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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Man I thought I had drug and alcohol problems.

After reading all the drug cocktails people on here be taking I'm glad I'm down to just nicotine gum.

You people are a cut above anything Iv ever seen before. Iv met a few DXM shamans but holy shit. Forget about robbing a pharmacy, I'd have to tow the entire building off on a trailer just to be on an even playing field.
 
Technically morning already but uhhhhhh may have gone a bit too far and now it’s 07:00 and I’m so fucking high, last evening/night:

- bunch of vaped tropical cherry Peru weed
- 10mg deschloroetizolam
- 1mg phenazolam
- 50mg O-DSMT

Would type more, but keep nodding off, the letters are flying around, it almost feels like I’m tripping, how is everything so weird, never got visual hallucinations & distortions from this combo, but I will sleep it off, damn that phenazolam and I-DSMT really hit hard

Feel so good right now, I will pay the prize later for sure but mmm
 
Hmm... Been away for a while I see... Tried to switch to Kratom from Trams, but hell, @BK38 how on earth do you survive on such
a short- lasting compound??? I'm getting the shaking sweats every few hours and I really don't appreciate having to change several times a day cause I'm fkn Soaked!! Or is that bc of the monster dose you're taking and how many times do you have to redose!???
Anyways I remembered very clearly why I ditched the APs before - cause my dry throat hurt so bad I kept getting up to drink and pee and still couldn't sleep 🙄. So no more Melperon for me...
Today had enough of the trouble and shot 10 mg of Morphine - stupidly waited after 5 to see whether I feel it, then needed another 4 attempts with huge lokal Histamine reactions to get the other 5 in bc of my godforsaken tremor 😒 - Congratulations as @shinji would say 😅
- but at least my body temp is stable now 🙄...
Can't say I'm high unfortunately, but it was all I had, so added 10 mg Diazepam, black seed extract, 100 mg dmh, some wild dagga vaped, a line of Kanna (both didn't do shit) and 5 mg of K im... Not satisfied at all...
Talking about cocktails....
Hope I'm gonna feel the 10 mg Zolpidem just now at least ( guess what, I stocked up quite a bit)...😜
 
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Hmm... Been away for a while I see... Tried to switch to Kratom from Trams, but hell, @BK38 how on earth do you survive on such
a short- lasting compound??? I'm getting the shaking sweats every few hours and I really don't appreciate having to change several times a day cause I'm fkn Soaked!! Or is that bc of the monster dose you're taking and how many times do you have to redose!???
I'm sorry, what compound are you talking about? The Kratom?
 
I'm sorry, what compound are you talking about? The Kratom?
Yes, the Kratom, after three hours it's out and I start sweating cold... It's damn irritating really and I don't think I can work like that unless I were to carry a ready mixed and volumetrically doseable flask of Kratom in coke with me always ...
Anyway, added another 15 mg K im
🙄🙃
Gues I'm ready to sleep now....
 
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Well, I finally went ahead and dropped that acid, so my intake for the day is:

250 mg methadone
90 mg Adderall
2400 mg gabapentin
200-300 mcg LSD
0.5 mg alprazolam
Boring psych meds

Wow looking at that list, not to brag, but I feel fucking heroic.

Hope everyone is doing well and being safe!
Love and light haha
 
Well, I finally went ahead and dropped that acid, so my intake for the day is:

250 mg methadone
90 mg Adderall
2400 mg gabapentin
200-300 mcg LSD
0.5 mg alprazolam
Boring psych meds

Wow looking at that list, not to brag, but I feel fucking heroic.
Understandable, though that might blunt down the lsd quite a bit
 
Yes, the Kratom, after three hours it's out and I start sweating cold... It's damn irritating really and I don't think I can work like that unless I were to carry a ready mixed and volumetrically doseable flask of Kratom in coke with me always ...
Anyway, added another 15 mg K im
🙄🙃
Gues I'm ready to sleep now....
I don't know. I seem to be alright with just one 18g megadose when I wake up. I can feel tangible effects for about 5 hrs, but afterwards I feel fine. I'm definitely dependent though. It sucks you get heavy sweats and all that . I guess everyone's different biochemically.

Is there a particular reason you'd have Kratom in coke? Does the acidity make it hit faster?
 
I don't know. I seem to be alright with just one 18g megadose when I wake up. I can feel tangible effects for about 5 hrs, but afterwards I feel fine. I'm definitely dependent though. It sucks you get heavy sweats and all that . I guess everyone's different biochemically.

Is there a particular reason you'd have Kratom in coke? Does the acidity make it hit faster?
I see. Interesting. 🤔
I've been dosing between 2,4 and 5 g, which is a very short lasting relief but not more.
The coke ( with some Vit C powder) is just making the taste way more bearable for me. If I do tandw it (almost) makes me puke because of the horrid taste. When I first used Kratom I always put it into capsules for that reason, but it's an incredibly tedious job ... So whatever strong tasting juice or coke is really helpful for me
Edit: I'm gonna up my doses fs now. Let's see whether I can make it to your level of stability, cause rn it's definitely not working well 😅
 
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I see. Interesting. 🤔
I've been dosing between 2,4 and 5 g, which is a very short lasting relief but not more.
The coke ( with some Vit C powder) is just making the taste way more bearable for me. If I do tandw it (almost) makes me puke because of the horrid taste. When I first used Kratom I always put it into capsules for that reason, but it's an incredibly tedious job ... So whatever strong tasting juice or coke is really helpful for me
Edit: I'm gonna up my doses fs now. Let's see whether I can make it to your level of stability, cause rn it's definitely not working well 😅
Ah yes, the taste. It is gnarly but I still just toss and wash it with water. My friend thinks I have some kind of super power. In reality it is just as gross to me, but I just think of like puppies or something and it's mind over matter.

