading back down a dangerous road again though, and you know that, and no, moving back will not be boring, just different.
When do you move back Yuba?
You know I will be here for you always, you just turn things around now.
And don't be so hard on yourself. ; )
Hugs,
your friend,
Ash.
There is NO judgement here ok? From me or anyone else. What matters is that you get yourself back on track. As long as you fall down 9 times you get back up 10.
You can do this Yuba, oh and about what does your wife see in you.
Your wife sees you through all that you struggle with.
Let me be clear, someone's drug use or addiction does NOT define them as a person.
It's not who you are, it's just a small part right now.
You are heading back down a dangerous road again though, and you know that, and no, moving back will not be boring, just different.
When do you move back Yuba?
You know I will be here for you always, you just turn things around now.
And don't be so hard on yourself. ; )
Hugs,
your friend,
Ash.
If I go through this thread I do the same shit on repeat.I have said this before aswell I seem to remember.