InTherapy82
Bluelighter
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- Sep 30, 2008
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RIP OP, he passed away I think January of 2008. Very sad indeed. I think some people knew him outside BL. He had depression and wasn't always happy w/ life. Sad he was like 18-19.
Interesting bit though - all of the cretins around here call it "coolattapin" as though it were something you buy from f*cking Dunkin' Donuts. It took me months to figure out what exactly this "coolattapin" was. Morons.
i think klonopin is evil... i know 2 guys that went to prison for doing stupid shit on too many kpins. one called up a pizza place and beat the delivery guy with a lead pipe when he showed up. didn't even rob him or take the pizza either. the other guy stole my car and robbed 5 places, and doesn't remember any of it. not to mention my idiot boyfriend who abuses the hell out of them once a month when the script comes in and he takes like 30mg in one day. he gets extremely violent on them as well... he broke my wrist once, and beat me in the legs with a big ass maglite flashlight like cops use just a couple days later when he was on even more. it's to the point i absolutely dread the day we go pick up the script at the pharmacy. he would never do anything to harm me normally, and doesn't remember doing it when he's fucked up on kpins. but he takes 100 of the 1mg in about 3 or 4 days, and then starts demanding mine. i just absolutely hate them, they're evil i tell ya.
i take kpin the ones thaat disolve in your mouth your def right that it does slur ur speach and make you feel slow moving but it does help anxiety and there are no withdrals
that made me Laugh yo, that one is def missed. It slightly discouraging to scroll through all the posts & know most the inactives are probably passed. Then again impermanence is what makes BL & life so damn beautiful!from my real life experiences with it, i think its evil.
Didn't the OP pass away -- its always a sad reminder to see an old thread bumped when the OP is gone. I wish BL had a way to mark his posts.This thread should not have been bumped, the ?S being answered are from 06
that made me Laugh yo, that one is def missed. It slightly discouraging to scroll through all the posts & know most the inactives are probably passed. Then again impermanence is what makes BL & life so damn beautiful!
I have seriously bad anxiety & Benzo's leave me without it which renders euphoria in my mind. Been scripted but noticed the withdrawal effects early & ran for the hills. ii Dont want anything to do with "That thing"*benzo Withdrawal monster* for a loong loonggg time. Maybe if i see 80.
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they also make it hard to remember the things you have said or done wich could lead you to create problems in your life or relationships.
k-pins are also just as fun for me if i can stay awake. i need to be out of the house with things to do becaus if i attempt to relax im out like a light.
And serax(Oxazepam) is pretty much worthless IMO unles you are having withdrawls.