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100% agree. not a lot of people experience functionally limitless access. It was not good for me at the time, but i also feel in a certain way it let me run through it and get to the end like "this sucks" quicker.Trust me, having access to pure pharmaceutical grade morphine/dope for iv doesn't make a person happy. Neither does pure cheap coke. It's a fucking curse rather than a blessing. Ughhh, I actually envy your clean life, girl.
People i've seen that do not have constant access seem to be enamored by it longer, it retains a mystique longer. once shit like that became utterly commonplace it was much easier for me to disengage.
hospitalization/burns made me realize if we want to make opioids less of a problem, we should legalize them, make them super cheap and pure and dispense them from a boring ass beige government building.
No more junkie mystique, cartel drip nonsense - if you want this you go down to the gov store like everyone else. Once it's like that it's easier to see it for what it is: a monkye on your back, and a chore.