I can't advise you to go up a bunch with Kratom in good faith, but I have been straight up with you regarding how I dose.

Stay safe!
 
Ah yes, the taste. It is gnarly but I still just toss and wash it with water. My friend thinks I have some kind of super power. In reality it is just as gross to me, but I just think of like puppies or something and it's mind over matter.

I can't advise you to go up a bunch with Kratom in good faith, but I have been straight up with you regarding how I dose.

Stay safe!
And that was perfectly the info I needed 🙏🙏🙏 ( see morning thread) - everything is better than constant WD ... Imo at least
 
Man I thought I had drug and alcohol problems.

After reading all the drug cocktails people on here be taking I'm glad I'm down to just nicotine gum.

You people are a cut above anything Iv ever seen before. Iv met a few DXM shamans but holy shit. Forget about robbing a pharmacy, I'd have to tow the entire building off on a trailer just to be on an even playing field.
Hey man thats great though, nicotine is also about as ”fun” as it gets for me these days 😅


Still I love reading through all these drug combos, satisfies some inner part of my remaining addict-self
 
Today was
6 g Kratom
25 mg dph ( finally back in stock 🙄)
Taken rather early (4 p.m.), since I find myself not sleeping even though I'm dead tired when taking it later... So by now I already feel my bones again but won't redose cause I NEED to sleep before midnight for once 😒..
Guess it's gonna be 5-10 mg Zolpidem to make sure...
Hope y'all are getting some proper rest tonight 🙏
 
Uhh bit confused, bit of a benzo blackout I fear .—. Today, or technically yesterday ig, was spend snorting most of my speed, so now I’m forced to go my dealer again, feels like a chore ughh

Was awfully chaotic day, but got a lot of shit done and planned. Some benzos & weed this evening / night to help me sleep:

- 0.5 mg phenazolam
- 5mg deschloroetizolam
- bunch of tropic cherry peru vaped weed

Feeling pretty chill, awake at 5am right now but I think I can manage to sleep two more hours. Once I get up it will be a suprise what happend in the hours before ending up in bed, because I have memories that could either have actually happend or were weird fever dream scenarios perhaps.

I very clearly remember when the phenzolam kicked in, I started feeling like I was tripping. Looking in the mirror warped my face and some walls looked as though they were making waving motions. Also have the vague memory of throwing up and I sure hope that one was just part of a nightmare or that I at least was smart enough to puke out of window😭 don’t know what that was, still trialing the phenazolam and whereas a 1mg will practically knock me out, 0.5mg had me seriously feeling really drunk. Couldn’t walk straight and also it gives me massively blown out pupils, holyshit. Did not expect that for a benzo, quite interesting how some benzos seem to do that, always thought it was just an uppers or maybe some psychedelics thing.

Don’t want to make this ramble superr long but yes, busy days ahead, moving into my room on Sunday and I’m so exited. Planning to just use weed until Sunday.

I’d like me a good proper k-hole again once everything is moved into my new room and I can actually k-hole in complete peace, no more paranoia about bothering my mom in any way AND a shit load of fun raves & club nights coming up, hell yeahh
 
Uhh bit confused, bit of a benzo blackout I fear .—. Today, or technically yesterday ig, was spend snorting most of my speed, so now I’m forced to go my dealer again, feels like a chore ughh

Was awfully chaotic day, but got a lot of shit done and planned. Some benzos & weed this evening / night to help me sleep:

- 0.5 mg phenazolam
- 5mg deschloroetizolam
- bunch of tropic cherry peru vaped weed

Feeling pretty chill, awake at 5am right now but I think I can manage to sleep two more hours. Once I get up it will be a suprise what happend in the hours before ending up in bed, because I have memories that could either have actually happend or were weird fever dream scenarios perhaps.

I very clearly remember when the phenzolam kicked in, I started feeling like I was tripping. Looking in the mirror warped my face and some walls looked as though they were making waving motions. Also have the vague memory of throwing up and I sure hope that one was just part of a nightmare or that I at least was smart enough to puke out of window😭 don’t know what that was, still trialing the phenazolam and whereas a 1mg will practically knock me out, 0.5mg had me seriously feeling really drunk. Couldn’t walk straight and also it gives me massively blown out pupils, holyshit. Did not expect that for a benzo, quite interesting how some benzos seem to do that, always thought it was just an uppers or maybe some psychedelics thing.

Don’t want to make this ramble superr long but yes, busy days ahead, moving into my room on Sunday and I’m so exited. Planning to just use weed until Sunday.

I’d like me a good proper k-hole again once everything is moved into my new room and I can actually k-hole in complete peace, no more paranoia about bothering my mom in any way AND a shit load of fun raves & club nights coming up, hell yeahh
Hehe Im also up at 5am without proper sleep, Id give you a more proper response if I wasnt so tired, but I just wanna say stay safe man.

Seems like youve been going at it harder lately from your recent posts here, dont go off the rails once you move out and have free access to be as high as you want whenever you want, been there done that. Youre still so young 🙏🏼


Anyways Im off to brush my teeth, goodnight to all of you, take care of yourselves and eachother ❤️
 
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