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Rainy night at home tonight, rained all day too. Sooo, just chillin'. Really liking being done for work at 4pm every day lol, and when I wrap up at the old job it'll be Monday through Friday, every weekend off too.... Shenanigans. ๐Ÿ˜

So for me tonight:

Lots of weed, a few different strains in the bong and some dabs
.5mg bupe
50mg testosterone IM
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron

More smoke here directly and for however long I'm awake awake lol, also likely some chamomile tea and valerian extract to help with that.

Hope everyone's well.

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Was headed out wandering earlier, but a storm blew in just long enough to send me back home. Oh well.

Simple, early stoned night tonight:

.5mg bupe earlier
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron
Fat bong of White Truffle with ~.2 of Cereal Milk live resin sandwiched in.

Only a few hits in and I'm already pretty fuckin' high lol. ๐Ÿ‘
 
Evening, peeps. ๐Ÿ™‚

Started the day off right with a soul-wrenching puke sesh at 1.30 am, then near full wd at 5am (thankfully corrected thereafter) and then work all day. So yes, the rest of the evening is sacred chill time.

1.2mg bupe nasal, flower bongs and live resin dabs, sipping a coffee now but likely about to switch it in reverse and hit that Dos Equis in the fridge. Normal boring scripts, and some benadryl later, if I need it.

I have my teledoc appointment to get the subs going back again bright and early tomorrow, 6.50 in the morning lol. I'd be a liar if I said I wasn't nervous, but I don't feel like explaining how I tried an unsupervised taper and failed lol, so I just said I relapsed and this here's my prodigal. But honestly, too much going on in life good and bad to add that layer of misery right now, so if I can at least be stable on a lower dose of bupe than I was on, I'll take that for now.

Rest easy, y'all.

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Evening, peeps. ๐Ÿ™‚

Started the day off right with a soul-wrenching puke sesh at 1.30 am, then near full wd at 5am (thankfully corrected thereafter) and then work all day. So yes, the rest of the evening is sacred chill time.

1.2mg bupe nasal, flower bongs and live resin dabs, sipping a coffee now but likely about to switch it in reverse and hit that Dos Equis in the fridge. Normal boring scripts, and some benadryl later, if I need it.

I have my teledoc appointment to get the subs going back again bright and early tomorrow, 6.50 in the morning lol. I'd be a liar if I said I wasn't nervous, but I don't feel like explaining how I tried an unsupervised taper and failed lol, so I just said I relapsed and this here's my prodigal. But honestly, too much going on in life good and bad to add that layer of misery right now, so if I can at least be stable on a lower dose of bupe than I was on, I'll take that for now.

Rest easy, y'all.

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Hope your appointment goes well amigo ๐ŸŒบ๐Ÿ’œ
 
Hope your appointment goes well amigo ๐ŸŒบ๐Ÿ’œ

Gracias amiga. โค๏ธ (did I say that right? ๐Ÿ˜… )

Boredom and boredom, so I rolled a nice cone of Sundae Sherbet with some Cereal Milk live resin in there, about 1.1g total, so now it's that and off to the store to blow a few dollars on snacks. ๐Ÿ˜Ž
 
Evening blueworld

Lol and at a dose of 70mg diazepam earlier today and not even a nod really need to get my benzo tolerance down.
Tonight is a light dose

10mg methadone ( insurance for the RLS)
20mg diazepam
20mg zolpidem ( weak in my opinion )
Few bong hits

I'm low on stock and can only refill my other scripts again tomorrow.
 
Not planning to sleep yet but just had

25mg methadone
10mg diazepam
5mg zolpidem
1mg clonazepam

Some weed.

My arm got twisted just for a small 10mg dose but I decided to double. I do have a 3l supply of this stuff this month so I am gonna try a few things that I will not advise to any and mostly not report lol.

Watching a movie now after an awesome afternoon nap of 2hrs straight.

I have come to notice that methadone and diazepam specific has a nice synergy effect for relaxing the body. Which makes th8ngs like sleeping a lot easier without aid or a bit at least lol.
 
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