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800mg valerian so far
CBD
Pukka herbal bedtime tea

And before bed I'll have a bit of mirtazapine, less than 7.5mg as I need to come off so probably a quarter less than last nights 7.5mg lol
 
• 8mg bupe
• 10 mg buspirone
• 50mg hydroxyzine
• seroquel 300mg.
•100mg amitriptyline
• 300MG GABAPENTIN
 
MOrning blue world

Went to bed early as usual and only had a few drinks throughout the day and some benzos and subs by 18:00 i felt good but sleepy so had
18mg bromazepam
1mg alzam
Few bong hits ( blueberry )
Slept till 02:38 and woke up as usual and had
5mg nitrazepam
.5mg triazolam
few bong hits ( unlabeled )
big glass of Red wine ( cabernet sauvignon merlot ) roughly 300-400ml, big wine glasses
Then past out in 30 min odd and slept till 05:07 but very broken

Nitrazepam is not doing its job and chowing high dosages is just not worth it, just wish my pharmacy will get stock of Flurazepam or Midazolam again
 
I'm drinking mint hot chocolate, yummy

Soon I'll have pukka herbal bedtime tea
CBD
Valerian
Tiny bit of mirtazapine that I worked out to be about 5mg, well whatever 3 quarters of a 7.5mg pill roughly is
 
125ug of clonazolam volumetrically dosed.

Also picked up some more Zopiclone but I'm not gonna use them like I did last time, max once a week or as needed if I need to be up early for something and have an early night.
 
Fairy of the Flowers said:
Don't take one tonight after you've been doing heroin mate
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Don't worry pal, I'm not gonna be mixing a bunch of things, I'm saving them for when I actually need them urgently.

So far, yes still awake at 4am, but gonna sleep soon :)

I've been on this site since 2003 and almost every OD has been from people mixing a bunch of downers, so I know what the score is. I can only deduce the reason I'm still alive and two of my best friends have passed is because I'm freakishly careful when it comes to downers and mixing.

I did have a bit of a benzo but the dose was on the very low side, and the heroin has also been less than I usually take it.

Thanks for the caring thoughts! <3
 
Roughly at 21:30 i had the following

1mg alzam
6mg bromazepam
5mg nitrazepam
dbl vodka and cranberry juice

Fell asleep till about 03:30 and then had
.5mg alzam
few bong hits
and another dbl vodka and cranberry juice that made me sleep till after 6ish am
Not a bad nights rest and not broken either. Actually slept well for a change
 
Fairy of the Flowers said:
Dam, with same profile and name?
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I've changed my name a couple of times over the years :)

Profile is the same one I've had since 2003 but chose Bella Figura when I was in the midst of a PCP and Meth binge in 2016 - honestly don't even remember why I changed it, but I'm now thinking about changing it again just so that @BellaJewel can be the one and only Bella in our midst! I've already donated to MAPS and just waiting to think up a new username now before I take the plunge.

Needless to say, I slept really well last night, despite getting less sleep than is healthy, I feel pretty good this morning :)
 
Bella Figura said:
but I'm now thinking about changing it again just so that @BellaJewel
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Yeah that' s cool, I thought you was a woman because of your name, you can be called anything, even if it's feminine who cares, just thought I'll add that it made me not know if I'd been rambling codshit to a boy or a girl yesterday lol

Does your name mean beautiful figure in English? And the other Bella is beautiful Jewel, that's actually a lovely name, I'm actually Flower Fairy but needed to change my profile because of a mean man who was a big fat meany to me, harrasing me and shit lol, but yeah I'm still Fairy so nevermind as I deleted all my threads on my Flower Fairy profile anyway so don't want it back

Dammit we are at it again, PM me your answers if you like or we are going to derail this again today hahaha

Edit: You was right about those Zomorphs, exactly like that picture as got them now
 
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Drinking twinings sleepy tea
I'll take valium before bed, I don't normally anymore but treated I myself to some and the hyperness from Zomorph ain't faded so I won't sleep otherwise
CBD
And roughly 5mg mirtazapine
 
MOrning Blue World

Last night was a good sleep with very little benzos taken even had an afternoon nap yesterday too. Anyhow went to bed at 22:00 and had

1mg alzam
5mg nitrazepam
two joints

think i passed out at 22:30ish and slept tilll now 04:15. So not bad. Sleeping pattern is getting better, well i think
 
I was up till late or late for me, went to bed at 23:20ish and had
last dbl vodka
.5mg alzam
5mg nitrazepam and slept till now, which is just past 06:00

so overall happy and rested
 
CBD
5mg mirtazapine
Pukka herbal bedtime tea
And when I go to bed I'll try a smaller amount of valium as only have 1 and a half left, so 15mg and I'm trying to be good, I want to save one for tomorrow if I can

I'm up so late I've had a busy day so need to wind down before bed as I'm so not tired
 
8mg Buprenorphine
15mg olanzapine

Feeling ready to crash, got work bright and early
 
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